"Great, just fucking great." I grab a knife from the drawer and begin cutting, more of assaulting, the cake. Why did I have to be stupid and kiss Niall? Harry's face is still etched in my mind as I practically throw a slice of cake onto a plate. "Where are the god damn forks." I move like a hurricane in the kitchen, Niall knowing to stay out of my way. Once I find the plastic forks I slam them against each individual plate. "Are you just going to stand there or are you going to help me with the plates." Nialls eyes widen as he takes two plates out into the living room where everyone else is. I follow him and give a plate to my mom and Louis. Harry is tucked between Louis and Zayn , playing with the cake Niall just handed to him.
I walk back into the kitchen and lean against the counter. I take a slice of cake and begin shoving it in my mouth. Might as well eat away my feelings. "Kimberly, look at what I've got!"
I wipe of the crumbs from the side of my mouth and try to swallow the mountain of cake down my throat. "What is it mom?" Knowing her it's something embarrassing like baby pictures or videos. Oh god I hope she didn't pull out the old videos.
Stalking into the living room I notice two magenta boxes on the chair. "I know I have missed some holidays and birthdays for you and Harry so here." Harry gets up from his spot and smiles at my mom. We both open the present and I hold the juvenile looking bracelet in my hand. "Thank you mom?" Harry looks at his perplexed as well. The bracelets are identical looking and I slip the slightly tight bracelet on my wrist. I watch as the beads hit each other, making little clacking noises.
"You two don't remember these do you? You make them when you two first met. Read the beads." "Kim and Harry Best Friends Forever." I smile at the bracelet, picturing fetus me and Harry making these. "Thanks mom." I say more sincere this time. "Thanks aunt Kim." Harry has the bracelet on as well and gives my mom a kiss on the cheek. "Now if you will excuse me,I think I'm going to head off to bed now." "Are you ok Harry? You look a bit pale." Harry just nods his head, waves at everyone and begins to ascend the stair case. Kim ,go tell Harry that y'all's room is the second on the right." I nod and practically sprint up the stairs. I already find Harry in our room though. The door is cracked and he is pulling his shirt over his head.
I push the door open a bit so I can squeeze in. Silently shutting it, I try to think of something to say to Harry. "Hey, you don't want to wait until Liam gets back with our clothes?" Harry looks up at me and returns his gaze to his skinny jeans. He says nothing as he pulls the jeans down his legs and throws them in the corner of the room. "I asked you a question Harry." Again he looks at me dead in the eye before pulling the covers back and getting into the bed.
I honestly don't have the energy to fight Harry at this point. "Well I'll talk to you when you're ready to talk." "Why?" Harry's voice comes our hoarse and I look at him confused. "Don't look stupid Kim." Harry rolls around and faces me. "Why do you just keep breaking my heart." My heart completely drops at Harry's words. "Why don't you love me?" I shake my head at Harry. "Harry you know I love you." "Not like Niall though." He rips the sheets off of his body and stomps over to me. "I just don't get it! Niall is always breaking your heart but yet you give all your love to him. Why?" Harry throws his hands up in the air exasperated by me.
"Because Harry I just-" Harry cuts me off by speaking again. "I can make you feel so much better than he can." Harry walks closer to me, turning me around so that my back is against his chest. "I can hold you better than he can." Harry pulls be closer to him, wrapping his arms around my waist. "I can kiss you better than he can." Harry spins me around and places a kiss to my lips. "Make love to you better than he can." A million thought run through my mind as Harry presses his groin into me. Well this escalated quickly.
"I just want you to care for me the way you do Niall. I'm the one to blame here though, I should have never told you how I felt." Harry hangs his head and I bring it back up with my hands. "Hey listen to me, I am so happy you told me how you felt. Harry you're an amazing guy and any girl would be lucky to have you as her boyfriend." Harry nods his head before removing my hands from his face. "Harry, I'm scared." Harry looks at me perplexed before I continue. "I'm scared that if we would start dating and we break up, I will loose you." Harry wraps his arms around me and pulls me into his chest. "I can't loose you Harry." "You won't darling."
We stay like this for a while before I pull away from Harry. "I'm yours Harry's , only yours." Harry grins at my words and I lean in to kiss him. Once we break apart Harry stares in my eyes once more. " I promise I'll take good care of you Kim."
A/N: so sleepy but here you go! Very sugary and sweet I know I'm sorry. Anywho, Night gorgeous people :)