13. The One That I Love
when i woke up in the morning i saw Liam sleeping on the floor i pushed him with my foot "wake up and lay with me so we can talk" i said and he looked up at me "okay" he said smiling and getting up then laying behind me with his arm wrapped around me "Liam we should play what if just like little dumb things you say what if that aren't true..?" "yeah sure sounds like fun" "you start" i said to him "what if i dyed my hair blonde?" i laughed "i wouldn't care cause i love you for you so i wouldn't really care" i said smiling and i felt him smile on me as he put his face on my shoulder "what if i broke up with you?" i said laughing "oh i get it..and id cry myself to sleep then probably not actually fall asleep pretty much die" he said laughing "aha okay your turn" i said smiling "umm what i i bought a pet tiger and it ate me?" "id laugh" i said laughing "your such a nice girlfriend" i smiled i love that word. "what i told you i was pregnant?" "don't say that cause it will happen in the future i do want kids maybe not now but later.." "Liam im pregnant." "yeah okay der" he said laughing i sat up and ran to the bathroom and threw up and i heard him walk up behind me.
"Kierha,,, your not actually pregnant are you..?"
"yes liam.." i said crying and then pulling my knees up to my chest and burred my face into my legs "no i was so careful.. i dont understand.." "im not on birth control remember.." "but i have to go.." he said walking out of the room i just let him leave...good bye..
i cant be a dad im way to young for that im to young im just started getting really huge everywhere and people really love my singing and i just cant have a child not now any way...
"Harry i need to talk to you.." i said pulling harry away
"yeah sure man what's going on?"
i looked at him really confused and not really knowing how to say it "its kierha man.." i said still in shock "what happened is she okay?" "yeah ..i hope..i just" then i thought kierha i didn't even worry about how she was feeling i didn't even ask i just worried about my self.
knock knock no answer.... i just walked right in and ran up the stairs to see kierha crying in the corner shaking i lifted her up bridal style and she was still crying i layed her onto her bed and layed on top of her my head on her belly and are legs intertwined "Im sorry" i said "its not you fault" she said threw her tears "yes it is i should have manned up and taking the responsibilities and shouldn't have reacted the way i did i was childish im sorry i love you and im not gonna leave im going to stay" "you don't have to" "i would never leave the one that i love" i said kissing the top of her head.