I wake up in an unfamiliar room, alone. Where the fuck am I? I look down to see what I'm wearing. A hospital gown? Is that a cut on my shoulder? Niall must've taken me here. Wait, what day is it?! Did I miss saying goodbye to Liam? Shit!
I press the button for the nurse and she rushes in. "Great! You're awake! How do you feel?" She asks, clicking her pen. "I'm fine, but my chest really hurts where the cut is. Do you know what day it is?" I say. "Let's see, it's.. June 2nd."
"So I've been asleep 6 days? Did Liam leave?!" Liam and the boys were planned on leaving May 28th. "I'm afriad so dear." I groan unhappily and let my head fall back onto the soft pillow. "But he left a note somwhere on your bed." I shoot up, and move around frantically, searching for it. She chuckles, and walks out. I finally find it under my pillow, and quickly unfold it, reading it fast. I slow down and take it in.
If you are reading this, 1., I didn't have the guts to tell you this over the phone, and 2., I've already left on tour. Please understand.
The day we picked a random fan, afterwards us boys were playing Truth or Dare. Louis dared me to make you fall in love with me. I did, at least, I think I did. So what I'm trying to say here is that... I'm breaking up with you. I can't stand to see somebody truly in love with me, and not love them back. Yeah, it happens with fans, but it's different.
They don't know me. You do. Like Niall says, I'd rather be a child playing with paper airplanes than be a man playing with a girls heart. I'm so sorry I lead you on like that, thinking I loved you. I do, but as a best friend, though after this note, you won't. You're the best girlfriend I've ever had, but I'm not in love with you. Maybe we'll meet up again some day in the future. Until then, bye Em.
Liam Payne x
I stare at the note in disbelief. "No... This isn't Liam! He loves me!" I think out loud. "No, no, no, no, no, NO!" I sob. Tears stream down my face, as I realized Christa was right. Nobody will ever love me.
I tell God in my thoughts, Why do you hate me?! What've I done....
End Of Book One