A better life - One direction

My life is a mess. My only reason to be here, is my brother.
Oh, by the way. My name is Tracy Evans. My life isn't that exiting.
Well, at least I thought so..


9. The best night ...


Chapter 9.

Tracy's P.O.V:

Last night was incredible. It just felt like the right time. I felt ready. And god damn. I don't regret it at all.
I woke up to meet a sleeping Niall by my side, holding my waist. I smiled a little, and kissed his nose carefully, making sure not to wake him up. He looked so peaceful. Like there were no problems in the whole world at all. I'm sure there wasn't for him, anyway.

I looked down on his stomach, admiring his sexy abs. I ran a finger across from his chest, down to his … NO NOT THAT LONG, I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE THINKING! Just to the top of his underwear.
He suddenly began to move, and groan a little. I looked up, and met a pair of sleepy blue eyes.
I smiled at him as the words “good morning” escaped my lips.

“Mornin beautiful” he answered, and kissed my cheek.
We just laid there for a couple of minutes, staring at each other. Both recalling the great night we had together last night, I guess. I did, anyway.
“Can I tell you something?” He asked. “yeah, of course. What is it?” He looked away for a quick second, hesitating. “You are incredibly beautiful. Especially right now”
Oh my god. Why was he saying that? I look totally awful in the morning. I blushed and looked down. “No, I'm not” I whispered to myself, kindda hoping he didn't hear it. But of course he did. I felt a finger lifting up my chin, to get my eyes to meet his once again.
“Tracy. You are. You truly are. I wouldn't tell you if I didn't meant it. You are the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. And I've seen quite a few”
I just laid there looking him in the eye, smiling. I didn't know what to say. I was speechless.
I'd never been called beautiful, ever before. It was quite weird..
I suddenly felt his warm soft lips being pressed against mine, in a quick yet passionate kiss.

“So what are we doing today?” I asked him.
“I vote for laying here all day!!”
I chuckled a little. “You sure about that?”
“Yeah, why wouldn't I be?” he asked a little confused.
“Well.. If we're laying here all day, you wouldn't have a chance to eat. And I really wanna go to Nando's” I almost didn't get to finish that last sentence before Niall had hopped out of bed, and started to take his pants on. He then rushed to the door, and turned around to look at me.
He just stood there looking impatiently at me.
“Are you coming?”
I just chuckled again, and got out of bed to take some clothes on. Just a pair of sweats and a hoodie.


The following days went by fast. The days became weeks, and the weeks to months. The time flew by, and suddenly Niall and I had almost been together for a half year. He said that he had planned something special for our anniversary, but he wouldn't tell me what it was. I really looked forward to see what he was planning, I sure did, but... Well. It's just that.. The day after our 6 month's, Niall had to leave town... You know, him being famous and all, he had to go on tour, for another 6 months.. And I couldn't go along. None of the boys girlfriends could. I was absolutely devastated, but I didn't tell or show Niall. I always cried whenever he wasn't around, 'cause I didn't want to upset him, or even worse... Cancel his tour. I knew he would, if he knew how sad I was. And I couldn't let him do that. So I just kept the tears in my pillow at night, when I was alone.
I just wanted to enjoy the last time I had with Niall, for now. Oh god, I'm gonna miss him. But, he says, that he'll either come home for a couple of days after 2 months away, or else he will get me to wherever he was. No matter what the management says. And I think the other boys agreed to do the same with their girlfriends. So that's good. Plus, he promised that he'd be home at our 1 year anniversary, so I think I'll survive. Although, it's gonna be hard, not having him around all the time. Really hard. I'm going to miss him so much. I'm so in love with him. Totally, madly, insanely, absolutely in love with him. It's amazing, that I have the exact same feelings for him, that I did when I just fell for him. I couldn't ask for a better boyfriend. He's simply the best.


“NIALL STOP!!!!” I screamed inbetween laughs, but he just kept on tickling me. I hate being tickled, and always have. But I guess, I forgot to mention that for him.
“NIALL PLEASE!!!” I begged. He finally stopped, but didn't move. He just stayed at the top of me, looking into my eyes. Just to look him in the eye, sent chills down my back. Just as it did 5 months ago.

“I'm sorry, baby. It's just.. I love to see you smile, and to hear you laugh. I love to see you happy. Your happiness is all that matters to me.... You mean everything to me, Tracy. I don't know why I am saying this right now, I just felt like it was the right time.”

I then felt the tears begin to form in the corner of my eyes. But although I'd been crying a lot lately, it wasn't of sadness this time.. No, this time the tears were out of pure happiness. I was so happy. Happy to have gone for a walk that day, coursing me to meet him. Happy that he grabbed my arm afterwards to get my number. Happy, that we went for Starbucks the day after. Happy that we were on that date, at the restaurant. Happy, that he asked me to be his girlfriend at the lake. Happy, that I said yes. Happy, that I was in deeeeeep love with him. Happy, to be here, right now, with him on top of me. Just happy, to be his, and him to be mine. Happy, that I think I've found my one true love.

“Don't cry! Please! Was it something I said? Oh god, I always say something wrong! I'm so stupid!”
I grabbed his face with both of my hands, and kept staring him into his eyes.
“Yes, Niall it was something you said. It was everything just you said. You said exactly what a girl wants to hear. That's why I'm crying. I'm crying tears of joy. You being so perfect, I don't even deserve a guy like you. You're to good to me. I can't even explain to you, how valuable you are to me. You're my sweetheart, my most expensive treasure. I don't know why I said all that either, I just felt like the time was right.” The tears had now started to roll down my cheeks, unstoppable. But I didn't care... 'Cause I was smiling while they rolled. He made me smile, and that's all that matters.
He started playing softly with my hair, as he placed his forehead against mine.

“I don't know how I'm gonna go through a half year without you, it's gonna be a living hell” he said.
“Oh no baby, don't worry. You'll have a blast! I promise you that. You're going to have a great time. And before we know it... We'll be together again. Like we never even were apart” I tried to assure him. We just laid there, like that, for what felt like hours. Well, he moved of me, and laid beside me, 'cause that was a little more pleasant. We just laid there, talking. About everything, and about nothing. I felt like I got to know him even better, that night. I don't know why, we had laid like that a hundred times before, but... That exact night, was the best night I've had for a long time.

“I love you so much, Tracy. And I always will” He suddenly said.
“I love you too, baby”  

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