A better life - One direction

My life is a mess. My only reason to be here, is my brother.
Oh, by the way. My name is Tracy Evans. My life isn't that exiting.
Well, at least I thought so..


10. Goodbye


Chapter 10.

Nialls P.O.V.

The day had come. I had to leave town, for 6 whole months. I had to leave Tracy for a 6 whole months. Well, almost. We'll see each other in about 2 months, but only for a couple of days. Then we had to be separated again, and by then we wouldn't see each other 'till the whole tour ended. The boys and I couldn't bring our girlfriends for some crappy reason. It pisses me off, but that's just management. They are always like that. That's the worst thing about being famous. But you just to live with it.

The car ride to the airport, was very quiet. I guess we didn't want to talk, 'cause we didn't want to talk about anything sad and so, but we just didn't have anything nice to talk about. The time was just not good for happiness and joy.

After about 20 minutes driving, we arrived at the airport. We stayed in the car for about a minute, just sitting. I didn't want to enter the airport, and I guess Tracy didn't want me to, neither.

She just sad there besides me, looking down at her hands, while she was holding the promise ring I gave her at our 2 months anniversary. I reached over, and grabbed her right hand, and gave it a squeeze. She slowly lifted lifted her head up, 'till her eyes met mine. They were full of sorrow, and … Sadness. The pain in her eyes was like having a knife pressed right through my heart. I tried to give her a little fake smile, like saying “it's gonna be okay”, and she returned my smile.

I slowly rubbed the back of her hand with my thumb, while we just sat there, looking at each other.

She suddenly looked away and let go off my hand, just before she opened the door, getting out of the car. I immediately did the same, and went to get my luggage in the back of the car.

I quietly took her hand and swiped my fingers inbetween hers, while we were walking towards the door.

Right inside of the airport main entrance, we were met by all of the boys, including their girlfriends.
I felt kindda bad for Harry, you know, him being the only one not having a wonderful girlfriend like the rest of us. But he'll find her some day, I'm sure about that.

As soon as the guys spotted Tracy, they immediately attacked her with hugs and cheek pecks.

That made her laugh. Which also made me smile a bit.
I went to say hello to the girls, you know – Eleanor, Danielle and Perrie. They didn't look that cheerful either. None of us were, I'm sure.

The boys and Tracy soon joined the girls and I, and the guys and I introduced Tracy to the girls.

Soon after, there was a lady on the speaker saying “The flight to California is taking off in 45 minutes. Every passenger to the flight to California must be at gate 3 in 30 minutes.”

30 minutes. That's all we had. Then we'd be separated for two whole months. I wouldn't be able to hold her, to kiss her and just to be with her, for two fucking months. Maybe it was just the sadness talking, but I really didn't want to leave. I wanted to stay with my baby, and just be with her. Now, and forever after. I knew, that when I'd get home again in a year, it would just be me and her. But, I just had so many worries, you know? What if the distance would make us go crazy? Make us loose our feeling for each other? What if she found someone else in the meantime? What if I did?

Wait... WHAT? What the hell was I thinking!? Of course we wouldn't loose our feelings! Of course we wouldn't find anyone else! I love her! And only her! And she loves me! I'm sure about that!

But what if anything happens to her? Then I wouldn't be able to help her, at all. A skype call can't save her from being raped, or killed. Oh my god Niall, you always exaggerate everything!
Everything's gonna be okay. I'm just gonna miss her. So damn much.

The time went by quickly, and before I knew it, we were all on our way to Gate 3.

I stopped just before the entrance to the plane, and so did Tracy. This was it. There was only 5 minutes till I had to be on the plane. I let go of my luggage, and quickly got her in my arms, for a big, long and loving hug. Her head rested on my chest, and I suddenly felt her warm tears, making my tee-shirt wet.

“Please, baby. Don't cry. I hate when you cry” I said, trying to hold back the tears.

“I can't. I just... Can't. This is one of the worst days of my life. It's the second time, I'm loosing someone I really love. First my mother, and now you. It's just too much” She said inbetween tears.

“Don't you ever say that. You are NOT loosing me. Never! We're just being separated for a while. That's all. Don't ever think that you are loosing me. Okay?”
She just nodded as an answer. I slowly whipped away her tears with my thumbs, and gave her another smile.

I leaned my forehead against hers, holding her neck. There were no space between our bodies, while we just stood there, hugging.

I slowly pulled my forehead away, and tightened my grip on her neck, just before I placed my lips on hers.

It was the best and longest kiss we'd ever shared. From that moment I felt her lips on mine once again, I believed in what I expected. We were gonna be okay, and get through this.

The annoying lady on the speaker once again interrupted my thoughts with her annoying voice “This is the last call for passengers to California. The plane doors will be closed in 2 minutes, for good. That's all”.

I looked her in the eye, as I saw one last tear escape from her eye. And even though I had been fighting very hard, her last tear also made a tear escape from my eye. She gently put her hand on my cheek, and rubbed it with her thumb. “You have to go, baby. I'll see you soon, okay? Please be careful, and do not get hurt. If you do, I'll be with you in no time. Count on that” She said with a little smile. I nodded “I'll text you as soon as we get to our hotel. We got a skype date tonight, right?” she nodded, and smiled even bigger now “you bet”. I smiled, and quickly grabbed her face, and kissed her one last time. “I love you with all of my heart , Tracy. I'll see you in two months, okay? Tell your brother I said hi, and make sure to tell him that he must take care of you, now that I can't. Nothing bad can happen to my baby. I love you.” She nodded inbetween my words “I love you more than anything, Niall. And nothing is gonna change that. Now go, before it'll get any harder.” she said. I kissed her cheek, grabbed my luggage and walked to the boys.
Just before I entered the plane, I turned around, put on a smile and waved, as I muttered “bye”. That's it. There she stands, all by herself (well the girls were there, but you know) and I couldn't run to her, and take her home, no matter how much I wanted to. I was leaving the love of my life for six months. Six god damn months. I'd be missing her... a lot. And all the time.

I quickly find my seat on the plane, sat down, put on my beats and turned on the music, to try to get my thoughts in a happy place. But why did I even try? It was impossible. She was all over my mind.

“Get out, get out, get out of my head – and fall into my arms instead” suddenly played in my earphones. I wish she could.  

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