I cant let you go

An average 12 year old girl Natalie has had a really hard life with loosing her best friend not expecting whats going to happen next an also seems to be a huge fan of One Direction. When she meets them they became best friends and everything was perfect untill life started to go wrong, will the boys help her to get through it?


29. I cant believe you...

Natalie's P.O.V

It was my birthday yesterday. It's just turned midnight now. No one remembered. It was even all over Twitter and Facebook but no one said anything at all. It's just arrgh. I'm sitting here watching a film with the boys while Soph and Mike are in bed. But Niall isn't even home. Harry said he went out to a club. Words can not describe how pissed off I am about that. I suddenly heard laughing from outside, I sighed. "Here we go." I mumblednot expecting what to happen. Niall stumbled in, but he wasnt alone, there was a girl behined him. My whole world fell apart. "So where are we gunna go baby?" the girl slurred to Niall. I scoffed. "EXCUSE ME!" I shouted. Niall groaned "Argh Natalie just PISS OFF!" I could not believe Niall had just said that. "NO NIALL I WILL NOT PISS OFF WHEN YOU COME HOME LATE FROM A CLUB WITH SOME SLUT WHO WILL JUST GO WITH ANY GUY SHE CAN GO WITH. IT'S MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY NIALL! I'M THIRTEEN. NONE OF YOU EVEN MENTIONED IT. It's like I'm invisable to you all anyway, I might aswell just not live anymore." I had tears streaming down my face, nobody knew what to say,I'm not bloody suprised. I ran upstairs into my room and slammed the door. I grabbed my guitar that was in the corner of my wardrobe and went onto my balcony outside of my room. I got outside and it was cold but I didn't care. I started to play gotta be you, and songed a girl version. "boy you can see it in my eyes I'm dissapointed, cause you're the foolish boy who i trusted with my heart, but you tore it apart and boy what a mess i've been since you left me and i know i really dont deserve this but here i am giving you another chance can we fall one more time stop the tape and rewond but if you walk away i know I'll fade cause there is nobody else, it's gotta be you, only you, it's gotta be you, oh only you." I stopped singing and wiped a tear coming from my eyes. I went into my bathroom and grabbed my razor. I cut one of the blades out and started to cut my wrist. The cuts were deep, I cleaned them up and fell into bed crying myself to sleep.
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