Nobody knows

Juliet, also known as Louis Tomlinson's best friend since they were younger, goes to live with him and the boys. She's loved Niall since she met him when Louis was on the X Factor. Niall doesn't feel the same. How will Juliet, or Juli as everyone calls her, deal with this?


5. Because of You

“Oh,” I moaned covering my eyes with my hands from the morning sun. My stomach flipped and I rolled out of bed and ran to the bathroom. I fell to my knees in front of the toilet and threw up the contents of my stomach.
“Fuck,” I said quietly. I threw up again, someone came in and was holding my hair back. I moaned, sitting back against the wall, and bringing my knees up to my chest. I looked up, it was Niall. He took my toothbrush and wet it, putting some toothpaste on it.

“Here,” He handed me my toothbrush.

“Thanks,” I brushed my teeth right there on the floor, not wanting to get up. He handed me a small plastic cup filled with water and I rinsed my mouth.

“Why was that picture of us thrown, there’s glass everywhere. Are you OK?” He asked.

No, I thought. I’m not OK. She did this to me. She’s a complete bitch and you don’t even see it. But it’s not your fault you don’t see it. You’re just to nice to notice. You’ll do whatever it takes to find the good in people.

I held back from crying, “Niall, please not now.” I leaned my head against my knees.

“Juli, please tell me what’s wrong, I can help.” He leaned down in front of me.

“You can’t.” I stated, “You don’t even notice.” I said more to myself than him.

“Notice what?” He asked, kneeling down in front of me.

I groaned grabbing my head in pain. Niall stared at me a minute. He kissed my forehead, “I will be back.” He got up and left.

My stomach started turning again. “Not again,” I leaned forward and puked again.

Niall ran in and set the pills and the glass of water down on the counter. He stood behind me and held my hair up while I finished.

“Ow,” I said, sitting back against the wall.

“Here, take this.” He handed me the pills and the water.

“Thanks,” I swallowed the water and pills and handed him the glass. He set it down on the counter.

He looked at me, “Come here,” He leaned down and picked me up bridal style.

“What are you doing?” I asked him, as he placed my at the foot of my bed. “We needa’ get you outta that dress.”

I nodded, “Stand up,” He said. I stood up and waited. He turned me around gently and unzipped my dress. It fell to the floor leaving me in my bra and panties. Honestly, I didn’t care because we’ve seen each other naked plenty of times before and I was comfortable with myself.

“Um,” Niall thought for a minute. “Here,” He said before taking the hoodie off of himself, “It’s clean, I just put it on,” He told me helping me get it over my head. It was warm and it smelled like him. I walked over to my dresser and found a pair of black shorts and put them on.

I walked over to the broken glass, ignoring Niall, and knelt in front of it. I started picking up the glass piece by piece and putting it in the garbage.

“Juli, what’s wrong?” He came over and helped me put the glass in the garbage.

I sighed and looked up at him,”You wouldn’t believe it.” I picked up the picture of us, and looked at it,”I know you.”

“Somethings wrong,” He said. I stood up and walked over to the bed with the picture. I placed it on my nightstand. “Please Juli, you know you can tell me anything.”

I looked at him, his eyes filled with sincerity. I sat on the bed,”She called me a slut,” I whispered.

“What? Who?” He asked walking towards me. I laid back as tears filled my eyes.

“I shouldn’t have said anything.” I moved around and laid on my pillow facing away from Niall.

“No, Juli please. Who called you a slut?” He asked again.

I rolled over to face him, “I can’t.” I whispered. I barely heard myself speak.

“What?” He stood there, confused.

I couldn’t do this. I couldn’t stand here and have this conversation with him. It was killing me. “I can’t.” I jumped out my bed and ran past Niall, out of my room. I ran into Harry’s room, he was sitting on his bed. He looked like he had just woken up.

I ran over to him anyway and jumped next to him.

“Juli, what’s wrong?” He was concerned.

“She called me a slut.” I cried, “And then she told me that I probably slept with all of you guys. That’s why I left the concert last night and got drunk. It was stupid. So stupid, and it was a mistake. I could’ve gotten hurt, and I’m so sorry. So so sorry.” I confessed, and Harry pulled me into an embrace, holding me close to his chest. I cried and cried, “I’m sorry.”

“Shh,” Harry cooed, “Who.. Who called you a slut?”

“Alexa, she seemed so nice. I was only trying to be friends with her.” I started rambling, ”She told me to stay away from him. That he was her’s and I wasn’t allowed to be near him. He’s one of my bestest friends. You guys are all I have left now. Everyone else is gone. She can’t take that away from me. She can’t.” I cried harder and harder. I couldn’t stop. I felt so bad, “That’s why I left. It was stupid, I’m so sorry.” I repeated.

I looked up at Harry, he had tears in his eyes too. He kissed my forehead,”She always seemed like a bitch to me.” He stated. “Juli, you are far from a slut. You’re beautiful and funny, and one of the nicest people that I’ve ever met.”

“My head is killing me.” I groaned.

“Here lay down,” He patted his pillow. I smiled and laid down, he laid next to me and covered us. “Don’t you ever let anyone tell you otherwise, OK?” I nodded.

Harry stared at the doorway. I was confused, “Harry, what’s wrong?” I asked turning my head to the door.

Niall was standing there with tears his eyes, “I-I didn’t know. Oh, my god,” He smacked his forehead, “This is all my fucking fault.” He walked away.

I leaned closer to Harry,”This is all my fault.” I spoke quietly.

“He’s too kind hearted, too nice, to see the real Alexa.” I stated, “Too nice.”
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