Pen Pal 2.

This is the sequel to Pen Pal. As you can tell. Same characters.
She continues her life at her mom's house. She still hasn't told Niall about Steven, but then again he did the same thing to her. What does Ashley do about Niall's Leukemia? Can she deal with another loss?
Read it all in this book. ;)


26. The Talk

Niall's P.O.V

I am going to tell her now, since we are alone and nobody was going to interrupt us. "Ashley. Can we talk?" I pointed over to a bench right next to a window. She slowly nodded, knowing this was coming. We sat down at the bench and stayed silent for a few moments. I didn't know what was going through her mind right now, I really wish I did. She was probably as nervous as I was. "I love you." I covered my mouth, as did she. We had both said it at the same time. We got teary eyed, but I sucked it back in, I was still giving my speech. "I really need to tell you this." She nodded now removing her hand. A tear escaped her eye, I knew why. I didn't want to break her heart anymore. I was done breaking her heart, I wanted her back. She was my everything, she IS my everything. "So, this happened a few months ago," I cleared my throat, "The doctor had told me that the chances of you waking up from the coma were extremely slim, and I lost it. I went down to the local pub, and I guess Perrie was there?" I stopped, now really trying to remember that night, I couldn't. It's as if I was drugged or something? "Anyway." I shook my head getting back my thoughts. "I woke up.. Next to Perrie... I honestly don't remember getting home, or leaving, or even seeing Perrie. But that still is no excuse. I shouldn't have done it! I made a even bigger mistake than before. I regret every moment of it. Even if I don't remember it." "Then why are you still with her?"Another tear escaped her eye, she said it calmly though. As if she was okay with it all. "I..I.. She is pregnant." She stopped moving, her face emotionless. "She.." Ashley started talking but choked on her tears. Then she did the unexpected. She leaned into my chest and cried on me. I hated hurting her like this but to know she didn't completely hate me for it made me kind of okay with the whole situation. 

Ashley's P.O.V

Okay, yes I know, Niall did a HORRIBLE thing. I meant he was an expecting father, but he was straight forward with me, kinda. He obviously didn't love her, he loved me. I could tell, why else would he be so open with me like this? I couldn't help but cry into his chest, he rubbed my back resting his chin on the top of my head. We sat like this for a few minutes. I wanted him back so bad. So bad it hurt. I know cliche right? I finally found the courage to look up into his baby blue eyes that made me melt everytime I saw them. They too were bloodshot and water filled. I stared in his eyes for that moment in time. He did the same back, I was about to kiss him. I was sure of it, I leaned my head in. My eyes were still open. He noticed my gesture and leaned in as well. Then a sudden burst of energy went through my body, and I went in for the kiss. I heard his breathing hitch when I kissed him, then it paced with mine. I was running my fingers through his soft styled hair. He moved his hand to the lower of my back. Then his other hand was holding mine. I had never had a more real kiss in my life. I never wanted it to end, but it had to at one point. Except at that point, I wasn't to pleased with the interrupter. 

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