The Lovely and The Lost

Serenity had always had a hard life, living threw her fathers death, her grandmothers, and her mother was terribly sick. She was always depressed about her mother, and if she would live. She would cut herself, and would always feel as if she wasn't worth anything. Until, someone changes her opinion of life and herself.


3. After Words Comes The Pain


         The rest of that period was boring knowing that I had the rest of that period and we would go to my place. Then, I realized something. I was only 15...I didn't have a drivers liscense. So, all that period I hoped that he had a drivers liscense. With my luck he probably didn't. I jumped up hearing the bell, and ran over to Boii. He grabbed my arm and I grabbed his. Then, skipped outside.

"So..Uhh..Do you have a car?" I asked, crossing my fingers.

"Yeah, of course," He raised his eyebrow, "why wouldn't I?"

"Well, your only 15..right?" I asked.

"No, I'm 17." he said, smiling. "That's something I haven't told you guys."


We got in the car he had and I directed him to my house. He would laugh everytime I sang along to the songs. Then, we got to my house.

"Nice house." he smirked.

"Thanks, time for the tour." I said unlocking the door.

"Anyone live here with you?" he asked.

"Yeah, but she is currently at the h-hospital.." I said frowning and then biting my lip.

"Oh..Maybe I shouldn't ask." he said. I shook my head.

"It's fine," I started, " I need to get used to it."

"We can talk about later if you want." he said.

"That's good." I said, smiling.

After awhile of sitting and watching TV I knew it was time to talk. So, I took up the chance while I still had it.

"Boii who are you?"

"Uhh..I'm Boii...who do you think?" he asked, confused.

"I know that, it's just you seem so different. Your nothing like a regular guy at my school would be like." I looked into his eyes, expecting him to snap at me.

"I am not a 'regular guy'." he said turning away from me and flipping through the channels.

"Then, who are you? or what are you? Your my friend, and-" I got interrupted before I could finish.

"I'm not your friend, I'm nothing. I never said we were friends and we never will be." he said, and started to get up toward the door. I pulled on his arm and he turned around.

"What? What do you want?" he asked.

"Please don't leave. I'm sorry, I won't ask again. Just please, stay." I said almost in tears. He sighed not looking at me.

"See you at school, Serenity.." he said in a normal tone. I let go, giving up and he left me in tears. I fell to the floor, why'd I even ask? It wasn't right of me to get into his past or his present. I didn't even deserve being his friend, he was to good for any of us. I felt my heart shrivel and feel powerless. I crawled into the bathroom and began to slit my wrists. It had been a long time since I had done this, but I felt the will-power to do this. But, that's before I heard a voice.

"Serenity I-" he began, "Serenity?"

His voice was worried and hoarse. He picked me up, not caring about the blood streaming off my wrists. Tears were still streaming down my eyes, and my wrists began to sting with pain. He looked at me and frowned.

"Why'd you do this to yourself?" he didn't sound concerned, though. He sounded more angry than anything.

" You-u l-left and and I-" He looked angrily at me.

"You need to stop wasting your time missing me and thinking about me! I knew I should have never spent time around you guys." He shook his head.

"I'm sorry. You were just so, nice-"

"Never speak to me again. I'm not good for you." he said. Then, I sware I heard him mumble:'even though I wanna be'. I just stared at him once more. Then, he put me down and bandaged me up without a word. Then, left me alone to cry again.  I felt alone and abandoned, so I called Akkai and Brent.

                              Akkai's P.O.V

Brent and I were at my house playing video games. So, far I was winning.

"YES!" I yelled, as Brent facepalmed himself.

"I'll win next time, you wait and see." Brent said.

"Yeah sure," Akkai said rolling his eyes, "wanna take a break and eat something?"

"Yeah. I'm a little hungry. What are we having?"

"Pizza sound good?" Akkai asked Brent.

"Yeah." Brent said nodding. Akkai went to pick up the phone to dial the pizza company but, it began to ring. Akkai turned to see Brent shrugging. He answered it.

"Hello?" he asked confused, that someone would be calling at 10:00 at night.

"Akkai? Is-s that-t you?"

"Yeah, what's wrong Raine?" he asked in concern. This time when he turned to look at Brent, Brent was standing right beside him with a worried look on his face.

"Please-e come over-r.." That was all he needed to hear, as did Brent. 

         He hung up the phone and ran as fast as they could to her house, not noticing that Akkai's mom and dad had a car. My heart sped as I worried about what was wrong with his crush. Yeah, that's right I had a big fat crush on Raine. But, there was no time to talk about that. When we got to her house. None of the light were on, and we knew that was normal. I opened the door quickly, and saw her on the couch crying. I ran over and so did Brent. We both sat on oppisite sides of her and she just hugged on Brent and I, mumbling stuff we couldn't understand.

"Tell us what happened." Brent said, in a worried tone.


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