Meant to Be

Bella Has Always Dreamed of Meeting Her Favorite Boy Band in Hopes Of The Wonderful Flirt Harry Styles to Fall in Love With Her! When She Visits her Grandma in London she expectantly runs into teen heartthrob at their concert.

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51. Bellas P.O.V

Harry sighed walking back towards our room. I really needed to just stop and think. I followed him back into our room grabbing a pair of boots and a coat. "Where are you going?" "I really just need to think." I said walking out, I didn't know where I was going but as soon as I walked outside the fresh smell of pine and snow hit me. I breathed in the fresh aroma walking back behind the house. The backyard was huge, there was a little spot in the far corner with a little pond and a bench. I walked up sitting down. I was lost, I made a mistake which I think neither of these boys would ever let me forget, all I knew was this week wasn't going to end well. A few minutes later I heard footsteps from behind. I turned to see Zayn walk up and sit next to me, "So.. what happened?" he asked sympathetically. I let it out, all of it. It just felt so good like I was cleansing my self, emotionally, tears formed in my eyes as Zayn held me. "Maybe I should just go?" I said "No, Bella that won't fix anything." he said, I sighed, "But maybe it will." I said. "What ever you feel is right, do I mean its your relationship." I smiled, "Zayn, you're the best !" I said wrapping my arms around him giving him a bug bear hug, "That's what I'm here for." he said as we giggled our way into the house. I walked into the room where Harry lay texting on his phone. "Harry, we need to talk." I said sitting at the edge of the bed. "Sure..what about?" "I think I'm going to leave." "What why?" "Harry, I'm no good for you. My biggest fear is splitting up this group, and I really just need a break.." "You mean from me? don't you." he said a tear falling down his cheek. "No, Harry of course not. Its just I think we rushed back into this relationship when we should have taken it nice and slow. I'll leave tomorrow morning, I'll go back to the flat while you stay here with the boys." he sighed nodding his head. I sighed as well wiping away his tears. "Don't cry Harry, it will only be for a week." I said sitting up beginning to pack my bags. A sea of thoughts flooded in my head, this relationship it doesn't feel like a relationship. Instead of smiles and laughs, there are tears and screams. I know we loved each other but, this isn't  the way I want to spend the rest of my life. He'll never trust me around Niall, and I'll never trust him when he goes off on tour. It ll be a never ending circle of drama.And he doesn't deserve that. He deserves someone better, I'm not saying this just to hear that I'm the one. I'm saying because its true, and Harry deserves to be someones priority. Not someones option.  I could feel his eyes burning into my back, "Whats the real reason your leaving?" he asked, his voice sounding quite and hoarse. I turned around, "I already told you.." I said my voice trailing off. "Bella, what is it?" "What is what?" I asked innocently, "The truth." he asked sternly. 

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