Nandos & Waffles

When Wafa meets Niall on a train in England she leaves a lasting impression on the boy. Something about her was just so different, leaving him wanting more. When Niall comes to Canada with his band he meets Wafa at a signing and he couldn't help but ask her out. In no time at all the two are in love but the mistakes Niall makes on the way are hard to forget. At the same time, Zayn and Liam have finally found love for each other but find it hard to share with the rest of the boys. Same with Harry and Louis as they go through the struggle to be in love yet still keep it a secret from not only their best friends, but the rest of the world too.

*DISCLAIMER*
Yes, Ziam and Larry are gay in this fanfiction but I would like to let you know that it is all %100 fake and not real. The boys have suffered a lot of hate for being "gay" so please understand this is just for the storyline and is in not real in any way. Thank you! (: enjoy reading!

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13. Heartbroken

 

Harry's POV

Simon motioned for me to come sit down in front of him as he slid some papers into the desk drawer. Slowly, I made my way over to the plush, red chair and took a seat in it. Clearing his throat, Simon held up his phone to his ear and whispered something quickly into it. He set the phone back down onto the table and looked at me for a long while. His glasses were pushed up to his nose and his mouth made a stiff straight line. His eyes had no hint of happiness or anger in them, he just looked, plain. 

“Say something.” I whispered not wanting to just sit here in complete silence.  

Simon did a full turn in his chair and his eyes landed back on me. “I don’t exactly know what to say to you.” He said after another long while of silence. “Why didn’t you just tell me before? He asked suddenly looking very solemn. 

This time it was my turn to speak, but I had absolutely no idea what I could say to him. The fact that what had happened on stage was real still hadn’t really sunk into me. I was so caught up in the moment that I couldn’t really think straight at the time. Now, thinking back at it, I regret all of it completely.

“Well Harry?” Simon pushed his glasses back up his nose before they slid further down his nose bridge.

“I wish none of it happened.” I whispered looking away feeling tears forming in my eyes. In a matter of seconds I was bawling on the floor of Simon’s office. I couldn’t stop the flow of tears that were escaping me, they just kept coming and coming. “I didn’t want this.” I sobbed like a hopeless child. “I didn’t want anyone to know about me yet, I wasn’t ready Simon. I never was.” I cried harder letting the waterfall out of my eyes continue. 

“Harry.” Simon whispered as he put one arm around my shoulder to stabilize my body that was now shaking from all the crying. “You will get through this.”  

I looked Simon in the eye and shook my head. “No.” I said. “I won’t because I hadn’t prepared myself for all of this. Louis fucking ruined everything.” I wiped the tears from my eyes and tried to stand up holding onto the chair because I was shaking so much. “I loved him so much.” I whispered.  

“What do you mean loved?” Simon asked as he helped me up, “Don’t you still love him?” I stood for a second, then took a seat in the chair Simon had pulled out for me.  

“No.”  

~*~*~  

I was furious right now. Nothing anyone could say or do would make me forget the hurt I’m feeling at this very moment. When Louis kissed me I was full of shock and surprise, But my body did the opposite of what my brain was telling me. Instead of pushing Louis away, I had embraced him and kissed him harder than I had ever done before. How could I have let myself be so dumb and irresponsible? I hated myself for kissing him back. I hated myself for not pushing him away. I just hated him.

  I wasn't ready to come out, not yet at least. I had no say in how things were going to be,because Louis had already decided that without me. Just this morning he was screaming and throwing things at me for just sharing it with John and now he had told the entire world and I couldn't stop it. It didn't matter if I wasn't ready, I had to face everything now, all because of Louis. 

We sat in Simons office with the doors shut. I had been sitting silently while Louis got a load of shit about coming out like that. Simon had been ranting on for hours and Louis just sat there and took it. The way Simon was talking to him was definitely rude, but I didn’t care because Louis deserved every bit of it.  

Simon slammed his hands on the desk and raised his glasses up from his nose. "Okay Louis, so here’s the plan" Simon started and gave me a little hopeful smile. "You are leaving, a month tops." Louis opened his mouth to object but Simon shot him down with his stare, "it's just so I can take care of all the news buzzing about you thanks to your idiotic stunt. Some people weren't quite ready to come out"  

Louis looked at me and he finally noticed the anger written across my face. "I'm not going anywhere!" Louis got up and made his way over to me. "I'm staying with my Haz." he looked at me and grabbed my hand. 

I pushed him away disgusted, "I'm leaving then." I stood up, scraping the chair against the floor.  

Louis looked completely shocked. He grabbed my arm pulling me back from leaving the room. "Harry." he whispered. His voice was full of hurt and I could tell that he was on the verge of tears.  

I pushed him away and screamed at him, "Don't you get it?! I hate you! I wasn't ready and you didn't bother to fucking ask if I wanted the whole world to know I'm gay for the rest of my life." I could feel tears running down by my cheeks "You ruined everything." I pushed him away again and walked out the door without turning to look back once. 

Liam's POV 

I lay in the bed next to Zayn, my head against his chest. He was running his fingers through my hair like he always does when I'm resting against him. "what's going to happen?" Zayn asked in a curious tone.

I propped myself up on my elbow and ran my hand across Zayn's cheek. "I don't know" I whispered scared by the thought of what could happen. Harry and Louis hadn’t been back for a long while now. What could have Simon done? "Zayn we could never do that..." I trailed off thinking about the way Louis had just approached Harry at the concert. 

Zayn grabbed my face in his hands and kissed me gently, "I know Liam, I would never put us in danger." I wrapped my arms tightly around Zayn's body and he pulled me closer to him putting one arm behind my shoulders. I rested my head against his chest and Zayn rested his against my head and together we fell asleep.  

Louis’ POV

Simon had been gone for a good half hour now. How could Harry have just left like that? The expression on his face, the way he said he hated me, the anger in his eyes, the hurt, and the sadness. I had never seen him like that before. He had said he had loved me numerous times, and he always said it with so much compassion. He had said he was sick of hiding so why, when I finally took us out of hiding, did he just hate me? 

I could feel tears forming in my eyes. Making Harry hate me was never my intention. I loved Harry more than I have ever loved someone. I was just doing this for us, so we could be together anywhere and everywhere. So we wouldn’t have to hide.  

“Louis.” Simon entered the room and took a seat behind his desk. Simon opened his mouth to say something but I spoke before him.  

“I want him back” My voice cracked, I was trying to keep it steady but I just couldn’t.  

Simon looked at me for a long while before he spoke again. “He doesn’t want to be with you at this moment.” Simon whispered.  

“But he said he was sick of hiding!” I screamed through the tears that were now rolling down my cheeks. “He said he loved me! He said he would never lose me!”  

“Louis!” Simon yelled, “He didn’t lose you.” Simon whispered, “You lost him.”  

The words took awhile to sink in. But I finally understood how utterly stupid I was. When Harry had told me that he had told John about our being gay, I was so hurt and for a moment I felt as if I hated him. Of course, I realized that Harry did need someone to talk to about his feelings other than me, so it was all just forgotten. I on the other hand made the most idiotic move of my life by kissing him on that stage on our most crowded concert. I exposed us, without any permission from Harry. Life was never going to be the same.  

“I love him.” I whispered, and began crying harder than I had ever cried before. The loss and sadness I was feeling couldn’t compare to anything. I had lost the one person that meant the entire world to me.  

Niall’s POV

I sat in my hotel room with Wafa leaning against my shoulder. The boys were just too much for me at the moment, I couldn’t take all this craziness. Liam and Zayn were gay as well. The way they were acting in the car. Liam had said numerous times that he didn’t want anything to happen to them. I was there but he didn’t notice me, they just stayed in their ‘Ziam’ world.   How could they not have shared this with me? 

Liam and I were like best friends. Same goes for Zayn and I, and also Louis and I and Harry and I. In fact, I was best friends with every member of the band and they chose to keep this a secret from me. Even John knew about them being gay, like seriously? John, the guy you don’t even know that well over me? It was ridiculous of the rest of the boys just excluded me from everything.  

“What are you thinking about?” Wafa asked moving my chin to move my face towards her. I looked at her for a long while, and then leaned in to kiss her. 

She smiled and gently ran her hand along my cheek. “How did everything get so messed up?” I asked pulling Wafa closer to me.  

“Niall,” Wafa moved closer and wrapped her arms around me, “I think everything will go backto normal soon okay? You shouldn’t think too much about all this.”  

“Yeah, you’re right.” I kissed her forehead and decided I would stop thinking about all this for now. I had someone I loved and cared about. I just wanted to put all my attention towards her right now.

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