Endless Love

Authors Note: Hey guys! This is my FIRST movella. I hope you all enjoy. I will be adding on chapters until the book is finished. Please comment, like, and favorite. Tell me what you think! Thanks xx :) FYI: If the paragraphing or anything looks weird, my computer kept messing up while typing this and I didn't notice it till I published it. It's still very understandable. (:

18 year old, Kaylee Jones, moves back to London with her American best friend friend, Bailey. While watching MTV one morning, Kaylee saw someone she knew. It was Louis Tomlinson of One Direction. That was her ex-boyfriend. What happens when they are brought together one day? And what will happen when another one of the band members fall for her? Find out in my movella. :)


23. To Tell Or Not To Tell

Louis's P.O.V

I was having a dream. It was a very nice dream. Kaylee was there. We were walking through the park, hand in hand. By what we were wearing, I could tell it was fall. "Lou, I'm so cold." She said and wrapping her arms around herself. 

"Here." I said and wrapped my jacket around her shoulders. She smiled at me 

"Thanks" She said. 

"Anything for you, love." I replied. 

I wish that dream was real. I wish I could wrap her in my arms when she was cold. Maybe Liam is right. Maybe I should just tell her. But Harry wouldn't be too happy with me. He's my best mate. I can't...I can't tell her. 

Many thoughts ran through my mind. I finally crawled out of bed and headed downstairs. To my surprise, I found Kaylee watching TV. I didn't really want to confront her early in the morning so I tried to get past her and make my way to the kitchen. It didn't work. 

"Morning, Lou." She said. Her voice was angelic. It was like she wasn't even mad at me anymore.

"M-morning." I stuttered. What? How embarrassing....

She frowned. "Are you still not gonna talk to me? I'm not trying to find out if anything is wrong anymore." I didn't want to see her upset with me. 

Being and idiot like I am I just shrugged. Truthfully, I didn't know how to answer but she took it as I wasn't talking to her. She rolled her eyes and stood up. She looked at me for the longest time. We were just starring into each others eyes. She broke the glare by walking into the kitchen. I wanted to curse at myself for not saying anything. How can I screw this up even more? I had a guess on how...

I followed her into the kitchen. She was searching through the fridge. I took a deep breath. "You wanna know what's wrong with me?" 

She stopped searching through the fridge. It was as if she completely frozen in place. She didn't make eye contact with me but I knew she was listening. "You're right, I'm not okay. I'm miserable! You wanna know why? Cause for the past two months I have been watching the girl I love with everything I have, love my best mate. The same girl who I thought one day I was gonna marry and spend the rest of my life with. Everyday I have to fake my emotions and pretend that nothing is wrong. When in reality, my world is crashing down. It hurts. I can't handle it anymore. I love you, Kaylee! Okay?! It's always been that way!" I was practically shouting. 

She didn't do anything. She was frozen and still didn't meet my gaze. 

Kaylee's P.O.V

I felt the tears form in my eyes. I closed my eyes and let them fall down my face. I would have wiped them away but I was frozen and speechless. I had no idea what to say. I knew Louis still loved me, he told me it before thinking that I was asleep. But for him to just declare it like that? That was just outrageous. It was probably the most idiotic thing that boy has ever done. I took a deep breath and turned to meet his gaze. He was crying too. 

"Lou.." I began but I couldn't find the words to speak. He just starred at me, waiting for me to continue. "How much of an idiot can you be?!" I shouted. Those were not the words I wanted to say. They just slipped. I covered my mouth as if I was 5 and said a curse word in front of my parents. He was silent. We were both silent. "I'm so sorry. I didn't mean that." I said. 

"I get it. You're with Harry. You love Harry. It's always Harry." He was angry. He wasn't crying anymore. Instead his face showed pure hatred. Even though I know that's not what he was feeling. 

"Louis... just listen to me, plea-" 

"NO! I get it! OKAY? Just leave it be!" He shouted at me. I just cried even harder. His face turned from hatred to sadness when he seen me cry. "Oh my god. I'm so sorry." He quickly said and wrapped me in a hug. "I didn't mean any of it." 

"You just wouldn't understand." I said unto his chest. 

"Understand what?" He asked me. 

I wiped my tears away with a paper towel so I could speak. "Yes, I love Harry." I paused and I could see the sadness fill his eyes. "But I also love you.." I said almost so quiet that he couldn't hear me. But he did. "I mean, of course I do. You're my first love. I can't get over that. But I just feel so alive with Harry. He makes me happy. I feel with him what I felt with you when we were together. The problem is, I feel that way with both of you and I only have one heart." I finished and looked up at him. He didn't say anything but instead just starred at me. 

"Then choose." A voice said from the doorway. Lou and I both looked at who said that. It was Harry. I was so caught up in my conversation with Louis that I didn't even realize he was standing there. "You know, next time, you guys shouldn't shout your feelings towards each other and wake everybody up." He was leaning against the door frame. Lou didn't move and I was speechless yet again. 

'Then choose.' His words replayed in my head. I've never had to make such a decision in my life. How could he make me do such a thing? "Harry..." I tried to say something but I didn't know what to put. 

"I knew all along you loved us both. I get it. I just don't want to be part of the game your playing if all your gonna do is dump me for Lou in the future." He said. 

Game? He thinks I'm playing a game? "You think this is a game?!" I shouted. Making it obvious I was angry. "Never in my life would I play you, Harry!" 

"It sure doesn't seem that way" He looked at Lou was just hanging his head low. "That's why I wanna know, right here and now, who you want to be with." 

"Aren't you gonna say anything?" I said towards Lou. 

He just looked at me and then at Harry. "Harry's right." Was all he said. 

"Are you kidding me?" I shouted. "I can't choose!" 

"You need too. So at least one of us can move on, Kaylee!" Louis shouted back. 

Harry and Lou both stood in front of me. Arms crossed, eyes glued on me. I thought long and hard for what seemed an eternity. 

"You know what.....I don't need any of this right now." I said and stomped out of the kitchen. I grabbed my coat and shoes. I ran out the door before putting them on. 

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