Am I Really Good Enough

Natasha, Jade, Bridget and I have finally got our big break. After 4 BRUTAL years of high school we were all finally being recognized. We all worked so hard everyday practicing songs, trying to learn to play instruments, and trying to maintain our lives and "relationships". We were finally going to your with one of our favorite bands, One Direction. I'm Sammi Elliot and I am the lead singer of Reality. Not actual reality, our band.

Hi this is my first fanfic and feel free to tell me if it's terrible :)) I don't take it personally


14. The Real Deal

We did the same thing pretty much everyday. We worked out every morning with Gianna ( who eventually did shut up) and I ended up at the same time as Natalie and Bridget. We shopped for clothes and "practiced makeup" as they put it. Accessionally management would have a meeting, but since Reality and One Direction had pretty much all of their meetings together it usually wasn't about us. We knew what we were doing. Two songs from the album, alternate covers each concert, and then we would ask twitter for a song request and we would pick one. I thought that was really cool that the directioner could get involved like that. It was easier to ask us them the boys but probably not as cool for them.
Harry and I continued making public appearances with that statues that we were "seeing each other."
It was our last two days in London, and we were having a quick wrap up meeting to discuss your bus 'rules' since it was co-ed now.
Harry leaned over to me, " Hey tomorrow night is our last night in London and I want to show you something."
This is what management didn't see. Harry and I were friends, maybe of they wouldn't of made it awkward it would've worked out in there favor but they had to take control of it. I remember being a directioner and reading about management and how they made One Direction do certain things. All of them weren't lies...
" Alright then what time?"
" I'll pick you up at 7:30."

Harry's P.O.V.
She actually agreed to it. I didn't get my hopes up before because I knew she was hesitant with guys. Everytime management sent us out it was some place more public like a park or one time we went to a shopping centre
The next day seemed like seconds. Before I knew it, it was 7 o'clock and I had to go get ready. I wanted to look casual, but a little nicer then usual.

Sammi's P.O.V.
I wasn't sure what to wear considering Harry didn't tell me where it was exactly that we were going so I texted him. ' Hey. Do I need to dress up for tonight? Sammi :))'
I got a text back around 7. ' Nope. Casual :)'.
Great. I got up to my room and put on my white skiing jeans, purple button up Uggs, a gray sweater. It was only 55 degrees out and the sweater was soft so I figured I'd be ok. I walked down the stairs to see Harry already waiting on the steps of the apartment building. I walked down. I don't think he expected me to walk out.
" Waiting for anyone in particular?"
" Oh sorry I was just wait for my girlfriend."
He stood up and turned around. He called me his girlfriend...
" Sammi, sorry I thought you were someone else. Management would've been mad so that's why I.."
I interrupted, " I understand. So where are we going?"
He just smiled, " You'll see."
And see I did. He had taken me to a private beach area, the water was obviously still frozen, but the cool part about it was that little tiny fish swam around underneath it. They were shimmering different colors; blue, red, green, even purple!
" Harry! This is so cool!" I said. I usually didn't like to fully use my American accent, but around Harry I didn't really care.
" I never really asked you why you have an American accent instead of British..." he stated.
" I grew up in Ohio. Moved to London with the girls when we were 16. Our parents funded our education through high school, but after than it stopped. We lived in Jade and Bridget's apartment and we all had part time jobs. It was hard at times, but worth it."
" That also explains why you aren't bothered by the cold."
I laughed, " Trust me I've seen worse. I skied in 2 degree weather before for 6 hours and was fine after hot chocolate of course." and with that we both laughed.
I admit, if I ever really did want to date another guy, I'd want him to be like Harry; patient, kind, funny, accepting, and really really sweet.
Then it hit me...
Just because management says we have to be together doesn't mean we can't be together on our own terms. Harry had already admitted he liked me before. Maybe his feelings were still there...

Harry's P.O.V.
She grabbed my hand and held onto it tight. I was utterly confused but kept to myself as I was having a great time. And then I remembered...
" Sammi?"
" Uhuh?"
" Do you ever think you will forget the whole Aaron thing?"
" I don't think I'll ever forget it, I do however think I'll get over it," she said.
It was so peaceful sitting on the beach (even though it was the end of March). I was afraid to move, I didn't want this moment to end.

Sammi's P.O.V.
" I was thinking earlier about what you said in the recording booth a couple months back... Did you really mean that?" I asked. I wanted to know. I finally admitted to myself that I had fallen for Harry for the real him and not for anything management or One Direction had to do with it.
" Yes," was all he said.
He had already admitted he liked me. It was my turn, " I don't want to fake feelings toward you anymore."
He turned and looked at me, " Sammi I.."
" You didn't let me finish. I don't want to fake feeling for you cause I have real feelings for you. I really like you Harry, and I hope over the past few months you have not changed your feelings toward me."
He starred at me for a moment and then kissed me again. The same sparks that had gone through my body before were still there, but this time instead of feeling scared and sad, I was the most happy I had been ever.
" I guess that means you haven't?" i asked. Using my more British accent.
He laughed, " I like it better when you talk normally," and this time I kissed him.
It was the best night I had ever had.
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