Am I Really Good Enough

Natasha, Jade, Bridget and I have finally got our big break. After 4 BRUTAL years of high school we were all finally being recognized. We all worked so hard everyday practicing songs, trying to learn to play instruments, and trying to maintain our lives and "relationships". We were finally going to your with one of our favorite bands, One Direction. I'm Sammi Elliot and I am the lead singer of Reality. Not actual reality, our band.

Hi this is my first fanfic and feel free to tell me if it's terrible :)) I don't take it personally


75. Support

Natalie's P.O.V.
After the doctor finished removing Sammi's tatoos, we got all her medication and went back to the hotel. One day. That's all we had left of our little break.
It was almost like being in high school again except you didn't have constant loads of homework, and no tests.
I couldn't get one thing out of my mind though. It's been there ever since they called me. Juilliard. And I wouldn't get another oppertunity like this ever.
I logged on to the website I knew well and searched around. Sophomore curriculum, hours, required and offered classes. It was all there.
I had been sitting in me and Bridget's room on my laptop, and I thought I was alone.
" Your actually considering going?" the low voice asked me.
" Hey I didn't hear you walk in," I said, kissing his nose, trying to make him forget the subject.
" You really want to go to this Julliard."
I didn't answer right away, but when I did I told him the truth," I honestly don't know. This is one of the best performing arts school in the world, and it wants me to study there. It's just a good opportunity..."
" But it's here. Not back home."
I nodded.
" I don't want you to go."
" Wait what?" I stood up off the bed.
" I said I don't want you to go. I want you to stay with us. With me."
" But, aren't you supposed to support me in changes?"
He clenched his fists, making me a little worried," I want to so badly Nat," he grabbed my elbows and pulled me in," But I just can't bear the thought of you gone."
He full out hugged me, and I didn't know but it felt like he was crying?
I thought about how much the distance really was between here and London. It was a lot, and I was holding the other girls back too if I left," It's ok. I'm staying."

Sammi's P.O.V.
I was laying down on my back, in the hotel, watching Glee. I remembered watching this show so many times and going," Maybe someday that'll be me."
At a funny part I went I clap my hands together, but it hurt so bad to move them.
" Hey I brought two ice packs," Jade came in.
" Thanks one on each wrist."
" Sure. Listen me, Niall, Zayn, as Natalie I think are going out to eat. Bridget and Josh are in his room, and I think Louis and Harry went shopping. Will you be alright if we leave?"
" Yeah have fun Jade!!!"
She laughed," Thanks."
I watched another hour episode of glee before Harry came in," How are you?"
" Good. The ice is starting to melt though so I have to..."
" I'll go get some," he lifted the old ice packs off my wrists and returned with new ones minutes later.
" Im going to go shower, but I'll send Lou in."
Shoot," Oh no that's ok you don't have to spend Lou..."
" I'm afraid if I let you out of anyone's site something will happen to you again. Just give me some time it'll be ok. Until then I'm sending Lou."
He had a right to be afraid.. I had been Hirt numerous times now. But why Lou. Of all the lads. I didn't want to talk to him.
I sat up as he walked in, on his phone.
I just went back to watching glee for a while, until he looked up," Sorry love."
" Its not a problem."
" How's the wrists?"
" Good. There fine," I replied quickly looking straight ahead.
He laughed," I promised I wouldn't step Over that line. And I stand by that. It's ok to look at me."
I turned my head slowly, making eye contact.
" See that wasn't so bad was it?"
" So who are you texting?"
" My mum and Eleanor."
I let out an " Awww m" at the first name.
" Does she still call you Boo Bear?" I asked. Trying to keep myself from laughing.
He immediatly blushed," No she hasn't since I was a little kid!!!"
I laughed so hard my wrists at my sides hurt when I was done.
" And you don't have any interesting childhood stories?!"
" I used to love stuffed animals. I still do kind of. There fluffy and cute."
He smiled," That's not embarrassing. That's cute."

*** Authors note*** thank you all for commenting back I really appreciated it!! Look out both Sarry and Lammi fans that's all ill say. Anyway I have one last question.
Here it is: What would you like to see happen to any of the girls/ guys? It can be anything a plot twist, newer character! You decide!! Thanks again and don't forget to spread the word!! That's all for now.
Xx. Shannon
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