Am I Really Good Enough

Natasha, Jade, Bridget and I have finally got our big break. After 4 BRUTAL years of high school we were all finally being recognized. We all worked so hard everyday practicing songs, trying to learn to play instruments, and trying to maintain our lives and "relationships". We were finally going to your with one of our favorite bands, One Direction. I'm Sammi Elliot and I am the lead singer of Reality. Not actual reality, our band.

Hi this is my first fanfic and feel free to tell me if it's terrible :)) I don't take it personally


19. My Best Friend...

Harry's P.O.V.
I walked back to use the restroom and to check on things back at home. What I didn't realize was I wasn't the only one back there. I started singing, " Free Fallin" by John Mayor as I slid the door behind me. I turned around and saw Natalie on her bunk.
" Hi Natalie, sorry if I disturbed you."
" You didn't." she replied harshly.
" Are you OK?"
" I would be if someone actually appreciated me every once in a while."
" What do you mean? Everyone appreciates you here."
" I'm just a back up singer. No one ever hears my voice, the only real friends ive ever had are those three, and every single guy I like or end up with tells me I'm worthless, or hurts me."
I took I step toward her and she stood up. I decided she could use some comforting so I have her a hug. I it a pretty long hug, but it wasn't awkward. I pulled back and said, "Nate, everyone can hear how lovely your voice is. It's one of the best I've eer heard. You aren't a back up singer, if anything you are at centre stage where everyone can hear your beautiful voice. And any guy that tells you your worthless is double the amount of worthless, and DEFINATLY doesn't deserve your time."
I saw someone out of the corner of my eye. Sammi. Nothing was happening between us but we were standing really close and the words I had just said... No. She looked at me and then looked at Natalie and then looked back a me. After that she ran past us.
" Sammi! Wait!!" I called.
I was yanked back by Natalie, " I'll go talk to her. I'm her best friend anyway."
I just stood there. How could I be so stupid. I finally got the perfect girl to like me and I blew it within 24 hours.

Sammi's P.O.V.
He showered her with compliments. Telling her she was the best singer he had ever heard and that she was better than any of the guys that had hurt her. He didn't know about Zayn or Kyle, all those words came from his heart, and by the looks of it they were both pretty happy with each other. The worst part about it was standing there letting every comment hit me like a bullet through my heart.
I ran back to the very back of the bus. It was a small room with a sofa going all the way around, a T.V., an XBOX, and a couple magazines. I rolled the door shut, hoping Nate would think I ran to the bathroom.
I cried. I hated crying more than most things. It made you weak and vunurable. Suddenly the door slid open and it was Harry. I expected Nate to come looking for me, not him.
He looked at my tear stained face," Nothing happened." he said.
I just looked up at him, letting the tears fall now, letting him see how much he had hurt me.
" Sam I think there's a misunderstanding. Nate was upset over something and spilled a lot of her emotions on me. I was just trying to make her feel better"
" You can't tell me any of the things you said about her voice aren't true," I simply stated.
" No, there true. But she shares those thing with you. She's not alone in any of those things I described."
" I want to be alone." I starred straight ahead, because I knew if I looked at him I'd either give in our cry.
" Fine but you need to know, Natalie has a great voice, but she shares that with you along with your talent level, but you know how you two are different? You know what you don't share?" he paused," you are the most beautiful girl I've ever met in my entire life. Your sensitive, kind, cainf, respectful, funny, compassionate, smart, and everything I've ever wanted in a girl. You don't share me or my love. That belongs 100% to you Sammi."
And he walked off. I didn't know what to say..
" Hes not lying. I spilled a bunch of crap onto him cause I was upset about Zayn and Perrie and he hugged me, and you heard the rest. Nothing happened. Nothing was going to happen. I would honestly never do that to you. Your my bed friend, and practically my sister and id never want to hurt you."
They somehow both had found me. I knew what the right thing to do was," I believe you."
" Good cause I don't know what I would do if you were..."
I interrupted," That doesn't mean I'm not mad. Mostly at Harry, but that's none of your business."
" I don't care I'd your mad at me Sammi, but none of this is Harry's fault. I see how happy you are with him. It would be incredibly stupid to let him go."
" I know. But sometimes the person that can make you the happiest, can also hurt you the most."
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