Am I Really Good Enough

Natasha, Jade, Bridget and I have finally got our big break. After 4 BRUTAL years of high school we were all finally being recognized. We all worked so hard everyday practicing songs, trying to learn to play instruments, and trying to maintain our lives and "relationships". We were finally going to your with one of our favorite bands, One Direction. I'm Sammi Elliot and I am the lead singer of Reality. Not actual reality, our band.

Hi this is my first fanfic and feel free to tell me if it's terrible :)) I don't take it personally

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45. Injured Inside and Out

Natalie's P.O.V.
Exactly a week after Harry and Sammi split up and the bus still wasn't the same. There was a difference between Harry and Sammi though. Harry still came out and listened to conversations, sometimes he looked like he hadn't slept in days. But he was still there.
Sammi had not abandoned her bunk since then. A day after they split she heard her grandfather had passed. The worst part, she couldn't go to the burial or the funeral, or even say goodbye cause of the tour. She just sat in there, only coming out when she needed too.
The concert you couldn't tell anything had happened too her, but once we got off stage she was depressed all over again. Bridget had tried talking to her, Zayn and I had, but she only ever talked to one person. One sentence. And that was Louis.
Appearently he went to apologize for telling her about Harry because it wasn't his place, and she replied," I needed to know, thank you."
Zayn and I dragged her out of her bunk the day of her doctors exam.
She only wanted certain people in the room, by that I. Meant she only wanted Zayn, Louis, and I. Harry protested at first, but when he saw the first tear silently fall down her face he left.
...
We were at a stop and Zayn pulled me outside," What the hell are we going to do?"
I shrugged," I don't know Zayn, she's really hurt. She wasn't this emotional after that night Aaron... Yeah. I think she really loves Harry but she doesn't 100% trust him. She just needs to feel safe."
" Harry can't focus. And he needs to. During rehersals he's messing up all the time, holding up everything, and sometimes during the concerts. He needs her."
I was leaning up against the bus, so was Zayn.
I had a light-bulb over my head moment," What if we make Sammi go out and sing with Harry at the end of your concert. The magazines already think they've split, so why not have them sing with each other."
Zayn smiled, getting off the bus and sitting in front of me," OR we could just have Harry sing a song to her... But what song?"
I smiled," We need to leave that part to Harry."
He shrugged," So back to before... Do you trust me?" he sai taking a large step forward.
I laughed," not completely."
And he leaned down and kissed me, I pulled away know Sammi would be done soon.

Sammi's P.O.V.
I looked up at him nervously, Lou squeezing my right hand.
" Sammi, do you remember what I told you when you first twisted your ankle?"
I shook my head. I didn't remember a lot of it.
" I told you to be extremely caring because it was weak. I understand you have to perform but," Zayn and Natalie walked in," it almost seems like you intentionally didn't use crutches. Like if you wanted to you could've done normal things like drive."
I looked over and saw the door cracked open and a long brown curl through it.
Lou asked him, still holding my hand," So does she still have to use the crutches?"
I froze in fear," I'm afraid so. We want it to be fully healed don't we? Another week on crutches WITH no walking and you will be able to walk."
I put my head into Louis's shoulder, starting to cry again.
The doctor slowly left and I crutched back to my bunk.
I didnt see the point of socializing or even going out there if Harry would be out there. I missed him so much, bug I didn't trust him...And I had a feeling he wouldn't want me back even if I asked him.
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