Am I Really Good Enough

Natasha, Jade, Bridget and I have finally got our big break. After 4 BRUTAL years of high school we were all finally being recognized. We all worked so hard everyday practicing songs, trying to learn to play instruments, and trying to maintain our lives and "relationships". We were finally going to your with one of our favorite bands, One Direction. I'm Sammi Elliot and I am the lead singer of Reality. Not actual reality, our band.

Hi this is my first fanfic and feel free to tell me if it's terrible :)) I don't take it personally


13. " I What!?"

Harry's P.O.V.
" I'm sorry but I'm not sure what you mean?" I said. Management had never done anything like this before.
" Management thinks it would be good for both One Direction and especially Reality if the press had something to advertise about you. They already have the picture of you two, and from what it looked like there you were both enjoying it, and even if you have to fake it, it'll be a good way to promote both bands."
Sammi looked down at her right wrist. She was almost as white as a ghost. Was it really that bad for her?

Sammi's P.O.V.
No. I couldn't be with Harry. Especially after we just talked outside. I wasn't ready. Aaron still haunted me to this day. I would always have a scar on my wrist from where they removed the deep tatoo. Since Aaron wasn't a professional he dug he needle in too deep and hit a nerve in my wrist. I couldnt move my hand for ages, going to therapy was a hassle but I had to play bass again. Eventually I did, right around the same time I got the news that Aaron and three friends had died while drinking and driving. I was devasted for the unlucky three guys with him, but not for Aaron. I wasn't ready to trust or even fake trust anyone like that.
" I'm sorry Todd I don't think I can."
" I'm sorry too, you don't have a choice, contract." Todd waved the papers in my hand.
I mumbled "Dammit."
Todd laughed, " Its not like we are asking you to Do anything unreasonable. As you've already figured out Harry is a great guy and I'm she both of you will be mature about this."
I nodded. I didn't seem like I had a choice, without looking at Harry I stormed out the door, down the hall, and into our recording booth. I quickly updated the girls, practically crying while doing so. I really wasn't ready for this.
" Umm sorry to interrupt but Sammi we need to hear your parts for the covers." Katie said
I walked in, did my 'Shake It Out' verse and background vocals, then 'Somebody I Used To Know' , which was a little harder, and then 'Skyscraper'. I looked up half way through to see The only people in the booth were the editor and Harry. I stopped singing.
" Umm Sammi is there a problem? You were doing so well."
" Oh yeah can I just have a second?" I ask
" Of course." the editor replied, and walked out.
I took my headphones out and slide down the back wall with my head in my hands.
I took out my phone.
Jade: 'he wanted to talk to you. We are in the main hallway if ou need us.
Bridget: ' hey girl. Give him a chance. He's not Aaron :))'
And with that I started crying. I hated crying, it showed that you were weak. Harry came in and sat down next to me.
" I didn't know I was that bad. I honestly considered myself quick a charming individual"
I laughed.
" Hey! I got a laugh!! Not bad!" he was smiling.
" Harry its not you that fault. I just have some past issues."
" Would you like to tell me about these issues? It's always better to talk about things that bother you."
I told him everything. From start to finish.
" I'm so sorry Sam. He picked up my left wrist.
" It's the right one" I said removing the left and giving him my right.
" What kind of idiot takes advantage of someone like you?"
" What do you mean?" I asked.
" It's not a secret that I like you Sammi. And I don't have a problem with faking a relationship with you. But I will never fake emotions toward you. Any guys would be lucky to gain your trust and your friendship."
" Thanks Harry." I felt bad about all that was happening, especially with my feelings. I wanted to trust him so bad, but I felt I couldn't give myself fully to him. I gave him a peck on the cheek and with that got up and finished 'skyscraper', Harry watching me the entire time, and walked me out after I finished.
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