Am I Really Good Enough

Natasha, Jade, Bridget and I have finally got our big break. After 4 BRUTAL years of high school we were all finally being recognized. We all worked so hard everyday practicing songs, trying to learn to play instruments, and trying to maintain our lives and "relationships". We were finally going to your with one of our favorite bands, One Direction. I'm Sammi Elliot and I am the lead singer of Reality. Not actual reality, our band.

Hi this is my first fanfic and feel free to tell me if it's terrible :)) I don't take it personally


7. I Can't

"Sammi can you drop me off first, I really need to get home?" Natalie asked giving one of those best friend stares like please please say yes.
" Sure as lon as the boys don't mind?" Zayn and Natalie sat in the back leaving Harry next to me.
" That's fine with me... Harold" Zayn replied.
He smiled at the mention of his formal name, "that's fine".
When we got to the apartment Natalie got out of the car, not saying anything. And then I realized I had the key!
" Umm guys I'll b right back, she forgot the key."
"I ran as fast as I could up the two flights of stairs, to find Natalie crying her eyes out, head on the door.
" Nat! You forgot the key! What's up? Did something happen?" she continued to cry into my shoulder. "alright calm down we will go inside, calm you down and figure this out ok?"
When she finally calmed down she said," I... Kinda.. Like.. Zayn.. A little..."
" Nat that's great!!!" I wasn't seeing the problem.
" what if he turns out like Kyle!? Huh? Hen is it so great? Cause I barely made it through that!"
" Nat, Zayn is a great guy, he would never take advantage of you like that ok? Now I want you to go take a shower and try not to over think. You alright if I take them back?"
" Yeah thanks Sammi"

And I walked out, opened the door slightly, and closed it quietly so I didn't make too much noise, I don't know why it was just a habit. I turned around to have Harry inches away from me.
I gasped, " oh my god sorry! I didn't know you where there"
" It's ok, I was just looking for you" he said taking a step forward. His leg was in between my legs now.
He got slightly closer, and closer and right as his nose touched mine and almost his lips I came back to reality (no pun intended) "Harry.." and he kissed me. Usually a person would pull back... Not me. Sparks raced up and down me and we continued. A couple seconds later I stopped him. " I can't do this, I'm sorry".
He looked at me confused, and took a step back " May I ask why?". It was a line used in a harsh way but the way Harry said it only showed that he cared.
" I just met you, and I've learned from past mistakes not to rush things."
" Oh... "
I tried to sound as positive as possible when I said, "shall we go?" but inside I was really broken, as I wanted to keep kissing him.
We left the apartment and went back to the car.
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