Forever Young

16 year old Bonnie is happy with her boyfriend Harry, her 8 best friends. Her family is perfect, her school career is amazing, her life couldn't get any better. Until she gets one unexpected result which she, her friends or family weren't prepared for. Now Bonnie has sort out her own problems and seeing what is for the better or for the worse.

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48. without her

I stood there for a seconds, things running through my head. she was gone ,y daughter my baby girl gone forever. i walked past Niall and the boys to outside the hospital. i was angry at myself how could i be so stupid

"harry?" someone was searching for me i was crouched down against a wall with my head in my hands

"harry?" it was Louis, he walked through the door and crouched beside me 

"you alright mate?"

i stayed silent, i know it was rude of me but i had too much running through my head

"we'll be fine harry don't worry it will all work out"

What? i stood up and walked over to the edge of the car park

"its all my fault" he walked next to me

"no its not harry you cant blame yourself for everything that goes wrong"

"that's the problem isn't it? everything goes wrong when i get involved"

"no it happens because of me"

"harry stop it! you're getting yourself worked up!"

"Louis WHY IS MY DAUGHTER DEAD? WHY CANT IT BE ME INSTEAD OF HER? WHY HER NOT ME? WHAT IS Bonnie GOING TO DO? HOW IS SHE I don't EVEN KNOW? I BET YOU SHE DOESNT WANT TO EVEN KNOW ME ANYMORE IVE BEEN SUCH A FUCKING TWAT AND A SHIT PERSON"

"Harry come here, its going to be okay mate you have to believe me! its going to be hard but you're strong, you are going to get through this" he pulled me in for a hug and i just cried and cried and cried. i'd never been like this before with anyone apart from Bonnie and Mum after we sat on the bench outside and just talked me and him. heart to heart i told him things only Bonnie knew, what happened with cher, everything with Ava. i told him everything until i couldnt say anything else. Liam came walking out eyes red from crying

"um Bonnies out of intensive care" he saw me, how i looked, distraught, shocked, guilty, hurt

"harry i am so sorry mate"

"lets just see Bonnie" i walked up to liam put my hand on his arm and smiled gently through my pain we walked through the hospital and Zayn and Niall were sitting on the chairs Niall had his head in his hands Zayn next to him eyes red one hand on Nialls back trying to calm him down

"Niall" i walked up to him as he stood up and before he knew it we were hugging. tight

"im sorry" he whispered into my ear

"no im sorry please forgive me?" i whispered back

"always" we released the hug

"so where's Bon?" he pointed to the room opposite the corridor i started to walk through the door

"Harry prepare yourself" Zayn said

"ok" i walked into the room

Bonnie was lying on the bed asleep, cuts all over her body wire going in her wrists and nose machines and drips at the side of her bed she had red stains on her skin from where her blood was and the hospital had attempted to clean her. She was very still you would have thought she'd be dead if it were for the beep every couple of seconds. She had bruises all over her body cuts on her lips god knows what else hurt her, whats shes going to do without Ava? Avas her life shes lost without Ava we all are.

we're all lost

 

 

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