Forever Young

16 year old Bonnie is happy with her boyfriend Harry, her 8 best friends. Her family is perfect, her school career is amazing, her life couldn't get any better. Until she gets one unexpected result which she, her friends or family weren't prepared for. Now Bonnie has sort out her own problems and seeing what is for the better or for the worse.


59. Overwhelming proud

it's been a week since the funeral after me and Harry left the church we had a small gathering around Harry's house with just close family and the boys and girls. When we arrived we were embraced in hugs and tears and made awkward small talk with people just until the day was over. Everyone was trying to be up beat and happy for me but it just didn't seem to work harry had done so much for that day to make it as special as possible and it was it was beautiful it was the fact of being at my daughters funeral that killed me. once everyone started to leave things slowly started to stop, the food was being packed away, plates being cleaned up I wanted to help but Harry said I should go upstairs and get some rest so I walked upstairs slowly walking into Harry's room once I reached the top. His room was still empty cause he was still in the X factor house he had a small sports bag full of clothes I dived in to find a t shirt or hoodie to wear over the top of my dress i found his purple jack wills one that i love, in fact the last time I wore it was the night after Ava was conceived all that time ago. I slipped the hoodie over my head slipping off my shoes i climbed into Harry's bed pulling the covers over my shoulders and slowly fell asleep.

I was awoken by Harry slipping into the bed next to me I looked at the alarm clock next to the bed it said 3:39 how long had Harry been down there? He put his arm around me letting my head rest on his arm I turned around to face him snuggling my face into his chest

"Sorry did I wake you?" He asked

"No it's fine, how come you're so late to bed?"

He sighed heavily

"Couldn't sleep didn't want to wake you plus I was talking to mum"

There was something he's not telling me but I don't want to argue and force it out of him

"Okay I've missed this" holding him tighter

"What? Cuddling in bed?"

"No being with you. Just spending a day with you"

"I'll be home soon and you can have me all day everyday"

"You know that's not what I mean" I looked up at him, his eyes were puffy

"What were you talking to your mum about?" I asked

"Oh she was just saying how well we've dealt with things and she's very proud"

"That's sweet of her"

"We also spoke about you"

"Oh really? Like what?"

"I told her about jade"

"And?" I questioned I didn't know how i felt about him telling Anne, I see Anne as another mother but was I ready to let my story out

"She said that you are extremely special and have gone through so much for a 16 year old and that we are all incredibly lucky to have you"

I could say anything I was speechless but I smiled

"Sorry for telling mum about jade I should have asked" he kissed the top of my head

"No it's fine I've actually learnt something by it"

"And what's that?"

"That I don't need to hide my past, I shouldn't be ashamed of what's happened, it's made me who I am today and that I shouldn't forget about Jade and Ava cause they haven't gone"

"I'm so proud of you" he kisses my forehead again "but we should really get some sleep its been a heavy day" he rests his head on the pillow putting his chin above my head "I love you Bonnie"

"I love you Harry" and we peacefully fell asleep in each others arm

But the following day the boys had to leave for the X factor seeing it was the week coming up to the final with promoting the show and the acts they were in rehearsals everyday all evening up to midnight on some nights. During the week I'd been doing normal stuff, got a job only a small one in a cafe but it will do. On the Saturday the girls came over and we ordered takeaway and watched the show and slept over to all watch the Sunday results show they're performances were beautiful as usual but that weeks one seemed the most emotional out of them all. If it was because of the weeks events I don't know. But watching the Sunday show was horrific. I don't think our hearts started until they were put through to the finals of the biggest tv shows probably ever. When Dermot announced their name, us girls went crazy! The boys and Simon bounced up and down in excitement. Seeing the boys like that made me think exactly why I applied for them. They were living the dream and were in the top 3 on X factor 2010!
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