Forever Young

16 year old Bonnie is happy with her boyfriend Harry, her 8 best friends. Her family is perfect, her school career is amazing, her life couldn't get any better. Until she gets one unexpected result which she, her friends or family weren't prepared for. Now Bonnie has sort out her own problems and seeing what is for the better or for the worse.


54. I need to know

Harry's P.O.V.

I had to see her. I had to talk to her. I had to grieve with her. Mel had given me her key the day before I think she knew I would visit bonnie. I got out of bed late, eating a spoonful of cereal getting changed quickly before walking over to Bonnie's house. Letting myself in quietly I walked through the corridor hearing sobs from the dining room or lounge. I walked through into the lounge. Pieces of clothes over the floor, one part of a dummy one side of the room the other part in the other, spreads of photos and paper everywhere but at the end of the room in a pile of clothes and baby things Bonnie lying in a ball her eyes glistening with tears.

"Bon?" I ran over and held her in my arms. I saw Ava's scrap book open pages missing and torn

"Oh bonnie what have you done?" I picked her up holding her tight and carried her up to her bedroom gently putting her under her duvet and getting in the her with my arm around her and her resting on my chest.

"Did you see her?" She asked whispering, the first time she spoken since leaving the hospital

I had to tell her that I saw Ava but I didn't want to break her heart even more. It wasn't fair on her to make her have that image in her head but it wasn't fair for not telling her


"What was she like?"

"I'd rather not say Bon. It's going to upset you even more" I kept my voice calm and relaxed

"But I want to know"

"No bonnie you really don't!"

"Were you there? When the accident happened? Did you see her in her seat in car the upside down? Did you scream her name to see if she was alive? Did you scream for help because your baby was fighting for her life? Did you see her being cut out of the car and being carried off away from you? I think I need to to know"

"She was lying there under a white sheet up to her chest. She looked peaceful and fragile. Bruises and cuts covered her body but no blood. She looked like an angel. Our angel. our beautiful baby girl"

A tear streamed down both of our faces

"And She wasn't in pain?"

"No she wasn't"

We laid there in silence. But bonnie was right I wasn't there when the car flipped over. I wasn't there when Bonnie was screaming to save our baby. In fact she had seen a lot more that what I did and no parent should ever go through that.

"I'm sorry"

"What for?"

"Being a twat, I shouldn't have been like that to you at the studios and if I wasn't like that we wouldn't be in the situation we are now. I'm sorry I wasn't there when I should have been"

"It's alright baby" she kissed my chest breathing in heavily holding back the tears

"I promise I will always be with you! I will never stop loving you remember that!"

"I love you" she said

"I love you too no matter how big or small our family will be I will love you all the the end of time and back"

"We are going to get through this aren't we?"

"We'll never get through it we'll just learn to live with it"

"I miss her Harry, I miss our baby girl"

"Me too bonnie me too"


The weeks following were really really difficult with me leaving to go to X factor and continuing like nothing happened in front of the press and public. When I arrived that evening back from Brighton, the boys had obviously told the rest of the house. They all knew bonnie and I never stopped talking about Ava so it's like they knew her in person. Me and Cher were never the same but when I walked in she gave me a massive hug telling me that everything was going to be ok. I spoke to Mary and Rebecca a lot too they both have daughters so I went to them for advice about what to do because me and bonnie still had to plan the funeral.

Bonnie's P.O.V.

Turns out bad news spreads fast around Brighton and before I was back 3 days I had everyone text me wishing their regards to me and Harry. I got Facebook messages and posts. But I didn't reply to them. I just guess I didn't want anyone's sympathy. But I did get this one text which shocked me the most:

"hey Bon, I heard the news and I am so sorry about what's happened. No one ever should go through what you and Harry are going through and I'd just like to say I'm sorry for not being the person I should have been and I'm a praying that you will forgive me. I'm so proud of you Bon and you've now got your angel watching over you. Love you lots
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