Forever Young

16 year old Bonnie is happy with her boyfriend Harry, her 8 best friends. Her family is perfect, her school career is amazing, her life couldn't get any better. Until she gets one unexpected result which she, her friends or family weren't prepared for. Now Bonnie has sort out her own problems and seeing what is for the better or for the worse.

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29. after thought nerves

"no Niall you don't, you love what i just said, you love the fact that we are going to get back the girl you fell in love with. you love what im helping you do"

"ive just had enough already"

"Niall calm down don't worry about her just focus on boot camp its only a few weekends away"

"yeah you're right, thanks Bonnie but its getting late and i better get going, i'll er see you later" he started to get up and collect his stuff

"Niall come here" i stood up and he walked over "don't do anything stupid okay?"

"promise"

"good" i kissed him on the cheek and gave him a huge hug he hugged back and we stayed there for a while

he broke off "give Ava a kiss from me"

"course" i smiled he grabbed his hoodie and left i watched from my bedroom window as he walked out the door put on his hoodie, he looked up at the window knowing i was there he smiled half heartily and carried on walking down the road with his headphones. i laid down on my bed. today has been mad firstly with Perrie and prom. the only reason i didn't want to go was because Millie was going, i didn't want to get in her way but seeing now as she has new friends and can spend the night with them why shouldn't i got to prom? i got my phone from the charger and text Perrie

"hey p so i decided i am going to go to prom, mum said she can look after Ava after all! however i need a dress so we need to go shopping when you next free? oh and also invite Dani and El haven't seen them in ages"

i went back to my bed and just flopped onto it. what was i going to do with Niall? he was one of my best friends and he is border line heart broken. he didn't love me, i was with harry, i had a child with him for goodness sake he loved Millie, i had to talk to someone about this, i couldn't keep it to myself i need someone else opinion i got my phone

"hey i need to talk to you i have some massive news we need a sleepover asap" 

i looked through the contacts and went to M and looked at "MILLIE" wait why was i texting her? it just hit me that was i ever going to talk to her again, even if we did we would of never been like we were before, shes been my best friend since i can remember.i deleted the text but i know its sounds cliche but i don't know how to live without her. i talk to her everyday. at this moment it only sunk in that how much my life had changed within the past year, i mean this time last year i was still a virgin and nothing too dramatic happened in my life and within the past 11 months i had gotten pregnant, fallen out with harry for the first time ever, moved out of the house, promised to marry harry, got attacked, died and then came back from the dead, harry and the boys auditioned and got through to boot camp, i had a baby and now i fallen out with my bestest best friend and we've never ever had the smallest argument. and now her boyfriend one of my best friends says he loves him. i mean i love somethings that have happened in y life within the past year but seriously did it all have to happen in one year. its only been 4 weeks since Ava was born but has the stress got to me already? was i ready to be a mother?

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