I was supposed to be perfect ***COMPLETED***

My life was perfect, I had everything. A gorgeous boyfriend, a very sweet bff.

This is the story about how Valentinas life changed in a week, how she handles it and how she gets over it!

(A/N This story, IS written by me, but i originally posted it on Wattpad)

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5. Thursday - Chapter 4

 

Hi you....... yeah you.... I think you are the only person that is reading this story, so will you do me a favor?? Tell people about my story please?

So uhmm i'm back in school... Yeah i know it sucks!! I seriusly hate my school, with all my heart.. That means i have less time for this story than before....

I also have an idea for a fan fic. i wrote the first 3 chapters already. Question is: Would you read it? Dedicated to Lexi_Tomlinson91 because she is my Wattpad TWIN (yes the letters in TWIN has to be big, because that's just how we are) and also for this very nice message to me from her after she read my story ''I need more, woman'' I appreciate it very much. So sunshine makes me happy... They should make ''Sunshine pills'' so that i can be happy all the time!!  

- F. Marie xx  

Thursday - Chapter 4: 

I woke up this morning, confused. I couldn't remember very much from yesterday, but in seconds it all came back. Me being sad, not able to talk, people staring at me (in a bad way), detention, walking down the hall,  Marissa making out with some guy, Will being the guy. I broke down crying, again... I've done that a lot lately, breaking down, crying, but then again, you can't say that my life has been that happy lately. 

I have a session with my shrink today. I'm not exactly looking forward to it. Getting ready for a day with awkward stares. Stares filed with pity. They don't understand that I don't want their pity. They are blaming me for my situation, they don't know that it is not my fault. A plane crash, I couldn't have done anything to prevent that, could I?

Of to school (clothes in external link), not looking forward to it, to be honest, only dancing. School has become my personal torture, but then i had Marissa and Will. Now i have to face it alone. I don't think I can handle it. No one I have no one. NO ONE. Do you know how that feels? My dad doesn't talk to me. I think he blames me to o. See im all alone! Then again.. could you blame them?

School was hell, like literrally, the worst ever. I plugged in my Ipod in and turned the volume up, I might go deff but i don't care. Nobody talks to me anyway. I got through the whole day without people noticing my earplugs, I consider that a good job, since my teachers are very strict. I ignored Will and Marissa completly. They obviusly were together. I think he was cheating on me with her for a while. Not that that eased the pain coming from my shattered heart. My heart is shattered, it can't take any more pain.

My session went okay. It was almost only me having to answer the questions ''How are you?'' and ''Why do you feel that way?'' . I mean seriously shouldn't she know that i'm not okay, since i'm at her office or whatever it is called. 

The shock today came when i got home, 'cause i can't have one day that can be un-ruined, so when i got home my dad was sitting at the dinner table. I was getting slightly confused. He wasn't supposed to be home, was he? No, defianetly not. I looked at him trying to say ''What's going on?'' He said ''I got fired, but then i told my boss about our uhmmm.. situation. Imean your mom being dead'' I flinched at the word 'Dead', he didn't seem to notice and continued ''and you not talking, so he said he could transfer me to L.A.'' he ended. ''W....Wh.....Wha.....What?'' i somehow managed to force out. He stared at me in disbelief ''We are moving to L.A, when you are done with your school here, you only have tomorrow right? and this job will pay a lot less than the one i have here.''  I was okay with moving i hate N.Y.C and i'll be leaving those judgemental freaks that are living here. I nodded ther

We ate dinner together talking about the old times when i was a kid, we talked about my first ballet lesson when i was six.

 

 

*******Flashback*******

 

I was six years old and i had been looking forward to this in a month or so. I couldn't wait. I was jumping up and down with excitement . In my pink leotard and my white tutu. My mom drove me to the dance studio. I practicly ran out of the car and in to the big white building. My mom left and the class started. We were warming up, learning the basic-steps and at last we were supposed to be doing different jumps, but i did it wrong and ended with a sprained ankle. 

 

**********Flashback over********

 

That night i went to sleep with a smile on my lips for the first time in this week i was happy. Me happy? laugh away cause i shouldn't be that happy, cause the universe will surely ruin that! xx A/N She talks again!!!

How do you think that universe will ruin it? :)

 
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