Broken Hearts & Last Goodbyes. Lacie's P.O.V

Lacie's Point of View of the book, 'Broken Hearts and Last Goodbyes' written by Megan Jones.
Four best friends go to London for the summer and end up meeting the boys of their dreams. Literally, the boys they have dreamt about for years. Everything starts going great. Then people are betrayed, fights break out, tears are shed, and people change. The summer ends up being nothing like we expected.


8. Going out.


"Hang on, let me park somewhere." He said without even looking at me. 

"Oh, okay." I replied.

I put on the radio a flipped through the stations. Nothing good was on, but I ended up listening to BBC Radio 1. I had grown pretty fond of that station while being in London. I was tapping my feet to the beat of the song and humming quietly to myself when we pulled into an empty parking lot.

Zayn pulled into one of the spots and shut the car off. He clenched the steering wheel and took a deep breath.  As soon as he looked at me I could see tears fill his eyes.

I didn't say anything, I just hugged him.  "Zayn. oh my God. Please don't cry! What's the matter?! What's wrong?"

  He pulled away from my and rubbed his eyes. Zayn smiffled a few times and said, "Everything. Everything is going wrong and I'm just finding it so hard to stay happy. I don't want to hurt anymore, Lacie. I really don't. And Megan." He paused. "I am so worried for Megan. I don't want Harry hurting her. I know how he is. Megan is such a beautiful, amazing girl. She deserves the best and nothing less."  

At this point I started tearing up. "Zayn, everything will be okay. I promise, things will get better. You WILL be happy again, do you understand me? As for Megan, how do you think I feel? I've known her for years, she's my best friend in the entire world. I swear if harry fucks up, I will go crazy. You're right, she does deserve the best. She's been through way too much in her life to be hurt again. But you know what?" I put my hand on his face and turned it so he was facing me. I wiped his tears with my thumb. "You know what?" I repeated. "She has us. She has Liam, and everyone else. That's all that matters. We'll always be there for her no matter what. That's what she needs. True friends, who don't turn their backs on her when she needs them the most." 

He pulled put his hand on mine and pulled me in for a hug. We hugged for what seemed like hours.

"Thank  you, Lacie. Really. It means a lot to have someone I can vent to."

  "I'll always be here. That's a promise." 

"Lacie." He said looking up at me.

  "Yeah?" I asked. 

"I think I might like her." 

"Who? Megan"

"Yeah." He looked away now.

"There's nothing wrong with that! Except. Well.. Harry."

  He looked furious now, "I know!" He yelled, hitting the steering wheel with his fist. "That's why I'm so fucked up right now. I don't know what to do. I want her to be mine. But I see the way she looks at Haz and it kills me. Why can't she look at me like that?"

Zayn put his head on top of his hands which were holding on the the wheel and started crying again.  I put my left hand on his back and rubbed it for a minute

. "It's okay, Zayn. Breathe, just breathe." 

He looked up and wiped his tears again. "Would it be out of bounds for me to say that I want her to lose it with me?" 

"Lose what?" I asked. 

He gave me a certain look and then I realized what he meant. "OH! Oh, oh Gosh um. No it's not out of bounds I guess. A bit odd, but not out of bounds." 

"I shouldn't have said anything, huh?" 

"No no no. It's totally fine. Don't even worry about it. I promise this is all between us, ok? I wont ever tell anyone." 

We hugged one more time and took deep breaths. Once we left the parking lot we went to the grocery store. After walking around for about an hour, we were finished. We decided on some chips, and some soda. That's all we got. I asked him if we could to to the pet store to just look at all the animals. He agreed. 

"We have to be home by four so we can all get ready to go out." 

"Okay, that's fine." I said. 

My phone vibrated and I looked at it. It was Niall. 'Hope youre not have too much fun without me babe. (;' I giggled to myself and replied, 'Oh no. How could I ever. ;p'  The first thing I saw when we pulled into the pet store was a giant, blown up photo of kittens. 

"Awwwwww, Zayn! Look!" I said running over to the picture. 

"Oh yeah, really cute, Lacie!' He said laughing. 

We walked inside and a little girl started to stare at Zayn. She pulled at her mom's sleeve and whispered something into her ear. Her mom looked over at us and said, "Um excuse me!" 

"yeah?" Asked Zayn. 

"Hi, I'm Jenny. This is my daughter, Ava. She's a huge fan, would you mind taking a picture please?" 

"No of course not!" 

"I'll take the picture. You can get in too." I said grabbing the camera from Jenny's hand. 

"Thank you so much, love." She said. 

I smiled and watched as Zayn picked up the little girl in his arms for the picture. It was so adorable. 

"Ready?" I asked. 

"ready!" Said Ava.

"One, Two, Three!" I snapped the picture. When I looked back at it, I almost felt the need to cry. Ava looked so happy in the picture, and her mom looked happy too. Zayn knelt down next to Ava and took off one of his braclets.  "Here you go, beautiful. This is for you. I want you to keep if with you forever, ok?" He hugged her tight and she started crying.  "I love you so much, Zayn." 

"I love you, too, Ava! I hope to see you soon!"  She hugged him again and then grabbed her moms hand and walked out. As she left she was holding the braclet to her heart. 

"Aww. I said. You're so good with children." 

"Yeah, I know. I adore little kids. They're just as important to me as older fans you know." 

I giggled and looked around. There was a little play-area on the ground with three puppies in it. "Zayn! Zayn look! Look how cute they are!" 

"They're alright. I'm more of a cat person." 

We spent the next fourty five minutes looking at all the animals. I even got to hold a rabbit. On our way home we stopped at Burger King and got some grub. 

When we got back it was 3:36. Zayn went straight into the shower. Everyone was asleep on the couch, except I couldn't find Niall. I went to see if he was upstairs. Nope. I checked the whole house and finally found him out back on the phone. I crept up behind him, trying to be as quiet as I could. 

"Yeah. Yeah mum I know. I will. Okay, I promise. Alright I'll talk to you later. Bye mum I love you too. Alright bye." He hung up the phone and turned around. "Oh you scared me." He said laughing. 

"Is everything alright?" I asked. 

"Yeah, you know. Just my mum telling me to be careful and such tonight. Same old same old." 

"Ohh. I see." I said smiling and grabbing his hands. We walked inside and woke everyone up. I sat on the couch and kicked my feet up. 

"Babe." Niall said. 


"Come with us, please. I don't want to be by myself all night." 

"You wont be be yourself. You have everyone else." I giggled.

  He sat next to me. "But everyone else isn't you. Please just come. I wont drink too much. I'll just spend time with you."

  I sighed. "Ugh, okay finee." 

"Yay!" he stood up and kissed me. 

" guess I better go get ready." I said.

Seven oclock came and we were all ready to go out. Jacki and Shayla were wearing black pencil skirts with Black heels. Shayla in a white top, Jacki in blue. All the boys were in jeans and graphic T-shirts with nice sneakers. I threw on a read skin-tight dress, and black heels with gems going down the top of my foot. I curled my hair, and did my makeup really pretty. As I walked downstairs they all looked at me. 

"Wow." Said Niall. 

"I second that." Said Jacki.

"What? It's just a dress." I said feeling self conscious. 

"You look stunning." Said Niall holding out his hand for me to grab. 

I smirked. "Thanks you guys. You all look good too." I kissed Niall and we all walked out into the cars. 

"Tonight's going to be a good night." I whispered quietly to myself.

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