Athelia Queann is living the glamorous life in London as one of the richest people in England. She's a big sensation, and everything the fans thinks she's not. She's manipulative, spoiled, selfish and nothing is never good enough for a star like her. Behind all the glitter and the fake smile, a loneliness is slowly tearing her up inside. But one day a person enters her life and changes everything. Even though Athelia don't want anyone to come this close to her, that one person starts becoming really importnant whether she wants it or not. That person is someone she used to know as Niall Horan from One Direction. Nothing more.


24. Love makes her leave

Niall's P.O.V


She threw her coat on the hanger and walked into the kitchen where she turned on the lights. Her high heels was making a shrill sound when she walked on the stone floor in my kitchen.

"What an incredible night!", she smiled, half laughing.

I stepped into the kitchen smiling at her. The blue dress looked amazing on her body. 

I sat on some quiet music and we slowly stepped closer to each other.

"You're so beautiful", I mumbled taking her hands.

Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me

"Would it sound wierd if I said you were too?", she giggled with a whisper. Her way of giggling sounded so cute. I really did love her. She was so independent, but still deep down a little vulnerable. I wanted to tell her. And I was going to. But now? I could also wait a little while...  Suddently the boys voices appeared in my head. How they had told me to tell her. I should tell her, I really should. No I shouldn't. I should wait. Stop rushing things, Niall.

I laughed at her and couldn't stop just studying her face.

I find your lips so kissable

And your kiss unmissable

Your fingertips so touchable

And your eyes irresistable

I leaned forward to give her a long passionate kiss. As her lips touched mine, my body froze and I felt pleasure and hapiness spreading in my whole body. My hands grabbed her waist.

"Let's dance", I whispered.

"Lets", she whispered back putting her hands on my shoulders. Slowly we took a few steps backwards and forwards. Like it was in slowmotion our bodys swayed slowly from side to side to the sound of the music. She rested her head on my shoulder and breathed heavily in and out. I could tell she was enjoying this just as much as me.

Wish I could freeze this moment in a frame and stay like this

"Have you been practicing?", she whispered laughing a little. "You're suprising good at this".

"Haha, I've got so many hidden talents", I whsipered back and kissed her neck. It gave her goosebumps I could tell.

Then we just stood there on the floor in the middle of my kitchen slowdancing to the sound of beautiful music. Everything was perfect.

I didn't get the change to think it true before my mouth had already taken a decision for me. I wasn't thinking, the words just slipped out of my mouth. It wasn't something I had meant to say. I just said it. I didn't even realize I had said it before seconds after.

"I love you".

The skin on her neck turned into gossebumps in less than a second and I knew it wasn't because of my kiss. It was like the perfect moment turned into something cold and wierd. Even though the kitchen had been this quiet the whole time, it still felt like a cold silence surounded us. She kept quiet. I couldn't even hear her breath.

Athelia's P.O.V

Everything was perfect. Slowdancing to the sound of slow music with his hands on my waist and my hands on his shoulders. Slowdancing to the feeling of his kiss on my neck making me shiver and giving me gossbumps in the good way. Slowdancing to the loveley smeel of him and the sound of his calm breath against my neckskin. Everything had been perfect. It really had.

"I love you".

I didn't know how to react. My whole body froze and I felt a wave of confusion attacking me. The kitchen got so silent and cold. We stopped dancing and even though it didn't it was like the music stopped too.

I moved my head away. The moment was ruined it was clear for both of us. I wish it wasn't but I couldn't just keep dancing after this. Those words. I love you. I felt confused. That wasn't part of the plan. Not the plan in my head. Why bring something so big and serious into this? I love you. Why were we falling in love? What was happening? This was wrong. I felt like something in the back of my head kept telling me it was wrong. I love you. The words kept replaying in my head. No. No, this wasn't so serious. We loved each other now. It was all so big suddently.

"What?", I whispered.

Niall's lips trembled, like he was close to crying. He's eyes looked confused and his gaze kept flickering around in the kitchen. Confusion was running true him too. He knew why I had moved my head away. He swallowed and I had never seen him look this unmisserable. I felt sick. And confused. And scared. Mostly scared. This had all suddently turned into something really terrifying. Commitment. I had to get out of there.

How could he misinterpret everything? This had all gotten way to far. Love. He loved me? The thought scared me like I had never been scared before. I was so stupid for rushing into this. I hadn't been knowing what it was, just been enjoying it. I had been stupid. The words I love you frightened me. Why? No, no, no. He shouldn't love me. He really shouldn't. I didn't love him. Or did I? No I didn't. This wasn't love. I wouldn't allow myself to have gotten into something like this. I wouldn't allow myself to fall into this trap. Maybe just end up getting hurt. I wasn't going to love anyone. He didn't love me. He couldn't love me. It was so wrong from the plan in my mind. Thoughts was steaming true my mind. I felt dizzy. And quilty for dragging him into this too. I once a long time ago had made myself a promise never to love like this. But I hadn't been realizing it until now. This was exactly what I had promsied myself  no to.


"I have to go", I said almost tripping over my own words. I rushed to the hallway and grabbed my coat and my jacket. Away. Far away. This was so wrong. I was ruining him too. This had to stop. For the best for both of us. It couldn't go on. I had to go. Now. Away. Far away.

"Athelia!", he yelled after me sounding like he was tearing apart inside. "Please wait..." The last words got strangled on their way out in his heavy breath. They just ended up sounded shrill and hoarse. And insecure.

"I have to go", I reapeated. My trembeling hands grabbed the doorhandle and with difficulty they pushed it down.


Niall's P.O.V

Then she left.





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