Athelia Queann is living the glamorous life in London as one of the richest people in England. She's a big sensation, and everything the fans thinks she's not. She's manipulative, spoiled, selfish and nothing is never good enough for a star like her. Behind all the glitter and the fake smile, a loneliness is slowly tearing her up inside. But one day a person enters her life and changes everything. Even though Athelia don't want anyone to come this close to her, that one person starts becoming really importnant whether she wants it or not. That person is someone she used to know as Niall Horan from One Direction. Nothing more.


36. In each our place, thinking the same

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Athelia's P.O.V

It was like an endless river. Unstopable and infinit. I tried to hold back, but it was impossible. Everything I had been holding back since the first time I left him, was just rushing out. Every hidden emotion inside my broken soul, were getting out now. It was like a never-ending rain-period. Holding it back was too hard, I didn't have the strenght anymore. I had been pretending to be okay for too long now, it was on time to realize I was everything but okay. I was heartbroken. And I didn't even have the courage to try pulling myself together, I just let it all go. Let myself drown in the endless waterfall, called tears. Streaming down my face, not having any plans about stopping. It was easier to just let it all out, than keep holding it back trying to be strong. I could just as well admit I was weak. And hurt. Nothing right now, would ever be able to repair my heart. Only one thing would make the sun shine again. And that one thing, was far away I had realized that now.

If I hadn't been so stupid, maybe I would still be in his arms. I had screwed up massively, and there was nothing I could do about it. It was over for forever.That word teared me up inside. Forever.


Niall's P.O.V

A few days later I layed in my bed looking out of my window at the moon hanging ont he darkblue clear sky. I admired the beautiful moonshire shining slightly through my window hitting my bed, and in some way giving me hope. Some where out there she was beneath the same moon,  maybe even admiring it like me. That though made it hard to believe that it was over. She was out there some where.  My mind went back to the day Kattie had tried to kiss me. It was stupid, it was, but still I remebered that at the moment I heard the sound of high heels hidding the floor something inside of me got me thinking it might be Athelia. Ofcourse if hadn't been her, but still in those few seconds the thought had hid me. That she had comed for me. That she was actually coming back for me. It was stupid of me to think so, I knew that. But still I wanted to believe that some where out beneath that moon shining on me, she was thinking of me too.


No one's P.O.V

There they were. In each their place, slowly tearing up inside. Slowly burning up to the thought of what they had was over. Both of them wanting so desperatly to go back those few months to that time when everything was pure happiness. Both of them wishing they were toghether. Both of them in the belief, that the other one was the one who didn't want his. Both of them misarable because of one big misunderstanding. Had she just stayed on the doorsteps watching them for two more seconds, she would have seen him push her away and tell her to get out. Had he just turned around, he would have seen her helpless face standing there. She came for him, and he had been waiting for her. But because of that misunderstanding, they were now both in the belief that it was over. Such a great love, ruined by a misunderstanding.




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