Hopeless

lily is just a regular 17 year old girl who loves one direction. but one day when going to a signing for 1D she runs in to louis tomlinson. when harry calls dibs on her what will happen when she falls for niall and will they go all the way? will the boys walk away from her when they see the sick crazzy dangoruse life she has? will Niall and her last or wil she fall for some one eles? what will they do if she dies? will Niall be able to keep her even after she meets there hot drummer? Read to see if lilys Hopessly dangoruse life will work out in the end or if every thing go wrong. (A/N)
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- Lily

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12. Package Deal

LILYS POV:

Fuck. We finished the movie and my head was burried in Nialls neck the whole time. He wrapped his arms around me and I held him close. I had my eyes shut toght and if you didn't already know I hate horror movies. I HATE! horror movies they remind me to uch of what life isn't supose to be like when its more relistic to me then they should be. "Lily you ok." Niall asked holding me closer.

"Ya, I'm fine." I say sitting up and looking right into his blue eyes.

"I'll drive you home." He said standing up and holding his hand out witch I grab. we walk over to the doo and I put on my hat and shoes. I put on my jacket and zipped it up.

"Bye every one it ws great meeting you! I'll see you at one of your concerts." I said.

"BYE!" They all said in unison. I took Nialls hand and we walked out to the car. we get in and Niall sarts driving away. He turns on the radio and titanium comes on.I start singing to my self quietly hoping he won't here me. The next thing I know he turns up the radio reallly loud ad starts sing really loud.I giggle slightly and look at him he looks back at me and I see a huge smile spread on his face. He's perfect.

NIALLS POV;

 Lily was so cute during the movie she only watched like 10 minuets of th movie because her head was nestled in my neck. In the car I put on the radio and I could hear her sisnging but I don't think I was suposed to. She sang realy well but I didn't want to embarace her so I turned the radio up realy loud and started singing really loud. I heard her giggle and she looked at me and I couldn't help but smile. I'm gunna miss her so much. I don't want to leave tommorow. The next thing I know the song get low comes on and I start screaming the lyrics to that song. She starts laghing and starts siing with me or well sreaming with me.

"GET LO GET LOW! FROM THE WINDOW TO THE WALL! TILL THE SWEAT DRIPS DOWN MY BALLS!" we scream and before I know it we pull up to her apartment parking lot. we get out and I hold her hand. We raced up the stars to the floor of her apartment to her door she won and we were both laughing. She wrapped her arms around my neck and looked intomy eyes she was still laughing and smiling big. I was smiling and I then relised this was most likley the last time I'll see her and her smile. I won't hear her laugh again or see thoughs blue eyes and m smile fades the instance I think of that.

"Thanks I realy had fun today" she said.

"I'm gunna miss you," I said, "but maybe it won't be the last time I see you."

"I'm not gunna lie I'm gunna miss you to but I don't know if that will work," she said.

"Ok but can I get a goodbye kiss?" I ask hopefully.

"Always," she said and leanded in and her lips brushed mine and I pressed mine against hers.

"Good bye." I say and walk away.  I get in the car and go home. I don't turn on the radio I  just head home. I get in and slam the door hard and lean up against the door. I feel so sad and angry. Why do I feel like this? What is it that I'm feeling? Why am I so confused? Why did Lilys say we wouldn't see eachother again? I slide down the door and burry my face in my hands and bring my legs up so I can rest my elbows on them. I hear someone get up and walk over to me then they sit. I look up to see Liam next to me and just then I relise there are tears streaming down my face.

 

 "Whats up?" Liam asked me. I wipe the tears off my face and let out a smal laugh.

"I-I don't know its just that I just met her and now shes gone but I don't know what to do I've never felt this way about a girl I just met." I said.

 "Well you can like text her or skype and maybe we an come here on holiday and you can see her then." He said.

"Ya thats what I thought." I say.

"What do you mean?' Louis asked. and every one then got up and sat down around me.

"I mean I said we could still talk and stuff but  she said no." I say.

"Well Niall you just met the girl there will be others." Harry said.

"Not like her Harry, shes different." I say.

"Oh my god Niall I think you have just proved that love at first sight is a shitty fairy tail but love at fist goodbye is real." Perrie said.

"Whats that suposed to mean?" Zayn asked her.

"It means that he fell in love with someone when he said his first good bye to the girl good Zayn your an Idiot. There for its love at first goodbye dumb ass." El said. shes just like Lou even he sassyness.

"Niall's in love!" Danni Yelled and stood up ad started jumping around soon to be followed by El and Perrie.

"So what it dos't matter now she's gone and we are leaving tomorrow."

"Your are so stupid get off your ass and go and ask her on the tour then you'll always be together!" Louis siad like it was the easyest thing to do.

"Your right Lou I should just go up to the girl I just met and have her leave every one she knows and loves down here and for her to pack up every thing she has togo away with the guy she just met." I say.

"Yes and if it 's ment to be she'll come with us." El said.

"I love all the help but that is not going to happen." I say and stand up to start walking to my room. I satrp acking because I was to bussy with Lily to do that today. I pull out my suit case and put in a bunch of shit in my shirt draw when I hear a knock on my door. "Ya!?" I say.

"Niall can I come in its Danni."

I walk over to the door and open it moving to the side."Come In" i say.

"Listen I know it seems insane and it is there is like a .1% chance that Lily will come with you but Niall I have never seen you like this so just givve it a shot. For me or for you for Lily and if she says no it's ok. I know you just can't staand her saying no. But would you rather have a chance for her to say yes? But watever you do I'll be here ad the boys your just so lonley." She says and gives me a hug. " Just think about ot." She said and left shutting the door. I fall back on my bed . My head says no but my heart says yes. Whats the worst thing that can happen right? No. It's not gunna hapen I'm done with thinking about it.

 LILY'S POV;

"I'm gunna miss you, but maybe it won't be the last tim I see you," He said pian clearly in his vioce.

"I'm not gunna lie I'm gunna miss you to but I don't know if that will work." I say I can't lie I won't be here the next time he comes down.

"Ok but can I get a goodbye kiss?" He asked.

"Always," I said and lened in so owr lips brushed lightly and he presed his lips to mine.I felt some thing amayzing every cell in my body ha this weird feeling that never have I ever felt before. Not with Jake or Zack or anybody. I felt complete. when we pulled away he just loked at meand said one word,

"Goodbye" and left not looking back. I have to pack up every thing and leave right now I have to hide, I have to fin a pdlace to go. I have to do a thousand things, but all I do is fall to the ground and I don't move. I get a text ad three calls probubly from evry on in my apartment right now wondering where I am. I've been here for an hour Nialls leaving in the morning I have to leave and I lost count of calls and texts I've goten in the past hour at 39. I'm waiting for a miricale for Niall to come back, for every one to look for me for something to happen. The next thing I know 3 people in coats ad shoess walk out of my apartment.

"I hope shes ok." A.J. says

 "Is who ok?" I ask and every one turns around surprised.

"Holy shit were have you been Lily we called 60 times!" A.J.  yelled forcefully grabing my forarm and satnding me up. I let him drag me into the amartment like a rag doll. He let go of my arm and I droped into a ball on the floor and didn't move. "What is wrong with you why didn't you text us or call us god your so stupi. What the fuck in wrong mit you! Get off your ass!" He said and forse fully kiked my side so I rolled over onto my back. Chloe kiked A.j. in the balls and sat next to me. "What the fuck chloe!"A.J. yelled.

"How long were you just sitting here Lily?" she asked and I finally sat up she pulled me into a hug.

"I lost count what time is it?" I asked.

"It's 11." Jake said.

"I was out ther for 4 hours." I said.

"Why?" I don't want to talk about it."

'Ok I packed your stuff you can leave when you want to." she said

"K" I said " I just want to sleep I'll leave tomorow,"

"Alright I'm going to bed night." She said and walked into her bed room.

"I'm going to bed to," AJ says ad goes to hiis room slamming the door behind him. He's such a prick and now my side hurts.

"Hey you ok?" Jake asks and I stand up next to him. He pulls me in for a big hug.

"Ya I'm just so confused." I say "I don't know what  to do."

"I know your mad at me and don't want to hear this but Lily I love you alot I can leave with you and we ca work this shit out I won't even look at another girl we can move in together and take things one step at a time. You don't have to be alone and nothing bad will happen pleese give me one more chance." He said and looked into my eyes and I looked back at his. His eyes are a the color of warm chocolate so welcoming ond loving. I've looked into these eyes so many times before. They show so much hurt and sadness. His eyes have always made me melt and I got a warm feeling every time he looked at me with those eyes. But not now I've fallen for the faulse hope so many times before. The thing thats the most different this time though is that he means every word he just said but I don't feel any thing for him any more. Its like the sparks, the fireworks are gone.

"Jake I can't," I say looking away "I need to goaway where nobody eles can get hurt. We need to stop trying Its been goig on for to long I'm sorry but I can't do thatwith you."

"Well can I get a goodbye kiss?" He asked tears streaming his face. It hurts saying goobye to what we have tryed to make work for so long and it hurs so bad he's crying. Its my fault he's crying. The tears flow from his eyes more as I stand there in silence. Weboth know this is the end and we mean it this time. This is the last time I'll see him. My last memrie of him will be the first time I have ever sen him cry. I've knowen him sence I was 5 and never has he ever cryed. Its my fault like so many things that has happened to him. It's been like 5 mineuts and we stand here. I just look into his eyes as water slowly come out of them. I finally leen in standing on my tip toes to kiss him good bye when the front door flys open and the first thing Jake dose is turn around so who ever is at the door can't see he's crying. I look to see who it was at the door and see him. Eyes red and puffy no longer full of life like just a few hours ago. Niall. He had been crying I can tell and he ran or well stumbled over to me.

"Lily I-I know that we just met but will you come on tour with us.Its only been a couple of hours and they have ben terrible Lily please just say you'll come." I can tell hes drunk if the way he walked wasn't a big enough hint the slur of his words were obvious and he smelled of scotch. He placed his hands on my sholders waiting for an answer. Wait what the fuck I'm having an internal fangirl attact is he did he just ask me to go on tour? Holy mother fuckin shit sweet fucking baby jeusus hold me. Ok keep calm don't fangirl on himm don't you mother fucking do it Lily ok I'm good.

"What?" Jake says. Sit shit shit should of said something before Jake but in. " Theres no way ses going any where with a guy she just met. Pluss if she said she wasn't leaving with me then we all know she isn't going any were with you." Can he just shut up?!

"Oh my god Jae worry about your self I'm a big girl now I can make my own choices your so controlling!" I say facing Jake now.

"Well as long as I'm here Lily your going to listen to me and not gunna go any where with him!"

"YOU DON'T OWN ME JAKE GOD DANMIT YOU ALWAYS TELL ME THAT I HAVE TO DO SHIT BUT YOU ASS WHOLE  YOU THINK YOU CONTROLL EVERY THING! GOD JAKE JUST LEAVE!"

"NO LILY YOU NEED TO FUCKING LISTEN TO ME I TOLD YOU THAT YOU ARNT GOING WITH HIM AND YOU ARE GOING TO-"

"I'M GOING TO WHAT? LISTEN TO YOU? WELL JAKE ITS A FREE FUCKING CONTRY I'M NOT YOUR PROPERTY AND THATS ALL YOU HAVE EVER TREATED ME LIKE. ALL I HAVE EVER BEEN IS A TROPHY THAT YOU DRAG AROUND WITH YOU WERE EVRE YOU FUCKING GO TO RUB IN YOUR FRIENDS FACES!  JAKE GO TO HELL I WISH I NEVER MET YOU I'M NOT A FUCKING DOG THAT WILL JUMP THROUGH HOOPS FOR YOU. WE ARE DONE NOW DO ME A FAVOR AND STOP BREATHING! GOD!" I say and walk into my room taking my suit cases and I see that Chloe and A.J. are right there. "Niall I'll come with you if you still want me to come."

"Of coarse I still want you to come." He says with a big smile and hugs me tight lifting me up spining me around. "But only if you'll go out with me." He says.

"Ok if I have to." I say still giggling and he smashes his lips to mine. He puts me down and grabs my two suit cases. "I'll put these in the cab" He says and walks out.

"Your leaving me with these two idiots!" Chloe said but I see the tears forming in her eyes. We are sisters and I've been there for her through every thing. She may be older but I've always thought of her as a little sister and I have been like a big sister to her. I can't live a week with out her let alone how ever long I'll be away for. The tears clearly are streaming down her face. "I'm gunna miss you to much." she said running over to me and huging me I hug her to but in seconds there is a wet spot on my shirt and she's breathing hard.

"I'm gunna miss you to but you need to calm down Chloe." I say the last timeshe cryed like this was when her mom died and she cryed so much she had an athsma attac.

"No. You bitch you can'y leave me. Remember we are a package deal you wernt really gunna leave with out me right."

"Hell no I was gunna sneak you in my suit case so we wouldnt have to by a plane ticket for you." I say. and she pulls away and wipes away her tears laughing. "No I'm not kiding I was." I say.

"Good but now I can't come with you." she says "Oh well your now Niall Horans girl friend!" she says trying to change the subjuct.

"Ya." I say but AJ comes up and hugs me from behind.

"Whos gunna anoy the piss out of me now?"  He asks me

"Trust me as long as I have your number your gunna wish you never met me." I say and turn around giving him a hug. "But I'm not gunna miss you." I say

"Right back at you." he says. I walk over to jake and kiss his cheek.

"I'm gunna miss you least of all." I say.

"Oh shut up we all know your gunna miss me the most."

"Umm not as long as I'm here." Chloe says when Niall walks back in.

"You ready?" He askes me.

"Look I have a problem." I say walking over and puting my arm around chloes shoulder. "We are a package deal and you can tak it or leave it." I say.

"Ok I don't care if I have to buy the state of Massachusets I just don't want t go on tour with out you." He says and gives me a big hug.

"Well that was easy." I say.

"Oh ya umm Jake even with out me here she'll miss A.J. more then you." Chloe said.

"Umm I don't think so I'm very likeable." Jake said.

"Dude You are so stupid every one likes me more then you." AJ said.

"Ok while you to fight we are gunna pack chloes bag."

"I'll hep you to." Niall said and we walk into Chloes room.

"You know I don't have to come really." Chloe says

 "Well if Lilys gunna come with me I don't want her to miss any one."

"Ya and what happened to 'You bitch you can't leave me' thing" I say

"I was kiding I'm gunna miss you but its not like I'll never see you again." she says. "How about I go for a week and I'll come back."

"Ok if thats what you want I'll by your tickets." Niall said

"You don't have to I'll by it for her."

"NOOO!" she screams being her over dramatic self. " I'll buy it."

"Whatever just no more yelling" Niall said.

*20 minuets later*

We are pulling into Niallls place and Niall pays the cab driver. We grab every thing out of the trunk and walked inside. "Danm" Chloe said at the sight of  whats inside.

"Chloe I'm sure I'm gunna love you but you said you would be here for a week why did you bring all of your clothes." Niall said. and we both looked at him and gave him the are you fucking serios if you are serious I will slap you look. "What? why are you looking at me like that?"

"What the hell is-" Chloe started but I cut her off before she could finish.

"He's drunk cut him some slack." I say.

"Ok umm I don't know were you should stay," Niall said.

"Do you have to blakets?" I asked.

"Ya here." He handed me two fuzzy blankets I gave one to Chloe and we walked ove to the couches. I went to the love seat and she went over to the over. Niall walked up stars and me and Chloe fell a sleep.

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