Same Mistakes...

I spend, basically, every minute of my life thinking about One Direction. I'm ot just another crazed fan that asks to lick their face or smack their bums...I just want to love them. Get to know them. Leave an impression on them. Maybe they'll love me, but I have a one-in-a-million chance of being that special person in their lives. I mean, who could ever love me? I'm just a girl.......but, here's my story.


1. Introduction to Insanity

     I really hope this isn't lame, but I'm writing in a diary. Yeah...I DID make that sound lame. Okay, well let me get started. Hi. My name is Allison. I'm seveteen years old and live in San Diego, California. I guess that's all you need to know about my life. All, except for my love for One Direction. I honestly can't count how many blogs, fan pages, or Twitters I've made dedicated to them. I don't think they'll ever realize how much they mean to me. They're my idols, my inspirations, my reasons for happiness....but in their eyes, I'm probably just another fan. 'Just another fan.'.....that phrase aggrivates me. Why did I even write that? I don't know, I guess I'm just venting. They'll probably never remember me, unless I do something REALLY important and special and memory-worthy. My parents, family, friends- they all think I'm insane. Obsessed. Too "in love". But, I call myself dedicated. I spend every minute of every day thinking about them. I watch their video diaries and their Up All Night: The Live Tour DVD so often, I think my eyes are permanently meant to stay open. I have every (and I mean EVERY) inch of my living space covered with 1D pictures, collages, or posters. I have them on my ceiling, closet, dresser, and mostly on my walls. Not very many people like to have sleepovers with me....and now, I know why. The posters don't freak me out at all. They actually keep me company. Wow, these last few sentences I've been writing made it sound like I need "help". Well, I DO need help. I need help on how to leave an impression on Harry, Niall, Liam, Louis, and Zayn. But, mostly Harry. Ever since they've become One Direction on the X Factor, Hazza has always caught my eye. I mean, who WOULD'NT love him? His lucious curls, his hypnotizing green eyes, his dimples, his perfect smile.....UNF! I mean, like he's so perfect! Whenever I see him, I fall more and more in love with him, yet sad. There've been days when I've bawled my eyes out over him, thinking that he's way too perfect for me, and that I need some SERIOUS improvement. I mean, all my friends tell me I'm beautiful, but I think they're just trying to keep me from being anti-social. I just hope this fanfic describes my love for him and the boys, because if I kept writing, the computer would be broken.

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