"Farewell Cruel World"

The world is cruel.
There's loneliness and sadness. Love makes you pay back the happiness it gave you, by giving in sorrow.
I might carry a feather but it would feel like I'm carrying a ton rock.

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10. Lover

It's my first time seeing you after school,
I get overly excited,
But hide it,

I tell my sister to walk faster,
My heart -not my feet
Was taking me to you

I knew this was very stupid,
And I would only end up embarrassed
But, we're young, right?
We only have one life to live,
And I choose to mess around and fun in this life,
Gifted to me, as well as you

You kept looking behind you, and saw me.

But, every single little perfect piece, I felt
Vanishes
The burning fire in my heart that was built up by loving you
The only thing that gave me hope every morning I woke up to go on living
The fire that never stopped, even for a second, from the first day I saw you
It starts vanishing, because of someone else
I don't want it to go away

As I see the girl next to you
That perfect feeling, the only feeling I had besides sadness
Vanishes, it fades away
I stop walking,
My mouth half open,
You look behind you,
And see the pain in my eyes

I know you were just doing this to get me jealous,
Well you don't know me,
You don't know that I won't fell jealousy but give life an end,
But, even thinking of a girl next to you gives my heart pain,
Seeing it in reality kills me,
Your arm around her shoulder.

Enough.

But, I'm still frozen, with pain everywhere, your eyes staring at mine also in pain.
Realizing you did the wrong thing,
Afraid my feelings to you would end.

You run to me,
Hug me,
And kiss me with passion, but slow
Just like a lover would,
There were tears on your cheeks,
Because you had hurt me and I was in pain,
So you were suffering with me, just like a lover would

When the kissing went on,
I burst into tears on his chest,
Because I was and am too weak, no matter what
Smelling him, his perfect smell of sweat from P.E. in sixth period

And that's how it started.
-cv
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