"Farewell Cruel World"

The world is cruel.
There's loneliness and sadness. Love makes you pay back the happiness it gave you, by giving in sorrow.
I might carry a feather but it would feel like I'm carrying a ton rock.

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12. Inches away - Thousand of miles away.

Love can have you spending yourself in a mirror,

Love can have you waste half of your life,

Just sitting there, waiting, thinking, and loving.

Loving from the opposite direction of the globe,

Loving you thousands of miles away.

Because I knew that there would be no difference if you were just inches away from me,

That would only cause me more pain,

If my love to you wasn't returned.

 

So I chose to:

Spend myself in a mirror,

Waste half of my life,

Just sitting there, waiting, thinking, and loving you.

Loving from the opposite direction of the globe,

Loving you thousands of miles away.

Because I knew that there would be no difference if you were inches away from me,

That would only cause me more pain,

If my love to you wasn't returned.

 

But, somehow, somehow.

You bump into me in the streets of NYC.

I realize the pains coming, I better hurry up and run.

"I'm S-" I cut you off, by hiding my face, and walking away.

Even hearing your voice inches away from me, gave me pain.

Oh, now I'll never forget this.

I wish you or me never existed.

I want this to end.

Oh, please, help me.

 

My stupid feet were walking away from you, but my heart was telling me to walk back to you.

My heart fought with me: "Remember that day when he turned fifteen, and it caused me so much pain? I had vowed I would always and forever follow my heart?"

But, I just couldn't because no matter what it would cause me pain.

But, hey I thought we only had one life and I wanted to have fun in this life gifted to me?

But, knew the fun would only last for a few minutes then the rest of my life would be torn apart.

And, no men will ever be able to put it back together except him.

I didn't look back because I knew this would cause much, much more pain,

Seeing you walk away,

As if nothing was going on.

 

I heard footsteps, great.

The perfect moment for a street jogger to be running right now.

You pulled my arm, breathless.

My heart started beating as if it was now alive.

Because I was born dead.

My heart beat and beat.

It felt warm and at home.

Now, you looked into my eyes and suddenly you knew everything about me.

You read my soul.

 

Oh, boy I told you not to love me.

But, you loved me.

I could never admit the love I felt for you.

I never did. And the love would never stop.

But, somehow you knew I loved you.

I was surprised you didn't cause me pain at all.

Oh, boy I told you not to love me.

 

 

 

 

 

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