"Farewell Cruel World"

The world is cruel.
There's loneliness and sadness. Love makes you pay back the happiness it gave you, by giving in sorrow.
I might carry a feather but it would feel like I'm carrying a ton rock.


33. Grey


Something tells me I wont forget you, however

But to forget is the whole point


Your painful songs 

All you sang about was how I kept running away from you

I ...

I felt blame full 

All I know or not

Is that they took you away from me


Now, your songs wont come up again.

Your changing voice...

It will all be away 


I kept telling myself you weren't the right one 

Everything you wanted 

Everything you sang and did 

Was opposite me

But love not loose hope right?


How I danced so good

All your tours in the most wicked places I hated

Always so far from home

Out of the country 


But all I know:

Those little bitches 

Everyone's a bitch 

They took you away from me and others too


But now it's all done, calm, and clear

Or so I think... 

You know how they say in the end everything will be okay and perfect clear?

I know it's not the clear yet 

Because it's not the end 

There's a whole way to go 

A huge life we have 

We must fight for our lives 


For now, 

I'll shut you down 

And close you up 

From me 

I believe it's time,

When you are shutting yourself down from the rest of the world too 

For now I will try to forget...


Maybe, after a long time

When I believe it's time again

Maybe in 5 years or 10 years

But I most bite my teeth through the months


Suffer to forget

Isn't it so extraordinary?  

Suffer to forget 


I'll search your name again in Google or You Tube 


I hope I don't regret this 

Forget thing 

I'm just going to suffer

In the end 

Oh the end 


Is this all just pointless?


Maybe I'm just trying to prove myself...


Oh my butterflies 

Please tell me when I will stop 

Lying to myself 

And filling myself with all kinds of random things 

To move on? 


But, you will be remembered and I will find you in the end, again

When it's all calm and clear 

Maybe even fight for it all 

But, I must not say the future ...

For I do not know which conditions we will be under 


Goodbye for now, mY Grey 




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