Sick Little Games


10. Heart Of Black


The rest of the weekend went by extremely slowly. After I got back from the party on friday, I put my cellphone on silent and didn’t even touch it until monday morning. I wanted to be alone. The last thing I wanted was to see or talk with Louis or even worse; Harry. On monday morning, when I got up for school and checked my phone, I sighed as I scrolled down the 10 missed calls and the many text messages. All of them were from the boys, especially Harry. I didn’t even bother looking at his texts. I didn’t care about what he had to say. He could go get lost in the fucking wilderness for all I care. I took a quick shower and went downstairs to eat some breakfast. I saw my mom for a whole 2 seconds just before she left to go to work. Oh well, just the usual in the Isaacs household I guess. After eating cereals and some fruits, I got up and went upstairs to get ready. I opted for a loose white tank top, a pair of grey skinny jeans and my favorite pair of blue ankle boots. This pair had some killer heels also, which was a plus, obviously. I chose not to straighten my hair because the natural curls looked lovely today. I did my makeup, put on my leather jacket and immediately left. I was walking to get to school, which is kind of lame, I know, but I don’t drive and taking the school bus is even more lame so, I really didn’t have a choice here. The walk from my house to the school took me atleast 15 minutes and I had 20 minutes until my first class. Shit.

When I got in the school’s parking lot, I was so absorbed in mentally rapping along with Nicki Minaj to her fantastic song ‘Here I Am’ that I almost didn’t notice Harry, who waiting for me. Of course, I had to see him. We made eye contact for a second or two so, of course, he saw me and now it was impossible for me to ignore him. Great. I kept walking, my face wasn’t showing any kind of emotion and I hope it gave him a little idea of how I was feeling on this fine morning. I walked past him but as you probably guessed, he grabbed my arm and spun me around. I was now forced to face him and I had nowhere to go. Wow. This day was already shitty and now it’s getting worse. I took my earphones off and threw my iPod in my bag, waiting for him to say something.

“What do you want? ” I said, visibly annoyed. He looked down, hands in pockets and he wasn’t saying a word. He looked like a poor scared little boy.

“It’s just that… You’ve been ignoring me all weekend so… I just wanted to tell you that I’m really sorry about friday night… At the party… ” He said slowly, still looking at the ground.

“Fuck off, Styles. I don’t wanna hear it. ” I scoffed, turning around and before I could even step away from him, he appeared infront of me. He was now looking me straight in the eyes and he looked completely devastated.

“ Look, I’m sorry! Alright? It’s just that… The fact that you lied to me pissed me off… ” I frowned. Did he just say that I lied? Wait a second, I probably missed something here.

“Would you care to explain how I fucking lied to you!? ” I screamed, not really caring that everyone in the parking lot could probably hear me.

“You told me nothing was going on with Ethan and you didn’t tell me about Niall- ” He wasn’t quite done but I was. Everything he was saying was completely stupid and false.

“That’s where you’re wrong! I’m not seeing Ethan! Louis thought I was so he just invited him. And about Niall, I just chose not to tell you because it meant nothing! That’s not lying. ” I said, crossing my arms, waiting for what he had to say next.

“Well, you could have told me! Niall’s my best mate and the fact that you two made out is something I would have loved to know! ” He said, starting to get angry.

“When are you going to get it, Harry!? It’s not of your fucking business! You and me, we’re not a couple! ” I screamed, boiling with anger. His face fell. He was no longer looking angry with me… He just looked terribly sad. No one was talking. The silence was so awkward that I just wanted to disappear forever. I sighed very loudly and walked away from him.

“But I’d like that… ” Harry said, not too far behind me. I stopped and thought about what he just said for a minute. He’d like what exactly? I slowly turned around with a questioning look on my face.

“You and me, together… As a proper couple… I’d like that. ” He said, with a sad smile. A normal girl would have jumped of joy, hearing something like that is every girls’ dream… But not mine. I looked down at the ground because I simply didn’t know what to say. The silence was so awkward that it just made me want to pull my hair out. I finally took a deep breath and looked up to meet his eyes again.

“From the start, I told you it would be just about the sex… No feelings involved. ” I said, blankly. I supposed he would add something but he didn’t. He stayed silent, just standing there, looking at me.

“I meant it then and… I still do. I’m sorry. ” I quickly said and turned around. The bell rang as I was about to reach the stairs. Great. I was going to be late. I opened the door and turned around, Harry was nowhere to be seen.

Algebra surprisingly went by very quickly. The test we had wasn’t that difficult and I had absolutely no friends in that class so therefore: no drama. When I thought the rest of day would hopefully be drama free, all of my dreams were shattered when a very pissed off Louis appeared out of nowhere while I was seaching for my history book in my locker.

“Well, hello there sunshine! ” I said, mocking his serious expression.

“Don’t you ever get tired of it!? ” Louis said very loudly, on a defensive tone. I stopped my frantic search for my book and slowly turned around. What the hell was going on?

“Whoa, I guess someone had an extra bowl of bitch flakes this morning! ” I scoffed, not really following what was going on here.

“Shut up, Skye! You know what I’m talking about! ” Louis screamed, completely desperate. Okay, now I was completely confused.

“That’s the thing! I don’t know what the fuck you’re talking about!? ” I said, even more desperate than him.

“I’m talking about Harry. ” He said, looking more pissed than ever. Wow. What a shocker. Of course he was talking about him.

“Okay and… What about him? ” I said, sighing. I was not in the mood to have another conversation about Harry Styles. I really wasn’t.

“I can’t believe you… Don’t you ever get tired of treating people like shit just because you only care about yourself!? ” He bitterly said. Wow. Look at this, my best friend telling me I treat people like shit because I apparently only care about myself. Thank you, Harry. Thanks alot for that.

“Wow. Ok, fine! Think whatever you want, Louis. I really couldn’t care less but let me tell you one thing: all of this, what’s going on between me and Harry… It’s not of your fucking business! ” I screamed.

This is when I realized that everyone in the hallway was looking at us. I even spotted two familiar faces, Liam and his girlfriend Tatum. They were standing not very far from us and they looked pretty much shocked by everything Louis and I just said I guess. I slammed the door of my locker shut and walked away. I hope Harry was happy with all of this. It seemed like all of my friends were now mad at me because he went and cried on their shoulders about how much of a bitch I am. If his plan was to completely fuck everything up and ruin my life, well I honestly hope he’s happy with himself because he’s doing it right so far.

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