The Break Up Diary

This story is to help you get through any break-ups

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2. Day 2

No point in starting at Day 1 when that was yesterday. 

My name is Daisy. I'm fourteen years old. I was dumped by my boyfriend nearly two days ago. He broke his promises and broke my heart. He hurt me. I hurt him too. He lied to me. I cried myself to sleep last night and I think I cried in my sleep 'cause my Mum came in my room and hearing the door open woke me up, I'm a light sleeper and if anyone opens my bedroom door while I'm asleep I wake I'm immediately. Only because I'm scared it's going to be someone there to kill me. 

This has been the hardest break up ever. When I got cheated on, I only cried 'cause I felt betrayed. I didn't love him, I just trusted him. You're probably confused because I'm not naming anyone. The boy who broke up with me the other day is called Alec. The asshole who cheated on me, I'm just gonna call him the asshole I hate. Normally, if people don't have names and they don't know who is who, they immediately stop reading. 

I hate waking up, the first thing I think of is Alec and how he hurt me and how much I want him back. But as they day progresses I remember why I didn't take him back. I always cry when I wake up. I have been crying too much lately. I have been singing Jar of Hearts too much lately too. Always muttering the lyrics as I walk around the house.  "Who do you think you are? Running 'round leaving scars. Collecting your jar of hearts and tearing love apart," and the rest of the song. But those are the lyrics I say the most. I love singing, bad thing is that I can't sing. I have completely lost my appetite. I wouldn't eat at all if it wasn't for my mum telling me to eat. Yesterday I managed to skip lunch. Yesterday I spent most the day crying and arguing with Alec. 

Another reason why I won't take Alec back is that he broke every single promise he made me. I wouldn't be able to trust him again. 

I wish all of this pain will end. It has to end some day. Doesn't it? Hopefully before I go back to school. I don't want to be crying in lessons. 

Well karma got me back for going out with my best friend's ex. Even if she said it was fine. 

I hate it when people lie to me. I lie sometimes, but not major things. I lie to protect friends' secrets. 

I keep a journal. I have kept my journal since the 1st of June. Alec has read my journal, but not all of it as I write in it every day. My mum is shocked at how much I have written and how neat my handwriting is. 

I have 16 fans on Movellas. Wow, creating a Movellas account must be one of the best things I have ever done in my life. I used to spend all night writing books. I deleted that book I spent all night writing. It was crap anyway. Like all of my books. I do love it when people say they love my books. It makes me feel like I have succeeded in writing. 

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