What Are The Odds

Estrella is just a regular teenage girl that is lusting over Harry Styles from the boy band One Direction. She's a realist and knows that she would never get the chance but little did she know that fate would be on her side. She bumps into Harry at the mall but doesn't confess to knowing who he is. Will she tell him the truth about knowing who he is and will she tell him about her troubled past in order to let their relationship bloom.

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38. What is Love?

 

Estrella’s P.O.V

                Why is it that I never fail to embarrass myself when I’m around Harry? First the raccoon eyes, then the whole rap music blasting and now the boys freaking album was blasting through my car speakers. KILL ME NOW! When we got to the hotel I hurried out of the car and tried to stay true to my word. I wasn’t going to talk to them for at least 30 minutes because of them laughing like hyenas. I was way ahead of them getting to the room; it didn’t matter though because I knew that I could get in the room since Liam text me that they were already there. I pounded on the door and he let me in. I forgot all about Natasha being upset until I saw her. I knew that I wouldn’t last my 30 minutes of not talking to them unless I had a distraction so I decided to find out what was up with her, kill two birds with one stone I guess. I ushered her into a room which I was guessing was Louis since it looked like a hurricane passed through it and he was the messiest after all.

                “What’s up with you?” I asked Natasha as soon as I closed the door.

                “Well a lot actually. I’m starting college in the fall, work is great. Thanks for asking.” she replied sacristy.

                I gave her a stern look. One of those looks that parents give their children right before they say their full name, so the child knows that they mean business. As soon as I gave that look it kinda freaked me out, reminded me of my mother.

                “It’s Zayn.” she said

                HA! I KNEW IT! She continued one explaining.

                “While we were all out looking for you, he made a move on me.” she said.

                “Isn’t that supposed to be a good thing? The guy you like finally making a move?” I replied

                “I DO NOT LIKE ZAYN MALIK! Yes he’s hot as fuck but NO!” she said, well more screamed.

                “You always do this Natasha you push away the guys that you like as soon as you find out that they feel the same.” I said.

                “Well you know what all I know is that Love is a son of a bitch! Nothing good comes out of love!” Natasha still screaming.

                “Just because of what happened with Nick doesn’t mean…” I was saying when Natasha cut me off.

                “It’s not just what happened with Nick. You don’t know what love is, what happened with Ricky was not love.” she yelled but then covered her mouth.

                I stood in shock.

                “What the fuck is that suppose to mean?” No I as the one yelling.

                “Nothing its nothing.” she said.

                “DON’T TELL ME THAT I DON’T KNOW WHAT LOVE IS!” I spoke in pure anger.

                “IF STARVING YOURSELF AND MAKING YOURSELF THROW UP IS WHAT YOU THINK LOVE IS THAN YES, YOU DO KNOW WHAT LOVE IS.” she yelled.

                Her words felt like venom. First I get slapped with the reality that she knows, and then she uses it against me. I felt the tears going down my face, tears that the one person in the world I thought would never bring them to my eyes caused. We’ve gotten into fights before but not like this, I felt like I was looking at a stranger.

                “I can’t even right now. The Natasha I know would NEVER stoop that low. Fuck you Natasha! We are no longer friends!”

                I went to turn around and more tears came to my face when I saw the boys standing at the door way. I closed the door but it didn’t bother to lock it. I guess they heard me and Natasha going at it and decided to see what was going on. I walked towards the door and pushed all of them out of the way, including Harry. I ran out as fast as I could, I ran away from where the scene was but I couldn’t run away from the words that were spoken.

                “Estrella stop! Wait, she didn’t mean it!” I heard a familiar husky voice say.

                Normally I would ignore it but I just snapped. I stopped and turned around to see the familiar green eyes and curly hair.

                “No Harry she did mean it and you know what maybe the reason I’m upset is because she’s right okay. Maybe I don’t know what love is because the truth is I don’t even love myself. If you knew the real me, all of me you wouldn’t love me either. “I said.

                Before he could speak I stopped him because I knew if I didn’t then I wouldn’t have the courage to say what I needed to say.

                “I’m done Harry. I don’t want to see you anymore. I want you to remember me in a good way, not as a girl that has problems and that’s broken. Goodbye Harry.” I said before I pressed the button of the elevator, went into my car and sped off into the night.

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