What Are The Odds

Estrella is just a regular teenage girl that is lusting over Harry Styles from the boy band One Direction. She's a realist and knows that she would never get the chance but little did she know that fate would be on her side. She bumps into Harry at the mall but doesn't confess to knowing who he is. Will she tell him the truth about knowing who he is and will she tell him about her troubled past in order to let their relationship bloom.


39. Coming Clean


Harry’s P.O.V

                “I’m done Harry. I don’t want to see you anymore. I want you to remember me in a good way, not as a girl that has problems and that’s broken. Goodbye Harry.”  

                Those words have been stuck in my head ever since she spoke them. It’s been two days since I’ve seen or spoken to Estrella, since ANYONE has seen or spoken to her. I’ve tried calling, texting, facebook, tumblr and twitter. I was going to go stop by her house but Natasha stopped me.

                “What you’re doing is making it worst. Estrella is the type of person that just needs space. Give her space and she’ll come around.” Natasha said.

                “Space? Give her space? I don’t have time for space. The boys and I are leaving in three days to finish the rest of the tour!” I replied.

                “HEY! Calm down Harry, no need to yell.” Zayn said

                Zayn hasn’t left Natasha’s side since the day of the fight. To be honest my lost was his gain. Since Estrella left Natasha has been completely broken and Zayn has been there to sort of pick up the pieces. I admit I’m jealous that Zayn gets to spend time with his girl... well technically not HIS girl but still. I needed to get Estrella back; I didn’t care how I just need her.

Natasha’s P.O.V

                I didn’t mean it; I would never mean to hurt Estrella like that. I don’t know what came over me, what possessed me to say such a thing. NEVER in my life have I been so disgusted at myself. The worst part about it is that nothing and no one seemed to make me feel better about the situation but Zayn. The one person that I wanted the furthest away from me is the one person I need to be close to the most.

                “I know and Estrella knows that you didn’t mean it. Everything is going to be okay, she’s going to forgive you.” Zayn said.

                All I could do is shake my head no.

                “You don’t understand Zayn. I’ve been through hell and back and not ONCE has Estrella ever used what happened to me against me and I did that to her.” I said through the tears that haven’t stopped in these past two days.

                “If you don’t mind... what DID happen to you?” Zayn asked me while not looking directly in my eyes.

                I was debating on wither or not I should tell him. I decided that maybe the truth would kind of freak him out and push him away so I told him. About Nick, the pregnancy, the miscarriage. The whole time I was scared to look at him, it was the first time that I told anyone. I finally looked at him and found a tear rolling down his face. My plan back fired on me, as soon as I saw that tear fall off of his face I knew that he wasn’t the same as Nick, he wouldn’t hurt me. I lifted me hand and wiped away the other tear that was on his face.

                “I’m sorry, I did—“he started to say but I cut him off.

                “Shh.” was all I said and I let myself do something that I swore to myself that I wouldn’t.

                I kissed him and it was everything that I thought it would be. His lips were soft and sweet, nothing like I ever felt with anyone I was with even Nick. I finally took Estrella’s advice and stopped pushing away the guys that I like as soon as I find out that they feel the same. I have to admit that she was right. Hopefully she’ll forgive me so that I have the chance to tell her.

Zayn P.O.V

                As she was telling me about her past I tried to control it but I couldn’t. I felt the tear fall down my cheek and I was praying that she wouldn’t look my way anytime soon. Of course she did, way to blow your image Zayn. Then it happened, she kissed me. Then it hit me, she wasn’t impressed by the bad boy image because she’s had enough of those types. Finally I found a girl that just wanted me, the sappy lover boy that I’ve always been.

Estrella’s P.O.V

                I admit it’s been hard not replying to all of the texts, calls, facebook messages, tweet but it has to be done. I need space, time to clear my head. It’s been two days and I finally know what I had to do. I had to come clean about my past to Harry. See if he can really be with me knowing EVERYTHING. I knew I couldn’t do this in person but I also couldn’t just write this down in a text or email, then it hit me. I Pulled out my laptop fixed my hair and then hit the record button.

                “So… How can I even start to explain this to you…?”

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