What Are The Odds

Estrella is just a regular teenage girl that is lusting over Harry Styles from the boy band One Direction. She's a realist and knows that she would never get the chance but little did she know that fate would be on her side. She bumps into Harry at the mall but doesn't confess to knowing who he is. Will she tell him the truth about knowing who he is and will she tell him about her troubled past in order to let their relationship bloom.


40. All Out in The Open


Harry’s P.O.V

                I decided to check my email just in case Estrella decided to message me. I almost fell out of my seat when I saw that she did.

                Get the boys and Natasha then press play

                There was a video attached and I did what she wanted me to. I went to go get the boys and I was a little embarrassed when I went into Zayn’s room and found him lip locked with Natasha. They quickly parted and I told them that we had a video message from Estrella and they got up quick to follow me. I decided it would be better if I connected my laptop to the big screen television in the living room of our suite. I was excited because I finally got to see and hear from her but also scared of what it is that she was going to say. I hit play and listened as her beautiful voice filled the air.

                “So… How can I even start to explain this to you…? I guess I’ll start the way I did when I was in rehab. Hi, I’m Estrella Luz Perez and I have an eating disorder...”

                As soon as those words left her mouth I couldn’t help but flinch. The thought of her hurting herself made me want to go through the screen and just hold her. She continued to speak and we all continued to listen.

                “Before I go any further I just want to say I’m sorry to all of you for how I acted and how I ran away, I tend to run from my problems. Natasha I just want to let you know that I’m not mad at you, I love you and you just told me what I needed to hear and I couldn’t handle it. You will always be my best friend, my sister. For the boys I love your crazy asses and I hope what I’m about to tell you guys doesn’t change the way you see me, that includes you Harry. Part of the reason that I did a video is because I know I’m not strong enough to say this in person and see your reactions and I just couldn’t explain this in a written text or email. Ricky use to verbally abuse me, tell me I was a fat pig and call me all types of other names. He made me feel like I was never good enough and I hated that feeling. I thought that maybe if I just got thinner he would stop with the name calling and I wouldn’t get that feeling anymore, things would go back to the way it was in the beginning of our relationship. I could honestly go on about this but I don’t want to bore you all with the details. I just wanted to have no more lies, I want you guys all to know that I was going through some very depressing and dark times but it was and still is a journey. I’m still till this day learning from that journey. If you guys don’t want to talk to me after hearing this I understand…”

                I was speechless and honestly felt like punching that son of a bitch dead in the face like Estrella did at the festival. How dare he tell ANY WOMAN such cruel words? Then I started to worry about that girl he was with, praying that he wasn’t doing the same to her. Why Estrella would think such a thing, that we wouldn’t want to talk to her after hearing about what she went through. She’s still Estrella, nothing that I heard today made me feel different about her I still want to be with her. I was hoping that she would touch on the subject of us but at the same time hoping that she wouldn’t because I didn’t even get the chance to tell the guys that we were an us.

                “Harry I’m going to be at the place where you asked me. I hope you come so we can talk, if you don’t I understand. Goodbye guys.”

                Then the television went black. No one spoke they all just stared at me.


                And with that I was off. I grabbed my keys and sped off going towards the park. I parked and ran towards the park but she wasn’t there. My heart sank; maybe she changed her mind and didn’t want to be with me after all. I just sat at the bench with my head in my hands.

                “Do you mind if I sit next to you?” a female voice said.

                I lifted my head because I knew that voice, it was the voice that told me to come here.

                “Estrella!” I said while I flew out of the bench and wrapped my arms around her.

                We just held on to each other not saying a word. It wasn’t an awkward silence but more of a comfortable one. We didn’t need to speak to one another to know that we both felt happy just standing there wrapped in each other’s warmth.

Estrella’s P.O.V

                He was there, he was waiting for me. The whole way there I was feeling sick to my stomach. The whole reason that I didn’t tell ANYONE about what I’ve been through is because I was scared that I might lose them because of it. Now that might be a reality, I might lose Harry because of this. I was nowhere near mentally prepared for the possibility of that happening. All of that doubt vanished as soon as I saw a mop of curly hair sitting on the bench. I couldn’t help but smile, he is def a keeper that Harry of mine. Now here I was wrapped in his arms and I felt stronger than ever before. Not a single tear was in my eye but I couldn’t say the same for Harry.

                “Don’t EVER leave me like that again you hear me!” he said through sobs.

                “No chance in hell. I promise you that.” I said

                We walked hand in hand to his car and drove back to the hotel. I was nervous still about seeing everyone else and their reactions, especially Natasha.  I asked Harry but he said he ran straight to meet me so he couldn’t really ask them what they thought. Before we went into the suite Harry wrapped his arms round my waist and kissed me. It wasn’t our normal sweet kiss, it was one of passion he kissed me hard and I loved every second of it.

                “I had to before we went inside. I missed kissing you and I have a feeling that we’re not going to have a moment alone as soon as you walk through those doors.” he said

                I laughed but it was a nervous laugh. I hope that he was right and that I wouldn’t be walking into a room full of judging eyes. I took a deep breath and entered the suite, here goes nothing. 

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