Listen to Your Heart

18 year old Caliapi, or Cal for short, has just graduated highschool. For college she has decided to study abroad in london. Her whole life she has been waiting for this moment. It's been 5 years since her obsession with One Direction, but now everyone has grown up and moved on. She had packed up her posters and magazines and thought to never see them again except for a few One direction Reunion concerts. But when she got to london 2 members of her favorite band Steal her heart as she stole theirs.

(I'm thinking that for this story i will do different P.O.Vs


8. Everything

With what had happened with Harry i felt so scared and alone. I was loving London until now. I thought if i got out of America my life would be so much better. Truth is it sucks. I'm miles away from my friends and family. The only good thing was that Liam was here with me. So as i lay in his arms i thought of how to tell him my deepest secret. "When i was a 9th grader at my old highschool i had a bestfriend who i hung out with all the time. We spent weekends and weekdays together. She had a brother as well. His name was Christian. At the time i had a huge crush on him. So one night i snuck out to aa party with My friend and Christian. The party was crowded and everyone was almost drunk. I couldn't stand alchol back then so i was clean but my bestfriend wasn't she had hooked up with some guy so me and christian were left alone together..."

 I paused as the hardcore tears came falling down my face. Liam rubbed my arm and said. "You don't have to tell me." I wiped my eyes and recollected myself. "But i need you to know." He nodded and let me continue. "So we were alone and he was half drunk. Keep in mind of my huge crush on him. He knew i liked him too but i was just a freshman and he was a junior but something about him changed that night. He was acting different and i couldn't tell if it was the alcohol or just how he really was. But as we sat there on the couch he started to stroke my leg. I got tingles through my body. He kept going higher and higher. I didn't stop him because it felt good and i liked him so much. Before he got to where he wanted to he grabbed my hand and pulled me into a nearby room. It had a bed and that is all that mattered to him."

Tears kept falling from my eyes as i told this story Liam tried to comfort me. "He started to kiss me then gently pushed me onto the bed. He kissed my neck and continued lower. i felt so tinglly i didn't want him to stop, and he didn't. Then he pulled off my shirt and started to kiss my breasts. At this point i started to feel uncomfortable. But he kept saying sweet stuff and i genuinly thought he liked me. I went along with what we were doing then he stood up and took of his pants then went straight for mine. I kept protesting saying we shouldn't but he just said come on i know you want it. I gave up and let him pull off my pants he started to kiss my lower region and honestly it felt nice. He tried to get me to give him a blowjob but that is one thing i would never do for him. After the 5th time i said no he sighed and reached in his pants pocket and pulled out a condom. I told him that i didn't want this but he kept soothing me, telling me it was fine. I kept saying no, but he threatened that if i didnt shut up he would tell everyone that i gave him an STD. Scared of going through everyone thinking i have STDs i let him have his way with me."

I broke into sobs and dug my face into Liam's chest. "It hurt so bad and i felt so dirty afterwards. I kept thingking of what if i got pregnant and what if i got STDs from him. I've never told anyone this not even my bestfriend or my family." Liam was silent and he was stroking my back as the tears kept coming. "That's why i was so afraid of Harry tonight i didn't want the same thing to happen twice. Being raped scared me for life and i hate the thought of it happening again." Liam shushed me and lifted my chin. "I promise that as long as im here you will never go through that again." He said and then unexpectedly he leaned down and kissed me. I was too shocked and tired to know what was happening. The kiss wasn't long but it left a tingling on my lips. I layed my head back on his chest and we fell asleep in silence.

~Author note: Long time no see i really like this story so i think i will finish it but im sorry for the short chapter and manly was just dialogue but it had to be done whenever i can i will write the next chapter but for now i have to go to sleep goodnight lovelies and hope none of this bad stuff in my story has happened to you.

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