Stuck Between Two Daddy's.

Hi. My name is Rylee. I'm not one of those pagent queens, or cheerleaders. I'm not popular, or cute and funny. I'm a loner. I drink, do drugs, have sex, do everything. My therapist says it's to cope with the death of my mother. Does she not know that my mum died when I was 2? I don't remember her. Anyway. I'm not here to tell you my sob story life about how I live with a single dad with 2 younger sisters because their mum left us out of the blue. Oops. Told too much. I forgot to mention one thing about me. I have a boyfriend. His name is Niall Horan. He's a part of the band One Direction. I'm sure you all have heard of them. I'm kind of pregnant. But not with his child. But of another member of the band's... I haven't told either one of them yet. Not sure when I should though. Or if I should even have this baby at all... Abortion sounds better everyday.

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15. The Truth Had To Come Out Sometime

 

  I see their stares and I see the look Niall gives me. If looks could kill. All I'm going to say.     "On my fucking birthday..." was all he said. I felt my stomach drop and I ran over to him, shaking my head and I began to cry.     "No no, Niall. I didn't even comprehend what was happening when it was happening. I love you. I left early because I felt sick and was tired. Not to be with him." I rambled this on for a couple of minutes repeatedly. Niall just stayed quiet and I looked at Harry. "Why would you do this..." was all I said.     "I had to do what I had to do." Harry said.     "Our first time wasn't your first time..." Niall said.      "You know I've had sex before you. Why is this such a surprise now?" I said confused.     "It didn't really click until now." Niall said quietly. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he tensed up. I dropped my arms and just looked at him.     "I better go." Harry said. And got up and left. Thank God. I was about to hit him with something.     "Why didn't you just tell me? We could've worked through it... Hearing it from my best friend. Do you know how that makes me feel?" Niall said, barely over a whisper.     I sat next to him on the couch. "I was scared. I am scared. Completely horrified."     Niall still didn't look at me, but he put his arm around the back of my waist. "I love you, Rylee Marie. But this is such a big thing..."     "Please don't say it. Please don't end this." I said, beginning to cry again.     "I have to take off tour." Niall said, and he looked at me.     "What? No!" I said, slowly getting up. "This isn't even your baby, why would you...?"     "Because Harry came over, said he wanted to be the Godfather and the babysitter for non-1D related events, and he said he wouldn't get in the middle of it. I will be the father of this baby." Niall said, sternly. "I love you. And even though the baby isn't mine, I will treat it as if it's mine."     I wrapped my arms back around his neck. "Thank you..."     He just nodded and got up and left.     I fucked this all up. He'll never trust me again. But I guess we're okay... I need to take this damn shirt off. I put on one of my new outfits. A simple black tanktop and ripped skinny jeans with jungle print flip flops.    Outfit: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=55655274     I cook myself some dinner, pizza sticks, and wait for Niall to get back. My phone starts playing "Trouble" by Never Shout Never and that's Maggie's ringtone. I answered with my mouth full.     "Hello?"     "Oh, are you busy? You sound like your mouth is full." I hear Lanie say.     "What do you want?" I say, aggravated because I was expecting to talk to Maggie.     "I just want to know if you're going to make it here next week.     "Yes, we'll be there. Ok? Bye." and I hung up. Niall had gotten back when I was on the phone and I looked over at him while eating  a pizza stick. "Where did you go?"     "The bar." Niall said. "With Louis and Zayn."     "Are you drunk?" I asked.     "A bit." he mumbled, then went upstairs to our room. I finished my dinner and brought him the remainings of dinner. I set it on the bed-side table next to him.      "There's your dinner." I said and I sat next to him.      "Thank you." was all he said before he started eating. I just watched him eat and decided to Skype Jamie. I walked over to my laptop and checked my email and twitter while I was at it.     I had 6 new emails, all of them from Lanie. I didn't bother to read them. I just deleted them all. I went on twitter and went through Newfeeds and I saw Niall's new twitter update.     "when u think u know someone and they surprise u in the wrong way." I looked behind me at Niall, and he was watching me. I decided to 'Retweet' it. I got off twitter and went on Facebook. 17 friend requests. Shocker. All from people I do not know. Delete delete delete. I finally skyped Jamie.     "Hey Rylee." Jamie said when we connected. "Oh hey, Niall." he saw him in the background. Niall just waved. He doesn't like Jamie too much. Not sure why.     "We need to hangout before I go to Ireland." I told Jamie. "I mean, yeah we see eachother at work, but that doesn't count." Jamie nodded.     "Wanna go see the new Twilight movie?" he suggested.     "Totes. That sounds great. Tomorrow after work? I'll check the times.     "Cool. I gotta hit the hay. I gotta open up tomorrow at 6." Jamie said, looking mad.     "That sucks, babe. I'll see you tomorrow." and I disconnected. Niall had gone downstairs to bring his dishes down and he just came back up. I got up after closing my laptop and went into my closet to change into Pajamas.    Outfit: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=55656669     I laid down on the bed once I was dressed and watched Niall get dressed for bed. He grabbed a pillow and a blanket from the closet and went downstairs.     I guess I should've expected this.      *A/N* Sorry this one is kinda boring, except for the first part. Please comment if you're reading this. It says I have views, but I want some feedback on this!! 
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