Stuck Between Two Daddy's.

Hi. My name is Rylee. I'm not one of those pagent queens, or cheerleaders. I'm not popular, or cute and funny. I'm a loner. I drink, do drugs, have sex, do everything. My therapist says it's to cope with the death of my mother. Does she not know that my mum died when I was 2? I don't remember her. Anyway. I'm not here to tell you my sob story life about how I live with a single dad with 2 younger sisters because their mum left us out of the blue. Oops. Told too much. I forgot to mention one thing about me. I have a boyfriend. His name is Niall Horan. He's a part of the band One Direction. I'm sure you all have heard of them. I'm kind of pregnant. But not with his child. But of another member of the band's... I haven't told either one of them yet. Not sure when I should though. Or if I should even have this baby at all... Abortion sounds better everyday.


37. Some Witty Name for a Chapter


  Breakfast was good. I learned more about Miranda. She's a musician. And pretty much comes from the same lifestyle I did. She kept asking about Josh though...     "So, what did happen between you & Josh? He mentioned you guys dated for like 6 months, but he wouldn't give me the details on what happened." Miranda asked while taking a bite of her pancakes.     "Well. I met the boys at Nando's. I'm sure you know all about that. They invited me to a party and I went and Josh was there. Josh was so cute. I felt so special that night, because there were so many pretty girls at the party, but he was flirting with me. I'm not a flirt, I'll tell you right now. But I was so flirting with him. He asked me on a date, I went and he was a gentleman." I thought about it... The only time he was ever a gentleman in our relationship. "Then, I introduced him to my best friend at the time, about 2 months into our relationship. Her name's Vallerie. I didn't think anything of it. I just introduced them. Then, about 4 months later, I hadn't gotten any texts from Vallerie in like 2 weeks. I got concerned and went to her house. I walked in on her & Josh fucking on the couch. So...yeah. I was upset and went to the boys' pad to get Liam, but Niall was there and he comforted me." I explained to Miranda. Hopefully she'd get the idea that Josh is not a good guy to be with.     "Wow... I had no idea about Josh..." Miranda admitted. "That changes everything. I was seriously beginning to dig him, because last night he just seemed to sweet. But now that I know all he is is a player... No way am I doing that... Or, well it was 2 years ago. Maybe he's changed." Miranda said.     "Babe, you're only here for 6 more days. Don't try to find love." I patted her knee. "It'll only end in heart break."      She nodded. "Now. Tell me how you & Niall fell inlove." She put her elbows on the table and her hands under her chin and looked at me with a smile.     "Well. I knocked on their door. And no one was home. Then, I saw a car pull up and it was Niall's. I was in tears. Niall & I weren't too close, we never had the chance to talk. But Niall walked up to me and hugged me without asking or saying a thing. Right then and there, I knew he was the one. He was able to make me feel better just by a hug. That's rare." I saw Miranda nodding and she told me to go on. I sighed. "We went inside and I told him what happened. Niall nodded and listened to me vent, then I went home. By the time I got home, my phone had 10 texts from Josh, 2 from Vallerie and 1 from Niall. I deleted the ones from Josh & Vallerie without looking at them. Niall's asked me for a date. We went on the date and it was perfect." I shrugged.      "Wow... That's amazing." Miranda said.     "It's not exactly a Cinderella Story. I wouldn't make a movie out of it or anything." I told her.     "No no. Not that. Just the fact that it's so real. I don't know how to explain it. But things like that are one in a million. How are you & Niall so strong?" She asked, genuinely wanting an answer.     Again, I shrugged. "Because we weren't very close before we got together, on the first date we talked about everything. That drew us closer and by the time the first date ended, we wanted a second right away, just to learn more. I guess our open communication is how we're so strong." I explained. "We're not the perfect couple. I will never say we are. Danielle & Liam, now they're perfect. Never got in a fight, so strong anyway. Niall & I, we have our occassional arguments, and we have people try to get in our way. But unlike most couples, we don't let them. People in relationships need to understand that not everybody will support you. Fuck, there's more than a million girls out there who don't support my relationship with Niall. But you know what? I raise my middle finger high in the air and say 'Bring it on, Bitches.'" I am quite proud of my speech.     "I hope one day I will be able to have as strong of a relationship as you & Niall do. Just to have a guy look at me the same way that Niall looks at you will be enough. I'm not the prettiest girl in the world, and before you interrupt me and say everyone is beautiful, save your breath. I know I'm not very pretty. I embrace it. Because that means a guy will just need to work extra hard to see my true beauty. And when he comes along, I'll be ready. I am only 15. But I'm ready." Miranda said. I smiled at her.     "I wish I was as strong as you when I was 15. I had just gotten out of rehab for the 4th time when I was 15. I was not ready for true love. Infact, I slept around to make myself feel pretty. Don't ever do that." I said, looking straight into Miranda's eyes to make the message clearer.     "I won't." Miranda said with a smile.     "Come on. Let's pay for this and head on out somewhere." I stand up and pay for our breakfast and go to the car.     I'm glad Miranda and I had our chat.     But I was not glad to see that while I was in the diner, somebody vandalized my car. 
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