Stuck Between Two Daddy's.

Hi. My name is Rylee. I'm not one of those pagent queens, or cheerleaders. I'm not popular, or cute and funny. I'm a loner. I drink, do drugs, have sex, do everything. My therapist says it's to cope with the death of my mother. Does she not know that my mum died when I was 2? I don't remember her. Anyway. I'm not here to tell you my sob story life about how I live with a single dad with 2 younger sisters because their mum left us out of the blue. Oops. Told too much. I forgot to mention one thing about me. I have a boyfriend. His name is Niall Horan. He's a part of the band One Direction. I'm sure you all have heard of them. I'm kind of pregnant. But not with his child. But of another member of the band's... I haven't told either one of them yet. Not sure when I should though. Or if I should even have this baby at all... Abortion sounds better everyday.

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21. Gushyness.

 

  After dinner, Niall and I decided to go on a walk at the nearby park. It was a beautiful night. It wasn't quite dark yet, but it was sunny today, so the sky was just turning into sunset and it was so beautiful. The colors, a mix of red, orange, and yellow. If I was artistic, I would've painted this. We walked around the park, and I guess right now is a usual time for couples to walk around because everywhere we walked, there was a couple making out on a bench and there were no children in sight. We found a bench away from all of the groping couples and sat.     "The sunset is so beautiful." I told Niall while looking up at the sky. I could feel him looking at me when he said, "Just like you."     I looked at him and smiled. I don't think I'm beautiful. At all. I'm 5'2", have long, gross blonde hair, ugly gray eyes and my body is just so disproportional. I got big boobs, a small ass and a weird rib thing going on. They stick out of my stomach and it's just not pretty at all. But he is so perfect. I never knew what he saw in me. It was like he was reading my mind.     He said, "Your flaws make you beautiful babe." and again, I just smiled. He is too sweet.     I looked at him and said, "Wanna play a game?" I remembered how his mom said she was divorced, and I was determined to find out why he didn't tell me.     He looked at me. "Sure, what game?"     "20 questions." I replied.     "Alright, you go first." he said.     I nodded and said, "Are your parents divorced?" getting straight to the point.     He looked at me and said, "Yes."      I nodded again and said, "Your turn."     He started playing with my fingers, "How did you find out about my parents?" he asked.     "I called your mum and I made the mistake of calling her Mrs. Horan. Why didn't you tell me?"     "I was embarrassed. How did you get her number?     "I called the operator while I was at the cinema with Jamie. I went into the bathroom. Why are you embarrasssed about your parents?" I asked and looked at him.     He looked back at me, "Because I don't want to end up like my parents." He grabs both of my hands. "I proposed to you because I see something in us that is much greater than any other relationship I've ever seen. We genuinely love eachother. You don't see that anymore. All you see now is sex and lust. Which is why I waited til I was with somebody special to me to have sex with. You may think, Rylee, that you're like every girl. But you're not. You are so much more than that. You actually have gone through enough shit to realize the difference between right and wrong. Ignoring the fact that you're pregnant with somebody else's baby than my own."     I smiled at him, "I've been in and out of rehab since I was 13. I've been to juvie and I've been in more fights than I'd like to admit. I have piercings and a tattoo. I can't sing a note to save my life and if I drew a stick, you'd ask me why I was drawing a circle. But out of all of the girls who live in perfect families, living perfect lives, you chose me. Why?"     "Because perfect is boring." was all he said and I kissed him. I kissed him real good. I wish he could understand why I love him so much. But I'll try.     I pulled away from him and looked him straight in the eyes. "Niall James Horan, multiple people will tell you that  I am dating and engaged and will soon be married to you for the money, the fame, the popularity. But they don't see what I see every day. They don't see what's behind closed doors. I see the sweetest, most passionest man on this Earth. Yes, everybody knows you're gorgeous. But nobody in the media knows you're gorgeous on the inside too. Everybody thinks you're just apart of One Direction. Nobody realizes you deserve this more than anybody in this world. You deserve a model wife. But you chose me, I will never understand that, Niall. You make me so happy-- Wait, why are you crying?" Before I could finish, Niall was in tears. "Baby, what's wrong?" I asked.     "You've never told me anything like that before... I'm just so happy to know you're true to me. I'm just a bit emotional right now." Niall said with tears in his eyes.      I hugged him so tight. We've never had a conversation like this. I can't wait for this baby to get here. We will be the perfect family, even though the baby isn't Niall's. I hope everything goes perfectly. But now that I've said that, it won't.
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