Stuck Between Two Daddy's.

Hi. My name is Rylee. I'm not one of those pagent queens, or cheerleaders. I'm not popular, or cute and funny. I'm a loner. I drink, do drugs, have sex, do everything. My therapist says it's to cope with the death of my mother. Does she not know that my mum died when I was 2? I don't remember her. Anyway. I'm not here to tell you my sob story life about how I live with a single dad with 2 younger sisters because their mum left us out of the blue. Oops. Told too much. I forgot to mention one thing about me. I have a boyfriend. His name is Niall Horan. He's a part of the band One Direction. I'm sure you all have heard of them. I'm kind of pregnant. But not with his child. But of another member of the band's... I haven't told either one of them yet. Not sure when I should though. Or if I should even have this baby at all... Abortion sounds better everyday.

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39. Angel with a Shotgun *Short*

 

  My phone rang so many times that I just turned it off. Most people would say I'm overreacting to what happened with Niall. But I'm not asking most people, now am I?     I am so scared of things not working out with Niall. So many people have walked out of my life. I'm 17, almost 18 in a couple weeks... I can't be engaged. This is too much. I can't be hooked on one guy because I fell in love at 18. For all I know, he's not even my knight in shining army. He may just be in idiot in tin foil.     Right now, he is an idiot. You do not yell at me when I'm trying to calm you down. This is MY mess. It was MY car. Not his. I feel as if he tries to buy my love. I look down at the ring on my finger. This had to cost a fucking fortune. It had to. He is paying to rebuild the house that I destroyed. He is getting his lawyers involved in a case that has nothing to do with him.      I know he loves me. But right now as I think of all of this. I'm not entirely sure if I love him or not. I guess it was all so new to me to have money. I grew up poor. Spending all the money I did make on drugs and paying people to buy me alcohol. It felt good to finally have things.     I'm not the kind of girl he deserves. And I'm glad I'm realizing this now. If I marry him, in 10 years, we will be unhappy and filing for divorce. Niall and I really need to talk.
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