All About you

When a small town boy moves to L.A. to get started on his dream he decides to keep his story in a journal his mom gives him before he moves. He ends up running into four amazing boys that he starts to hang out with. He soon makes a decision that he will regret... Or will he?


12. Love Exposed

I told Logan and Carlos about James and we are chasing him down.  I had to stop to breath a few times and catch up to Logan.  We decided that if he wasn't home by tomorrow we would call the cops.  Logan had passed out a few minutes after we got home but I still lye here awake.  I heard the front door open and close and then some foot steps.  I slowly got out of bed and walked to the door.


I got to the door and pulled it ajar.  JAMES!  He's back.  Wait isn't that Carlos' door?  I pulled the door open and walked out.  I slowly made my way to Carlos door to see what James was doing.  I saw him quietly waking up.  Carlos opened his eyes and I heard him say "James you're back!"  They shared a hug.  "James why did you run away?"  Carlos asked.

"I ran away from my fears."  James said.  "I needed time to think."

"About what?" Carlos asked.

"This."  James said pulling Carlos into a kiss.  My mouth dropped.  That's why he carved fag into himself.  I looked over at Carlos to see his reaction.  He had his eyes wide open not moving.  James pulled away and blushed and started running for the door.  Oh no he is going to see me.  I tried to step away but it was too late.  James ran straight into me knocking us both on the floor.  His eyes grew wide.  "Did you see?"  He asked I just nodded.  I could see anger in his eyes.  "WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU EAVESDROPPING?" He screamed at me.  "GOD YOU ARE SUCH A FUCKING FAG!"  He yelled causing me to break down in tears.

When he called me a fag it reminded me of high school and me needing to go to the counselors every day because I was being bullied because of my sexuality.  I hated my life then but I was finally happy.  I had my dream boy friend.  I lived in a great place.  I was getting a job soon, well I hope I do.  But James ruined it by calling me a fag.  "HEY JAMES!  I may be a fag but so are YOU!  Why don't you show everyone you stomach!"  I yelled back.

"James what is on you stomach?"  Carlos asked.

"NOTHING!"  He yelled.  Carlos knew there was something so he pretty much ripped James shirt off his body.

"James!  Why would you do this?"  He asked.

"Because I am a faggot and no one will ever love me the way I will love them."

"Like who James?"  I asked butting in.

"Carlos."  He said running into his room locking the door.  Logan came out after he heard the slam.

"What was all the yelling?"  He asked.

"James is back and... and he said that he loved me."  Carlos said eyes full of tears but he refused to let them escape.


A/N  Hey guys sorry I am putting another one, but I just wanted to say that I am sorry that this is so short.  I will type a longer one tomorrow.  LOVE YA!!<3<3

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