An Impossible Love

Mandy met the love of her life, by fate,Harry styles. Everything happened through Skype, will that be the beginning of something real?

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48. The one that loves me.

 

 

Mandy’s P.O.V:

The rain falling, the cold cutting my skin, the silence inside my head, the whole scene was killing me. The empty spot in my finger, where the ring it’s supposed to be, the flashbacks of him slamming it onto the floor. I shook my head and kept drinking my hot chocolate. I wasn’t going to cry, I was done crying already, I was done with the guilt feeling, with the knot in my throat, with the broken heart. He’s been avoiding me, I don’t  blame him. I deserve his anger, his distance, his coldness and dryness, hurts like hell but I have to take it.

Almost all of my stuff were still in his apartment, everything happened so fast that I even forgot to take all those things out of there, guess it’s not a pretty task for him to do either, maybe all of that is in the garbage already, guess i’ll have to take that too.

 

Harry’s P.O.V:

 

Guess I went a little crazy with all the Mandy situation, I even got a tattoo about her, I got an ‘’A’’ from Amanda, in my arm. I know I must be out of my mind to ink my skin with something related to someone that .. someone that i.. lost, but she meant-mean-is-or-was the world to me, and that’s something that I want to cherish forever, our memories, she was my first true love, and.. what the heck am I doing? I’m just rambling, by myself, in the place we used to make love, our room, now this place feels so empty, so dark, so out of love, this doesn’t feel like home anymore, home is where her heart is, or used to be.. but it’s over now, guess this time is really over, I understood Mike situation back then, but now? Zayn? I… I still feel how my fists gets stronger just by saying his name picturing her body close to his, picturing her mouth close to his, I get disgusted by the thought of Zayn having her, touching her, I just can’t, plus he was one of my best friends, everything is fucked up now, I don’t feel like rehearsing, and getting interviews, we have to travel a lot now, since our new album is coming out, which make everything worse ‘cause I have my mind everywhere else but in reality.

I felt like doing some changes so I did..

 

Mandy’s P.O.V:

 

It’s been a couple of long days, without him..

‘’Amanda, I’m going to get some groceries, need anything?’’ –

incredible how mad she still is at me, she doesn’t call me ladybug anymore, not even MANDY. ‘’Thank you aunt Nina, I’m fine’’ – I replied, ‘’Kay then.’’ She said turning around. I’ve learned my lesson for sure it’s like God, I get it, I messed up, everyone I love it’s like gone now, aunt Nina is here but it’s like she’s not at the same time.

Suddenly I felt my phone buzz, it was Niall. ‘’Oh hey buddy, how you doing?’’- I answered the phone try to sound as good as possible, ‘’It’s not Niall..’’- I paused and some cold rush filled my body, it was him, he had the saddest tone of voice, ‘’Oh..how.. how are you?’’ – I stuttered, ‘’I’m fine I guess, see I’m just calling you cause you left a lot of things here, I wonder if you are willing to get them back or something..’’, ‘’Yeah, yeah, sure, I actually was thinking about that a while ago.’’ – ‘’ kay cool so.. come tonight to pick them out’’ – ‘’Kay.. I’ll be there..’’ – and he hung up the phone. I slowly sat in my bed, put my phone aside and drowned my face in my hands, he was so cold but so sad at the same time, his voice comforted me in some way, I know he’s there, I know he’s still mad and hurt, I know that, I know, but  underneath all the pain, he’s there, the one that loves me.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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