An Impossible Love

Mandy met the love of her life, by fate,Harry styles. Everything happened through Skype, will that be the beginning of something real?

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62. ''Over Again''

 

Mandy’s P.O.V:

 

I was walking in circles, trying to ease my mind a bit, I prayed it wasn’t Zayn’s, I know it’s selfish of me to actually think that way..

I was surprised that Harry wasn’t home yet, but I was glad because I don’t know how I would have done all this with him in here, or how I would have hid my face from him. I couldn’t resist myself so I called Zayn, it was something I had to share with him i.. I just can’t tell Harry now.

 

‘’Hello?’’

‘’H-hi, Zayn, it’s me Ma-ndy’’

‘’Oh.. Hey M, how you doing? Everything okay?’’ – it was so wrong feeling warm inside while hearing his voice.

‘’Well..’’ – I managed to say but he interrupted me, ‘’Well what Mandy? Are you okay? What’s wrong?’’ – he was worried

‘’I have to talk to you..’’ – I mumbled

‘’Did something happened with Harry?’’

‘’No, no, I just really need to tell you something..’’ – I kept on whispering.

‘’You’re scaring me M, but su-re, sure, tell me.’’

‘’No, I need to see you, what I need to tell you can’t be by phone.’’ – I was trying hard not to cry and loose my grip.

‘’Well, in that case.. Where do you want us to meet?’’

‘’Come here, I’ll meet you in the parking lot, so you don’t need to come upstairs and no one will be suspecting anything..’’ – my hands were shaking, I was sweating, my temperature was rising, I was nervous, I didn’t know how to tell him, how would he react..

‘’Okay M, I’m going right now.’’

‘’Kay..’’

‘’Bye’’ – and he ended the call, he was preoccupied you could tell by the sound of his voice.

 

I texted Harry I was getting some groceries out, in case he come home and doesn’t find me.

I changed my shirt and put on a clean one, I went downstairs so I could wait for Zayn in the Lobby, about some 10 minutes of waiting for him in there, he arrived. When I saw his car some kind of weird emotion came over me, I tried to block and avoid all those kind of feelings towards him it was just not healthy.

I ran to the car, he unlocked the passenger sit’s door for me to get inside and I jumped in, an awkward silence happened for some long seconds, ‘’What’s wrong M?’’ – he sweetly whispered, I was trying not to look at him in the eye, all that time I was not looking at his face I was staring at the street right in front of me, he was watching my every move, I could feel it. I turned my head to the left to meet his eyes, I was breathing heavily, and he got the most worried eyes, I felt sad about everything. I was about to tell him something that might break him more. He was wearing a black leather jacket, a grey V neck t-shirt, some tight navy blue jeans and his delightful perfume, ‘’M?, what’s wrong?’’ – he repeated himself waking me up from my day-dreaming, I sighed out loud, ‘’I’m pregnant.’’ – I told him, I told him right away, straight, direct, I just closed my eyes hard, I didn’t want to see his reaction, I was frozen, my whole body was hard as stone, I was about to cry, my throat was dry, I had a gigantic knot in my stomach I was sorrowful, ‘’When did you find out?’’ – he whispered quietly, I was surprised he was that calmed, i couldn’t answer him, I just couldn’t hold it anymore, I was looking straight into his eyes, when the tears started bursting in my eyes,  ‘’C’mon love, don’t cry, everything will be alright’’ – he murmured in my ear after taking me close to him, leaned me against his chest into a charming comforting  hug, I couldn’t stop crying, weeping, sobbing, It was like everything I was holding on too, broke all of a sudden, my guard defenses were useless at that point, he made me feel safe, and for some reason I could believe his words, ‘’Everything will be alright’’ – I repeated myself in my mind, ‘’Shh, shh,, shh, don’t you worry love..’’- he whispered in my face, he had both of his hands on the side of my face, ‘’ I’ll be there for you, no matter what okay?’’ – and kissed my forehead.

**Tell me with your mind, body and spirit, i can make your tears fall down like the showers that are British, whether we’re together or apart

we can both remove the masks and admit we regret it from the start **

Zayn’s P.O.V:

I hung up the phone and literally ran to my car, I don’t know what was going on, or what had happened, all I knew is she wasn’t okay, I just knew. My heart was filled of some indescribable feeling, it was such a bitter-sweet sensation, hearing her voice, sweet, low, soft, it melted me, in the other hand I was trying not to fool my mind into pretending she was calling me to get some new fresh start.

She got inside the car, closed the door, her face was full of sadness and hiding feelings, I knew she was suffering, I didn’t want to overtake things so i kept myself on silence, just watching her, her hair fell in her shoulder perfectly, her skin tone, her pink lips, but her face was in need of her mind blowing smile.  ‘’What’s wrong M?’’ – I asked her in the lowest voice possible, I didn’t want to disturb her, even though she called me. She stood quietly and breathing heavily, when she faced me, she finally broke the silence ‘’I’m pregnant’’ – she whispered, nothing else, I didn’t know what to feel, think, do, or tell her, I just tried to act as calm as possible, I was focused on making her feel better, she was in pain, she was drowning herself in that cruel sadness.

She was pregnant and I hoped it was mine, that was all I wanted, at least being the father of her child, that would attached me to her forever in a way, sounds ridiculous I know, but the thing I feel for her it’s just beyond words, it was something completely unexpected of course, and completely unexpected for her as well you could tell, but there was nothing else to do than take things as they were and going on with the situation.

** And I can lend you broken parts, that might fit like this, and I will give you all my heart, so we can start it all over again..**

 

 

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