An Impossible Love

Mandy met the love of her life, by fate,Harry styles. Everything happened through Skype, will that be the beginning of something real?

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25. Impossible

 

I cleared my eyes and kept talking.. ‘’I don’t love mike, I don’t want him in my life, we’re through. The relationship I have with Harry, well had, i..i don’t know but he’s my life, he’s my everything MOM, please, please KEEP MIKE AWAY FROM ME.’’ – I yelled a little at the end.  Her eyes were watery but still she said: ‘’I didn’t know this boy meant that much to you, I never thought you would find someone as good as him, so fast, I’m so sorry sweetie, we’ll solve this out.’’

 

I heard her, and went out of the room. I checked out my phone expecting something from him, at least an ‘’okay’’ from him, I needed to have any kind of contact with him, I was shattered, I was devastated and broken inside, I felt sick, I felt like throwing up, I didn’t know what to do.

 

I only had a week and a half, left in London. I was getting desperate it’s been 4 days since I haven’t spoke to him. I was depressed, it was truly over then.  I got off the bed, put on a jacket and my snow boots, took my iPod and went to the roof. It was a gray day as usual, very cold, I could see all London from where I stood. The people, the cars, the buildings, the streets, the lights. It was getting darker and darker. I simply let myself fall in the snow put my headphones on and sang out loud.

 

‘’tell them all I know now shout it from the roof tops, write it on the skyline, all we had it’s GONEE now, tell them I was happy, and my heart it’s broken, all my scars are open, tell them what I hope would be impossible.. impossible.. impossible… impossible’’  - I repeated and repeated to myself  ‘’impossible..maybe this only was An impossible Love’’.

 

I kept singing with my eyes sometimes closed and sometimes staring at the sky, feeling the cold temperature, my flying brain, my broken heart. It was then when I felt I still had the chain on, I felt how the tears were quickly coming out of my eyes again.

 

‘’I can’t live like this forever..’’ – I sobbed, suddenly I felt someone sitting right next to me, it was aunt Nina she had 2 mugs with hot chocolate in them.

 

‘’how did you know I was here?’’ – I could barely speak.

‘’I just knew…’’ – she said drinking from her mug.

‘’there..’’ – she gave me the other one.

‘’th..thanks auntie’’.

 

We just sat there, staring and watching everything, without talking, just living the moment and feeling the cold burn our cheeks.

 

‘’I love him..’’- I broke the silence

‘’You certainly do ladybug..’’ – she replied.

‘’I don’t know what to do aunt nina’’

‘’I wish I could tell you sweetheart, but if I knew I would be married with kids right now’’ – she said with a sad face.

 

I didn’t know what to say to her so I just hugged her and laid my head on her knees.

 

‘’all I can say is, you’ll be alright’’ – she said while playing with my hair.

 

‘’maybe I will…’’

 

 

it was my last 2 days in London, I couldn’t believe it. I was sadder than ever, it’s been almost a month, no calls, no texts, no NOTHING. I was literally empty I had no answer from him, which broke me in million little pieces.

 

‘‘Hello?’’ – I took my phone

‘’Hey Mandy, it’s Liam.’’ – a voice said through the phone.

‘’Hi Liam. What’s up?’’

‘’Actually I wanted to tell you, we’ve been very worried about Harry, he’s been a mess at basically everything lately, we barely know what happened between you two, but it definitely wasn’t something cute.’’ – he sounded concerned.

‘’Well i..i don’t know what to say.’’ – I replied

‘’I was wondering if you could tell me what happened.’’

‘’I don’t feel like talking about it liam, I’m sorry.’’

‘’It’s okay, I understand.’’ – he answered.

‘’but I need a HUGE favor from you.’’

‘’Yeah, sure, what is it?’’

‘’I’ll tell you later, come and pick me up’’ – I told him.

‘’’Kay then, see you in a while’’ – whe said while ending the call.

 

I went to my room took a piece of paper and wrote down what I felt.

 

‘’Mandy, someone’s looking for you!!’’ – aunt nina yelled

‘’Coming!!!’’- I said out loud.

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