An Impossible Love

Mandy met the love of her life, by fate,Harry styles. Everything happened through Skype, will that be the beginning of something real?


45. Heaven on Earth


Harry’s P.O.V:


I’m literally on bliss, nothing can’t beat this feeling, I’m engaged, with the most beautiful girl, the one that I love, the one I’ve always dreamed of, things can’t get any better, everyone was so happy for us, I know will be difficult at first since we are only 20-21, the media, the fans and all but this is something that I need, that I want, and it’s a decision I made for good.


Mandy’s P.O.V:


The day ended pretty fast after all that, I felt bad the whole time, restless, uncomfortable, out of place, Zayn left pretty early, the boys left hours later, and I was just talking and catching up with Eleanor, I could feel aunt Nina’s worried eyes on me, I felt like going away, and found myself again.


Days passed by, I was still out of my mind, Harry was over the top, his blooming happiness got me sad all the time, he didn’t deserve that of me at all, even though I pretended to be normal all the time.


It was Friday, Harry went to have dinner with some childhood friends of him, I was sitting in the red leather couch we had in the living room reading a book and having some tea just by myself, then it hit me, a storm of thoughts stole my mind away, ‘’How’s Zayn right now? Is he okay? What is he doing? What is he thinking?, what is he feeling?’’ – I was going crazy in there, it’s been a while since I saw him or even have some words with him, I got to talk to him, to face him to clear this mess out, so I took my keys, a jacket and took a taxi to his home.


It might sound crazy I know, going in there like that, taking advantage of Harry’s not being home with me, but I had to, I needed to, I HAD to see him and talk to him, I was about to get insane, a whole rush was filling my body when I saw I was getting closer to Zayn’s neighborhood, I needed to settle down.


I was there, right in front of his door, I even hesitated, should I really do this?, I was about to knock when all of a sudden he opened the door, we were both surprised to see each other, he seemed to be going out, he had his car keys in hand, he was in shock by seeing me there, so I broke the silence ‘’I’m sorry I shouldn’t have come without telling you, I better go..’’ – and turned around, ‘’WAIT Mandy, NO, don’t go’’ -  he yelled, grabbing nicely my arm, making me turn around and face him again, feeling his touch in my arms made me feel…safe.


‘’I was going to get some food, we can order something from here, please come inside’’ – he said almost begging, I let myself do what I thought was right so I went inside with him, he took my jacket and we sat in his living room where we’ve been before.


There we were, quietly, sitting next to each other..


‘’So why you came?’’- he asked softly, ‘’i..i needed to come and see you’’- I stuttered a bit, amazed of what I just told him, ‘’You needed to come and see me? Really?’’ – ‘’Well.. yeah Zayn, i..can’t keep pretending I don’t feel a thing for you…’’ – My whole body froze as soon as I shut my mouth, I told him I felt something for him, ‘’Wait what?, so do you really feel something about me? Wow, that’s… that’s perfect.’’ – he said with the most amazing voice you could ever imagine, being there, that close to him, made me want to do things that maybe I would ended up regretting but still enjoy them. He had that perfectly something that got me into him, ‘’I wouldn’t call it love.. but I like you Zayn, I like you a lot..’’  I was expecting some kind of answer from him, when I looked up to face him our lips met intensely, It took me by surprise completely, I felt how suddenly his hands were touching my hips, making me stand up, i tried to stop for a minute, but then I simply let myself went with the flow and the heat of the moment. I put my arms around his neck, I could feel how his breath was getting heavily and faster, my heartbeat was honestly excessively fast. Thoughts of Harry, our relationship, my ring filled my mind, but there was something about Zayn soo big I couldn’t stop myself from kissing him and live that moment.


** Kiss me like you wanna be loved, you wanna be loved, You wanna be loved, this feels like falling in love, falling in love, we're falling in love..  My heart's against your chest, your lips pressed in my neck  I'm falling for your eyes, but they don't know me yet, and with this feeling I'll forget, I'm in love now..**


All I remember is being carried by him to his bedroom, and feeling his hot bare skin touching mine, feeling my body get undressed by him, made everything more exciting, all I wanted was feeling his love in me, his intensity, I knew it was wrong, I knew I was ruinning everything I had, but I didn’t care, the lust, the pleasure, the desire I had for him was bigger than barriers.


** I was made to keep your body warm, but i'm cold as the wind blows so hold me in your arms**


His lips kissing all of me, from my neck to my legs, his gentle touch, his smell, his sexiness, he drove me insane, just like he owned me. I was laying down in his bed, naked, with my back curved and my eyes closed, enjoying him having adventures in all the corners of my being, I was living and loving the biggest mistake of my life.


**Yeah I've been feeling everything from hate to love, from love to lust from lust to truth**


‘’I’m in love with you..’’


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