Wide Awake: A Harry Styles Love Story

Sarah has always been the misfit type. Yet nobody knows that her parents died when she was little. She just turned 18. She meets One Direction, has a thrill of a lifetime, and in the end, a massive twist. Some Rated R parts so read at own risk


22. I'm Trying.


After I left Sarah, I have been in emotional distress. I realized I made the wrong decision. Why the hell did I treat her the way I did? Why didn't I see that I need her more than anything else? I called her but she never answered. Everyday I looked at pictures of us together. And the picture if our child that I wanted to see so badly. Without Sarah in my life, I felt like half of me was gone. So I turned to alcohol. I got drunk every single night. It solved my problems for a few hours. My life was a mess–I lost everyone who cared about me. My life was spiraling out of control. A few years into my depression, I got a call from Louis. He had told me that Sarah had a house out in London and to go as soon as I cleaned myself up. So once I became sober after my latest drinking binge, I headed to her house. I decided to get her some roses and an I'm sorry present. Once the door opened I saw The love of my life. I wanted nothing more than to hug her, and kiss her. She looked so shocked when she saw me. Then, when I looked down, I saw the most beautiful creature I had ever seen. She was only a few feet tall, with brown curly ringlets, and bright green eyes. When she saw me,her left cheek formed a dimple around her smile. I instantly knew who this child was. She was my daughter. She was pointing at me and calling her mommy. The little girl looked at her mother and asked her If I was her daddy. She began to flighty shake her head no, but I couldn't let her lie to the precious child. I smiled at the child for the first time in three years and said, "Yes baby. I'm daddy."


I saw Talia's eyes light up as she processed what Harry had said. "Momma, is it willy daddy?" I looked at her face. So hopeful, and positive. I didn't know what to say. "We'll…Uh…" I didn't know what to do–crush her dreams now, or have Harry crush them later. "Are you seriously going to lie to our child? She deserves to know that I am her dad." I couldn't believe his ears. I turned to Talia. "Talia honey, why don't you go watch spongebob" as soon as we were alone, I turned to Harry. "How dare you! Before you wanted nothing to do with me and now you want to be Talia's father figure?" "It is the first time I am meeting my daughter. Don't you think she deserves to know the truth?" "Oh that you cheated on me and basically said I wasn't good enough?" I saw Harry tense up. He was angry. "I made a mistake Sarah, and I am trying to fix it!" "I have heard those words come out of your mouth so many times Harry! When are going to learn from your mistakes, and not to repeat them?" I shouted at Harry. Harry got even more mad, but calmed himself down and talked in a softer tone. "All I want to do is see my baby girl. I have missed out on three years of her life and I don't want to miss anymore. Is that too much to ask?" I felt like ripping my hair out. He angered me so much. "Why can't you understand Harry?! You could've been here all this time! But you. Didn't. Want. Her." After I shouted at him I heard sobs a few feet away. I looked down to see Talia bawling her eyes out, watching us fight. "Daddy don't want me?"

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