Wide Awake: A Harry Styles Love Story

Sarah has always been the misfit type. Yet nobody knows that her parents died when she was little. She just turned 18. She meets One Direction, has a thrill of a lifetime, and in the end, a massive twist. Some Rated R parts so read at own risk


7. Breaking Down

He pulled me close and I put my head on his shoulder. We slow danced for a little while then he picked me up. He turned of the music and took me upstairs. He layer me on the bed and got on top of me. I closed my eyes because I was really worn out. He started to undress and then I knew what he wanted. "Babe. I can't." I said. He just continued what he was doing. "Harry." I tapped his arm. "I've wanted you all day." "But Harry! I can't do it!" I pushed him off of me. "Why don't you want to? You probably liked what zayn did to you." "GET OUT!" I screamed. "Sarah I didn't-" "GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE RIGHT NOW!" I screamed again and pointed at the door. He picked up his clothes and left. Tears streamed down my face. I curled up in a ball and just cried. I slowly fell asleep. In the morning I woke up to my phone going off. 7 new messages from Harreh<3. 10 missed calls from Harreh<3. 4 missed calls from Zayn:). Zayn called me? That fucking ass hole even had the courage to call me. I was getting another call. It was Harry. I threw my phone at the wall. I got up and thought about everything he said. The times he said he loved me. The times he kissed me. When he told me that I liked getting raped. He didn't love me. He never did. Maybe zayn was right. Maybe Harry only wanted me for sex. But it wasn't right for him to rape me. I went to the bathroom and looked for my spare. I found it. I cut a slit into my wrist and I screamed in pain. I moved up to my arm. I made a few cuts and then went to take a shower. Nothing made the pain of what Harry said go away. For the next couple days I just slept. I then got up, put on some clothes and headed out, not even bothering to cover my cuts. I walked to the nearest liquor store and bought some hard alcohol. I walked to the park and sat on a bench. My life was horrible. I cut myself, I have no boyfriend, I lost my virginity, and worst of all, I have no parents to comfort me. Harrys POV. I sat in my bedroom. I'm such a dick. I just love her so much and I want her to be mine. I broke her heart. It was a gloomy day. The rain just started to come down. I decided to go to the park to think. The park always reminds me of her. When I got to the park I saw a girl laying on the bench next to a bottle of some alcohol. Then I realized that it was Sarah. I picked her up and took her to her house. I used my spare key that she gave me. I put her in the bathroom and got her blow drier. I didn't want her to catch a cold. I dried her hair and removed all of her wet close and put some warm ones on her. I laid her in bed and pulled the covers over her. I went to the spare bedroom which was right next to hers, and went to sleep. But only, I couldn't sleep. So I just thought about her. Normal POV. I woke up and I was in my bed. I looked at the time. 1:35 in the afternoon. I looked arpund. There were wet footprints on the floor. My hairdrier was laying on the ground. I thought I fell asleep at the park. Then it hit me. Harry mustve found me. I got up, and I was wearing some shorts and a tank top. I walked out to the kitchen and I started to make tea. Then I heard someone come down the stairs. It was Harry. "What do you want?" I asked him. "I want your forgiveness. Please. I'm sorry. I just love you so much that I want you to be mine only." "I am yours only. I don't like anyone except you." he looked straight into my eyes when I said that. His eyes then drifted to something else. My arms. "Baby! Why do you do that?!" he grabbed my arms and rubbed my cuts. "Please promise me you won't do it anymore." I shook my head yes. He put band aids on me and sat me on the couch. I looked at him. He was going all around the house trying to get stuff for me. He stopped and looked at me. "I love you cheek" "Love you to cheek"
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