I Should Have Kissed You

What would you do if you were told that you were to live with the boys from One Direction? Sound too good to be true right? WRONG!

Follow the story of 18 year old Jasmine who can't believe her luck when her boyfriend wins her the competition of a lifetime; to meet and stay with her favourite boyband, One Direction, in their complex in London. Turns out that she got more than she bargained for, could heart break strike and a new found love blossom whilst she's away from her friends and family in Australia?

Find out in the new fanfic I Should Have Kissed You :)


10. DnM


*Jas' POV*

Ok, so I had established that I had feelings for Harry but I still loved Caleb. It's so confusing.  El was right, I had to figure out what was best for me and although I knew it was going to be hard, I had to do it.


It was time to spend the day with Zayn at his apartment. It was time for one of our "deep and meaningful" conversations.


I knocked a couple of times on his door before he yelled "It's open!"

I opened the door to find him in the kitchen gathering some snacks.

"hey Jas! Just in time , I was just about to watch a movie. Wanna join?"

"yeah sure" I smiled and sat on one of the bean bags on the floor. He passed me a bowl of popcorn and turned the tv on.

"what are we watching Zayn?"

"Uhh the Avengers or something like that"

"I saw that movie back home! It's really good, you'll enjoy it. It's all superheroes and stuff."

"cool" he smiled pressing play on the dvd.


*Zayn's POV*

The movie had finished. Jas was right, the movie was really good. Definitely have to watch it with Liam. I had gotten up to get some drinks and then returned to the bean bags where she was fiddling with her hair.

"So what's up?" I asked.

"nothing, nothing" she was very quick to answer. I could see something was bothering her. I gave her a look and then she caved.

"ugh fine. Do you think that you could love more than one person?

I wasn't sure where she was coming from, we all knew Harry was practically in love with Jas but was she really feeling the same?

"hmmm, love? Yes. Be 'in love' not so much. why do you ask?"

"alright, don't tell the others but I think Harry really likes me. Like really like"

I started to laugh.

"what? What's so funny?"

"hun come on, it's Harry we're talking about. Everyone already knows that. Harry is not so subtle when it comes to his feelings"

She looked embarrassed.

"Was it really that obvious to everyone except for me?" she said.

"Look Jas, all I'm going to say is just don't rush into or out of things too quickly. Just think carefully about what you're ready to do. "

"that seems to be a popular opinion around here. Thanks."

"I will also tell you this. The way Harry talks about you to us, it's totally different to the way that we've heard him talk about a girl before. He totally lights up whenever he hears your name and we've never seen him this way"

"why hasn't he said anything though?" she looked confused.

"Maybe he's just waiting for the right time."

"Zayn, I'm going crazy here trying to figure out if my boyfriend still loves me and this whole thing with Harry is so confusing. I like him more and more everyday and it's getting harder for me. I feel so guilty at the same time, it's just so hard."


There was silence between us for a few seconds. She wriggled in her seat before she realised that she just confessed that she had feelings for him.


"Jas, I know it's confusing but you can't string both of them along."

"believe me Zayn that's the last thing I want to do. I just wish that I knew what both Caleb and Harry were thinking so it would just be easier."

"whens the last time you heard from caleb anyway?"



"and I don't know. It's become weirder. I can't talk to him like we use to, he's not supporting and all and quite frankly he's just been acting so differently. He'd be the first and last voice I'd hear when I arrived here and now, nothing! And Harry, he does the littlest things like makes me breakfast and little hugs here and there, it makes me feel like I'm wanted. He takes the time to listen to me and my stupid problems too."

"you really like him don't you?"

"it's totally wrong though, I'm not that type of girl who would cheat!"

"no one said anything about cheating Jas, maybe it's your heart telling you that you deserve better. Maybe it’s time to move on?"


There was silence between us for a few seconds before she completely changed the subject, which I respected. She needed to have a proper think about what she was going to do.

"So how's things with Perrie?" She asked

"really good, she's absolutely gorgeous and we get along really well. I'm thinking of asking her to be my girlfriend."

"Ooooo" she winked, "So when am I going to meet her?"

"Uhhh I dunno. Maybe New Years?"

"That's in a week isn't it?"

"crap that came around quick! Yeah I guess it is"


*Jas' POV*

I looked at my phone, it was almost dinner time and I'd promise I'd make dinner tonight.

"I have to go, but thank you so much for everything and sorry for loading all of my problems onto you. You didn't have to put up with my crap."

"Jas, you're more than welcome to come over and have these chats, after all what are friends for!"

I gave Zayn a big hug before he walked me to the door.

"Thanks again"

Before I left I quickly turned back to Zayn

"Oh and Zayn, please please please don't tell Harry what I told you. Just let me try to figure out what I'm going to do first."

"My lips are sealed" he said pretending to zip up his lips and throw the key.


I really needed to get my things together and think long and hard before I made any decisions. I just wish it could be easier than this. 

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