I Should Have Kissed You

What would you do if you were told that you were to live with the boys from One Direction? Sound too good to be true right? WRONG!

Follow the story of 18 year old Jasmine who can't believe her luck when her boyfriend wins her the competition of a lifetime; to meet and stay with her favourite boyband, One Direction, in their complex in London. Turns out that she got more than she bargained for, could heart break strike and a new found love blossom whilst she's away from her friends and family in Australia?

Find out in the new fanfic I Should Have Kissed You :)


12. 3..2..1 HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!


*Jasmine’s POV*

I like Harry, like REALLY like Harry but I have Caleb as well. His big green eyes looked deep into my mine. Everything felt right but there was something that was holding me back. I had to sort things out with Caleb first before I made any rash decisions.

“20…19…18” the crowd started to countdown. Was it almost midnight already? I became very aware of where I was at the moment, inches away from Harry’s face.

“Harry….I’m sorry” I whispered as I stepped back. I felt like I was going to burst into tears. I quickly turned around and grabbed my bag from the booth were the guys now joined Louis. 

“Where are you going love?” Niall said it his slightly drunken Irish accent.

“Home.” I said whilst I rushed to the door.

“But you can’t it’s new years!!” I heard Zayn yell from the booth but I ignored him.

I turned my head to see if Harry was still there. He was. He stood there upset and confused. The last I saw of him Louis had his arm around him saying something to him.

*Harrys POV*

What just happened? I practically had her in my arms and …. Nothing. I should have gone after her….but I guess I was trying to comprehend the fact that she had rejected me. Smooth Styles! Real smooth!  I thought to myself. I knew this would end this way.

“3…2…1…HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!” the crowd cheered as the music continued pumping through the speakers with confetti falling from the ceiling. Louis now stumbled his way over to me and threw his arm over my shoulder.

“y’know what would help you there to start off a new year mate? TEQUILA SHOTS!!! WOOOOOOO!!!!” he slurred.

I went back to the booth were all the boys were sitting around the table. They were all off their heads, except Liam he was just a little tipsy.

“HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!” Niall and Liam screamed in unison

“You right Hazza?” Zayn asked just as the waitress came with the shots of tequila.

“Nope. Not really.” I said whilst sculling down all the shots, leaving none for the lads.  Louis signalled for another round as I got up and headed for the door.

“I’m going. I’ll see you all whenever”


*Jasmines POV*

Leo was around the corner and he took me home straight away, no questions asked.


I pushed the door open, swinging it wide open so much that is slammed shut. I ran to my room, grabbed my laptop and sat on the bed. I needed to talk to Caleb somehow, so I figured Skype. Caleb as on it 24/7. I logged in and sure enough Caleb Santos was highlighted as online.

“He- Hi babe what’s going on? Happy new year!” Caleb asked all out of breath. He was standing crouched over his desk shirtless. “You normally text when you’re about to Skype!”

“happy new year” I replied trying to force out a smile “Yeah I know, sorry. Can we talk?”, he could see that I was upset so he sat down bracing himself for what I was about to tell him. I started from the beginning saying how lovely the boys were and how they made me feel right at home when in the corner of the screen some girl walked through his door in just his ‘Eminem’ t-shirt that I had bought for him when we went to his concert.

“Hun, are you coming back to bed?” she asked.

“Who? Who is that Caleb??”

“Ahhhh no one.”

“Do you really think I’m that stupid? I can see her standing right there!”

“Babe it’s not wha-”

“It’s not what it looks like right?! Of course it isn’t! You think you could ship me to another country and distract me with one of my favourite bands so you could have some fling with that..that..that thing?!”

“That thing? What? Who is she Caleb?” I could hear her say in the background.

“You’ve just made this a lot easier for me! We’re over!!” I yelled, my eyes stinging from the tears forming in my eyes,

“What you’ve moved on from me is that it?” Caleb said now getting angry.

“I can see you already have Caleb! Don’t bother calling or texting… I won’t answer. You’re not worth the trouble” I slammed my laptop shut and crawled into a little ball on the bed. Both tears and mascara were running down my face. Here I was feeling guilty about an ‘almost kiss’ whilst he’s there sleeping with some random! I really needed someone to hold me and tell me everything was going to be alright, but it looks like I blew it with Harry. I'd understand if he didn’t want to talk to me ever again. I kept crying until I fell asleep still curled up into a little ball on the bed. I knew I stuffed everything up with him. I hope he just gives me a chance to explain

*Harry’s POV*

Before I got home, I asked Leo to take me to a pub around the corner.

“Are you alright  Styles? I took Miss Harper home about a half an hour ago and she looked a bit down. I know it’s not my place but is everything alright between you?”

“Leo, you’ve known me for a year now and you’ve seen me at the top of my game. Since when do I ever get so stupid around the girl I like. I scared her off! She’s never going to want to come near me again.”

“Can I advise that you don’t turn to the alcohol tonight Mr Styles? It won’t do you any good. I learned that the hard way, not that you want to hear any of my stories. Just talk to her. Clear the air. Make sure that you are both alright with what happened and if you are good enough friends you’ll move on from that”

“I guess” was all I managed to get out. I was too exhausted to argue.

Leo turned the limo around and made our way back to the complex. I turned the key and pushed the door open stumbling slightly through the door. I hope she was awake so we could talk. Some way to spend new years huh.  On the way to my room I passed Jasmine’s room. She was curled in a ball still in her black party dress fast asleep. I walked quietly into her room, put the laptop that was on the bed onto the floor and covered her with a small blanket. I could see the mascara blotched across her face. She’d been crying. I hope I wasn’t the reason for her tears. I kissed her gently on the forehead and whispered “happy new year Jas” as I turned the light off on the way out. I knew she wouldn’t hear me but it was worth a shot.

Still stumbling into my room, I collapsed on to the bed. I’m so stupid. I can’t believe I let her walk away. I should have kissed her when I had the chance I thought to myself. I knew there was something there.  Then it hit me.


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